A/N: So now it's about 00:30 and I'm still writing, yayy me! Not much action or plot; just some fluff!
Special thanks to Grimmkitty6, this one's for you!
Will you stay?
Will you stay away forever?
How do I live without the ones I love?
Time still turns the pages of the book it's burned.
Place and time always on my mind.
I have so much to say but you're so far away.
Avenged Sevenfold – So Far Away
What the fuck am I doing? I stared at the bare chest that my face was currently glued on. I cannot believe I cuddled up to Grimmjow last night. Impossible. I couldn't. I wouldn't. Would I? He was so warm and his calm breathing was so soothing. I decided that it wouldn't be the best thing if Grimmjow found me sleeping on him, it was still kind of dark outside, so I slowly got off of him and noticed that one of my arms was still wedged in between his arm and body. Fantastic. I tried slowly to take it out, but failed.
"What are you doing?" Grimmjow asked and in a sleepy voice. It was kind of...cute. Cute. DID I JUST THINK HIS VOICE SOUNDED CUTE? What the hell is wrong with me? Am I getting a fever?
"Uhh... I'm... I'm just ... moving." I could feel my blood rushing to my cheeks.
"Don't, I'm freezing". He used his other arm to push me back against him. He was still probably asleep. I'll let him off... this time.
"Fine." I mumbled against his skin, which made me feel kind of weird. I moved my other hand a bit and felt something soft. Hair? I looked up and indeed, it was Grimmjow's hair. I'd never imagine it be so surprisingly soft.
"Woww" I fumbled with his hair.
"What are you doing?"
"You're hair is SO soft!" I exclaimed.
"Yours is not so bad either." He ruffled my hair and laughed. I sat up keeping my hand in his hair.
"I thought it would be sticky of hair gel or something but it's SO SOFT!" I was getting a little carried away.
"Okay, calm down. It's just hair."
"Yeah but seriously, wow" I just really didn't want to go back to sleep.
"I can't take this no more." Grimmjow grabbed me and placed me on top of him. To make matters worse he kissed me again. But this time it was more than just a simple kiss. He pushed his tongue through my firmly closed lips and his hands roamed on my upper torso. At first I tried to pull away but I soon gave in. He was actually delicious. Wait. What the hell am I thinking?
Grimmjow pulled away to breathe and I pushed his face away from mine.
"WHAT THE HELL?" I literally screamed in his face.
"You didn't like it?" He cocked an eyebrow at me. The nerve.
"Of course not asshole."
"I beg to differ." He pointed down and I looked, only to see my glorious dick hard as a brick and digging into Grimmjow's inner thigh. Fuck, this couldn't be happening. No. No. No.
"I must be dreaming." I mumbled.
"Or you just want me as much as I want you." Grimmjow leaned in and bit my lip.
"I can't do this right now Grimm. I just can't." I got off of him and walked to the en-suite bathroom. Closing the door behind me I looked in the mirror and died. Not literally, but I wish I did. On the mirror there was a message.
A little lock can't keep me out Strawberry. And your cute little kitty won't save you. I'll make sure of that, I promise.
To write this he must have gone through the room, the room I was sleeping in. The room I and Grimmjow were sleeping in. He's in danger while he's with me. I cried. For the first time tonight actual tears started running down my cheeks. I didn't want to be here. I didn't want to live anymore.
"Ichi, let me in." Grimmjow's voice came from behind the door. I unlocked it.
"Y-you have to... leave Grimm." I cried, "You're not safe here."
"I'm not gonna leave you Ichi, no one is gonna make me leave." He pulled me in a hug and I felt safe again, for a while until I heard something crash downstairs.
"No. No. No. He's here." I started shaking and Grimmjow looked me in the eye.
"It's going to be okay." He went into the room and grabbed my phone. "Take this and lock the bedroom and stay here." He started to walk towards the door but I grabbed his hand.
"Don't go. Y-you can't ... he'll kill you." I cried and squeezed his hand, hoping he'd never let go.
"It's okay I can take care of myself. Just promise you'll stay here. Whatever you hear do not leave this room." Just before he let go I pulled him towards myself and kissed him. I wasn't sure why I did that. But it made him happy – he smiled.
"Thanks my damsel in distress." He kneeled and walked out the bedroom. Asshole.
...
At first I heard nothing; wouldn't expect to really, behind two closed doors. I sat there in silence wondering what was taking Grimmjow so long.
I loud crash made me jump.
"FUCK" I heard Grimmjow shout and my hand reached towards the door handle. I couldn't, I promised him I wouldn't. I have to keep it. A few crashes later came silence. And then I heard the bedroom door unlock, open, close and lock again.
Grimmjow? I hope so.
A few footsteps and the bathroom door handle started to unlock. I crawled into a small corner and shut my eyes. Please Grimmjow. Please let it be you.
"Hey Ichi, look what I found." Grimmjow's voice was like music to my ears. I opened my eyes and saw him standing there with a tiny fluff ball in his hands and five claw marks on this face.
"What the hell happened to you?" I stood up, "I thought it was Shiro."
"Sorry I took so long." He smiled, " Turns out this little guy managed to climb in through that little broken window in the kitchen."
"What is that?" I looked at the fluff ball curiously and I swear it meowed. "Is that a cat?"
"Yup. Isn't he the cutest little thing you've ever seen?" I've never seen Grimmjow so happy before. It was adorable." Can we keep him please?" The puppy dog eyes didn't work on me. Except for Grimmjow's, I just couldn't resist.
"Fine." I took the little fluff ball from his hands and it licked me. The little creature licked me.
"He likes you." Grimmjow smiled.
"I guess he does." I laughed and went to bed. "I'm tired now, can we go back to bed?"
"Yes honey." Grimmjow laughed. Was he EVER serious?
"Asshole."
...
This time a crushing weight woke me up. This was due to Grimmjow who was laying on me. Yup, his huge self thought I'd be fun to crush me to death.
"Get" Breath, "Off" Breath, "Me." Breath. I tried pushing him but he was too heavy.
"I'm trying to sleep here." Grimmjow mumbled against my neck, which actually felt oddly good.
"I'm" Breath, "Trying" breath, "To", breath, "Breathe", breath, "Here!" He finally got the message and rolled off of me. I breathed in deeply. "Finally, I thought I was going to die under here!"
"Shhhh." He put his hand on my mouth, "We have to get up in a couple of hours to go and visit your dad and sisters at the hospital- I hate hospitals. Let me get some more sleep." He didn't move the hand away.
To be continued.
