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Dark Salvation VI

She slowly made her way to the hall where Integra was waiting for her return. Seras stopped and leaned against the wall felling the painful burning in her stomach. Her knees were not able to hold the weight of her small form and she fell on the cold floor pulling the arms around her waist. The pain made her want to scream but she bit down her arm and killed the sound in her throat. She begged for it to stop but it got worse with each passing second. The warm blood ran down her arm covering the stoned floor below her body. Seras felt weak almost losing any sense of reality but the picture of a young dyeing men in the hall made her stand up and make the last few steps to the door. She looked back and gasped the blood was slowly running in the direction of Alucard's dark asylum. Was it denying her? Maybe she was not worthy of his blood? Seras pushed the thoughts aside and pulled on the door-handle.

She saw sir Hellsing's face change and she smirked looking at her with an evident victory. The woman in front of Seras knew what she wanted and how to get it. Integra could easily see how much painful the turn was for the young vampire.

"Good girl. Now come here". Integra watched Seras slowly making her way closer and stopping right next to her. The elder woman took a poniard and split her palm feeling the goblet with her own blood. "Drink this". Seras obeyed without saying anything. The blood made her pain ease and she breathed in the air without feeling all of her body burn with pain. She did not listen to any Latin words Integra was reading or did she mind when her arm was opened with the same sharp dagger Integra used on herself. The whole ritual did not catch her interest as she was concentrated on the changes that she felt. Everything she knew was changing: she heard the running of the blood in all of the humans in the hall, a weak breathing of the boy lying on the floor and finally she felt her heart stopping as if she died. It stilled together with her own feelings. Seras no longer cared for the person she was a minute ago so desperate to save or for the older vampire she was in love with. She felt empty, uninterested and dead. "You can turn the boy now". The words made her come back to reality and she caught the eyes of her new human master that she would in time replace.

Seras approached the body and sat down to lean to his neck. She felt him getting weaker with each passing second. His blood did not make any interest for her as though blood itself has lost the attractiveness for the newly born. The need to save his life had faded with her former self but she would nevertheless save his life because she risked her wellbeing for this human. His taste was plain it did not awaken any desires as Alucard's blood did, but her former master's blood felt like a poison in her body while the boy's helped her to regain her composure. She pulled away and set him on the floor. Integra was long gone with the others and the hall was dark and empty portraying the loneliness that filed her heart.

"Where am I?" The question made Seras turn and look at the young man who was staring straight at her.

"Welcome to Hellsing organization, Ian". She sadly smiled at him seeing how painfully similar the situation looked for her. If there would be a chance for this not to happen to him Seras would do anything. The picture of a younger Ian in the terrible place she had saved him from reminded her of itself. His turn would make the memory come back in time. She could feel him getting more worried but he was silent patiently looking at her.

"I can't explain this strange feeling, but my throat is burning and I can't even breathe". Ian looked at Seras with plead not entirely understanding what he was asking for but somehow knowing that she did. "Master, please". The last two words made her snap out of her strange state and she remembered that he was her responsibility now.

"Follow me".

The way to her room was made in silence, but Seras could easily read his mind. Ian was afraid and lost in his former life troubles as if they would matter. Seras sadly smiled when he thought of her as his master. She was the same when she was turned by Alucard. She opened the door and took the blood bag from the table giving the substance to Ian who nearly dropped it with shock.

"What the hell are you expecting me to do with this thing?" His newly red eyes looked at her with confusion and suspicion. She took him by the shoulder and led him to the mirror.

"Ian, I know this would sound impossible for you, but you are a vampire now. To survive we drink blood and you will drink it or die". As the words left her mouth Ian could see his red eyes and fangs slowly growing. He tried to get away from her, but she caught his second shoulder. "I never wanted this to happen at the first place, but it you are against living I can end your life here and now". She knew too well she was bluffing. Seras was never capable of killing a person who was innocent and the young man suffered enough for one day.

"Why me?" His last words made her heart hurt even more. She accurately took his arm in her small ones and sat him down on one of the chairs. She could see the weight of reality slowly making the picture form in his mind. Ian hid his face with one arm waiting for her to answer to the question that was a mystery for the life itself. Seras only squeezed his hand and let go moving away.

"I…" She took a moment to think over the words. "…want to believe that one day I would answer this question for both of us, Ian. Please, drink. I know it seems insane because believe me I've been there and I have starved myself to the point my former master said that if I won't drink he would dispose of me. I hope I would never come to that again but I want you to understand that the more you resist the harder it gets". She watched him slowly opening the bag with shaking hands.

Ian captured her eyes with his. "Tell me more…"

Seras looked at the young men lying asleep in her bed and smiled warmly remembering him as a boy. His silver hair did not get darker over the years and the smooth beautiful features became more masculine. She smirked thinking how did that cutie end up a virgin in his age, but her example made Seras fell uncomfortable to judge him. The questions he had asked her were endless as if he was writing a textbook on 'vampireology'. She was never that curious about everything. Seras took the empty blood bag and threw it out turning to make a final look on her fledgling. Seras could sense the presence of Alucard behind her door and was only extending the time she would come out. The opened door only confirmed her senses as Alucard was standing on the right from her door with his hat hiding his expression.

"Didn't I say that I would come later?" She stood in front of him waiting to see what emotion he wore.

"I felt a newly born so it was logical that I've became curious…" He lifted his eyes to catch hers. "…did not see this coming". Alucard was intensively looking at Seras.

"You know too well that I did not have any choice, Alucard". She was getting mad with his arrogance.

"Fine, but I will tell you this. If he ever stands between you and me I will make you feel sorry for turning him". His smile was so dark that Seras knew too well Alucard was serious. It was remarkable how he still made her feel so powerless in front of him. She turned her face to hide the evident fact. She made a small smile and looked at him kindly to ease the building pressure.

"I don't know either to be happy because you are jealous or to worry about my fledgling". She made a few steps closer almost touching him. "However I'm more thrilled with the first to care for the second". Seras returned the stare with the same intensity but adding a light color of passion. She licked her lips and dropped her gaze on his. "Care to continue your menace?"

It took him only a second to throw her back against the wall and sink his fangs deep inside her throat. Seras gasped with pain trying to push Alucard away. She could sense his strong anger but the reason was too unclear. The younger vampire opened her lips to speak but nothing but more blood came out. That made Alucard level with her and capture her small lips with his licking the blood line.

"Never try to manipulate me, Seras". As her name left his mouth Alucard was gone living her with a deep painful wound not only outside but inside her heart as well. She never aimed to use him or anything. Alucard got it all wrong and scared her. Seras made a few steps back and forth to regain control of herself. The only thing she wanted for now is to speak to him normally. She breathed in and went the direction he had gone.

The heavy door of his asylum made a creak when she entered. He was sitting on his chair holding a glass of blood accurately spinning the liquid. Alucard's eyes watched her as she made her way to stand next to him. For a moment she hesitated feeling the anger inside her former master.

"Didn't I make it clear that I do not wish to see you now?" His voice was too cold. Seras felt a shiver run down her spine.

"You did…" She was lost in thoughts finding the right words.

"Then why are you still here?" He was behind her whispering the words so that Seras could feel his breath on her neck. His coldness made her mind scream with pain. Her entire being protested to ever see Alucard act that way toward her. The tears were so willing to show themselves that she had to make herself stop thinking about the situation.

"I won't leave until we speak normally!" She turned and looked straight at him. For a second she saw him give in but the mask of anger came back with new force. He sat on the chair and took the glass in his hand. She though over what she could do and the words just simply slipped out. "The one that is manipulative here is you! First, you turn me making it seem that it was my choice, than you laugh at me and humiliate me, after you say that you actually have feeling for me and now you push me away just because I wanted you to cool down. I may have not lived for centuries and gone through things that you did but at least I don't make myself miserable all the time by pushing away anyone who cares about me. Hell with it, hell with you! I don't care really, enough, you make problems appear of thin air! I'm sick of it!" Seras did not look at him she walked to the door feeling a dark aura growing behind her. She turned to find him just inches away from her. "Yes, right, you can only use violence to make your point, bravo!"

"Quite the contrary, Seras". She felt herself as a toy in his arms. The younger vampire made a few steps back to be pressed against the door. Her mind screamed with different suggestions how she had to act but her body could not move. "So the kitten does have claws". Alucard smirked capturing her chin with his gloved fingers. "I am manipulative, Seras but isn't it exactly what makes me who I am". Shivers run down her back. His voice was low and seductive and his red eyes shone with passion. Seras could feel her knees betraying her but he caught her just in time. Alucard smirked and the entire dark aura subsided in seconds. She felt her senses losing up the worry.

"This is unfair". Her voice was only a whisper as her eyes closed and she could only hear the footsteps of her lover. "You have too much power over me to resist".

Seras heard his laugh and lazily opened her eyes to see herself on his lap. Alucard took a sip and smiled at her. "My blood had not fully changed you yet so before that happens I can use whatever I want on you". He sat the glass on the table and took a lock of her long blond hair gently playing with it.

"I can understand your sick point knowing who you are and all but I did not have to make me feel so weak". Seras no longer could make her eyes stay open. She felt his hand running down her neck making her feel desire for him.

She felt him move and a hot breath touched her ear. "I am not the one to blame here. You need rest for the change". Seras felt his hand moving down her stomach and a silent moan escaped her lips.

"I hope you would not take advantage of the current situation?" She opened one eye to see him smiling at her.

"I haven't decided yet". He kissed her lips and she answered weakly to his touch. Alucard was right her body was so feeble but he still could awaken the need she felt for him. She opened her eyes and smiled at him the last time before the night and tiredness took over her mind and body.

Alucard took the glass of blood and emptied it looking at the girls sleeping in his hands. Seras looked so fragile that he felt ashamed for hurting her but that seductiveness in her made him lose himself for a moment and he did not want to take her there in the passage. He simply distanced himself that way but she came to him. The idea of taking her now melted as see felt asleep in his arms. No one ever had done that before. Alucard never would allow that to happen but this girl was much more than a single night stand or a few years of toying. He cared for her and wanted to show how much she meant for him. He smiled to himself and closed his eyes.


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