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I sat up to look around the room and realised I had much more space then when I'd first gone to bed. I felt around me and realised I was sat up in the middle of a big white bed. Someone must have moved me. Alice.
So what choices did I have? I could go back to sleep. Ha. I could go downstairs. Ha ha. Or, I could sneak out, my truck was just outside and Alice hadn't thought to take my keys. Well, that looked like my best option.
I threw my rucksack over my shoulder and climbed down the guttering outside Edwards's room. I wasn't totally sure of myself, sneaking away from vampires was much more difficult then sneaking away from your Dad. Once my feet touched the ground I ran to my truck and started it up. Knowing Alice would soon be after me if not already I hit the gas and pushed my truck to its limit. Once I got onto the main road I knew where I was heading. Jacobs. I slowed my engine a bit so I could think. Could I go to Jacobs? Should I? But I was already on my way. Alice would know exactly where I was going now. Would she follow me? Concentrating on the road rather than my thoughts my heart skipped a beat. There, in my rear-view mirror, was a shiny silver Volvo. I couldn't tell if it was Edward driving it, but I began to sweat all the same. I put my foot down until my truck screeched in protest. The Volvos headlights disappeared as they turned down a side road.
Jacob was on the porch waiting for me when I arrived. He must have known I was coming. Odd. He was there already when I pulled up, "Hey Bells, didn't expect to see you again so soon" he opened the door and grabbed my bag for me. Throwing it over his shoulder we set off up the path, "Are you not pleased to see me Jake?" I put on my best disappointed face and looked straight into his eyes.
"Oh no, of course I'm happy to see you"
"Good, because there is no way I'm going back there again" He laughed as if he knew why.
"Well you are welcome here anytime you want. Billy is asleep so we'll have to keep our voices down"
Once we were inside we went straight to his room, "Are you tired Bells?"
"Actually, yeah."
"Well I'll let you get changed, back in a minute, I'm off to get some sheets" I got changed into my sweats and a t-shirt then crawled into Jakes bed, I thought about what I was going to do, I knew it was wrong, but that just made me want it more. A knock on the door interrupted my thoughts, "Come in Jake" He looked at me and smiled then laid down some sheets. He sat on the floor, looked at me, cocked his head to one side, and smiled, that huge wide grin I loved. I just laughed and closed my eyes, "Night Jake"
"Night Bells"
Less than 5 minutes later I heard Jacobs faint snoring. I wonder.
I got out of Jakes bed and crawled under the sheets with him. My hands must have been cold because I felt him wince as I wrapped my arms around him. He rolled over to look at me and I nuzzled my head into his chest, he felt so warm, "It's nice to see you too Bells" I felt his chest shake with laughter, "I was just a bit cold, I could get back in the bed if you'd like". At that moment in time the heat was pulsing through my body, but I did not want to move. He wrapped his arms around me and we talked for hours about everything and anything. He laughed for at least 10 minutes when I told him about my kidnapping. Then he looked at me and his wide grin turned into something slightly less animated, "You're too warm aren't you?" It was true, the sheen of sweat on my forehead made it obvious, but I had a plan. "I am, but it's fine, I'll just have to take more clothes off" His mouth dropped open and I just laughed, this could be fun. I threw back the covers and sat up, "If you can sleep topless, so can I" I watched him stare, mouth open, as I pulled my t-shirt over my head. I kissed both his cheeks and then all the way down to his chin before crawling back under the sheets. His mouth snapped shut and he wriggled down to join me. "I think I saw a plane fly in then ya know" His cheeks went red and all I could do was laugh, "Yeah, sorry about that Bells"
"It's fine Jake, don't worry" I wrapped my arms around his body and pulled him closer, our bare chests pressing together. He gasped and then brought his face to mine. He stared into my eyes as our lips interlocked. His kiss was soft, his tongue slowly brushed the inside of my mouth as his hands stroked down my back. I let out a quiet moan as he pulled me tight against his body. His brought his lips away from mine and kissed down my neck. He kissed every inch of my upper body, from my neck down to my waist, stopping when he reached my sweats. His lips worked there way back up my body, brushing lightly against my skin till they were locked with mine again. His hands stroked my sides, till they rested on my waist. His thump brushed just under the waist band on my sweats sending a shiver up my spine. My breathing sped up and I let out a small gasp. Jake pulled his hand back up to my face and his lips broke away from mine. He leaned back to look at my face, "Are you ok Bells?" So much went through my head all at once I forgot how to breath, I snapped out of it when I saw Jakes expression become more anxious, "Yeah Jake I'm fine" it was barely more than a whisper, my throat felt like sand paper.
"You sure Bells? You don't sound fine"
"I really am fine, I think I could do with some water though, please." I was in desperate need of some form of fluid other than Jake's saliva.
"Sure Bells, I'll go get you some." He got up and walked to the door, turning to look at me before he left, "Don't go anywhere" I managed to choke out a laugh, "Like I would Jake" He looked so perfect stood there in nothing but his boxers, I wasn't about to walk out on that.
Jakes short absence was long enough for a million different thoughts to go through my head. What would Alice and Edward think of me? I knew Alice couldn't see me, but would she know anyway? Would they all know what a horrible person I was? They all showed me nothing but love, ad here I was, dismissing it completely an a few hours of madness. Was it madness? I knew I was doing wrong, but something was keeping me here, I couldn't leave. Was it the love I saw in Jake's eyes, he looked at me with such adoration, it was difficult to resist. Or was it my pure selfish lust for him? I loved Jake, truly, but I loved Edward too, more. I was just so selfish, I couldn't possibly choose, I didn't want to choose. This was pure selfishness. I wanted them both so badly.
The door handle interrupted my thoughts as Jake walked in with a glass of water, he sat down next to me on the floor and handed me the drink, I drank it all without taking a breath, "You really were thirsty weren't you Bells"
"I guess so"
"Errm Bells?" He looked uncomfortable, but there was more love in his eyes now than there had been all night, "Yes Jake?"
"It doesn't matter"
"You sure?" He didn't sound convinced.
"Yeah it can wait. Are you tired Bells?"
"I am actually, would you like me to get back into the bed or do you mind if I stay here?" I really didn't want to sleep on my own.
"Well, the floor must be uncomfortable" He must have noticed my face drop because he stuttered the end of his sentence rather quickly, "So you can get into the bed and I'll join you there, if you'd like"
"I suppose that is a good idea, come on then" I grabbed his hand and walked over to the bed. I got under the covers and Jacob slipped his arms around me and pulled me close, "Night Bells"
"Night Jake" I couldn't help but think there was something else he wanted to say, but maybe, I didn't want to know what it was.
