HOLA OTRA VEZ :D! Well here is chapter #7. I was not very inspired o-o. Please review and tell me if you liked it or not! I HAVE to know!

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iRemember You (Chapter #7: Feelings)

[Freddie's POV]

"FINE! You didn't lied to me... do you feel better now?? GREAT! But I do not..." I was feeling, like a total asshole. I felt ashamed for my actions and I wanted her to know it.

"I feel horrible Carly, please trust me..." She turned back, and looked at me in the eyes with tears waiting to be spilled.

"Can't you see what you did? How could I trust you? Please, just go..." Carly was hurt. One last tear rolled down her face and then she got back into her bedroom.

(New Scene)

One single word came to my mind. Stupid.

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How could I've been so stupid?? How could I've done something like that?? Why did I hurt her in that way? How could I dare to hurt her?? She was my friend. Or used to be...

I felt weak, ashamed, frightened, hurt, and lonely...

Carly was right. I was a coward, and a liar. But I wasn't a liar, or... was I...? Well at least not entirely... I guess. I didn't lie to her about Sam, everything I said about her was true, and I wasn't lying when I told her that I didn't read the letter, it was true... Yeah, laugh if you want. I didn't read it. I had the opportunity to do it, but at the end I couldn't. I had the gills to trick on her, but I didn't have them to read it. In that moment I felt my life was just screwed up. Maybe I was weak, or maybe I was strong… who knows.

Well, I may not be a liar, but I am and I was a coward. I couldn't help it... I was afraid. Afraid about the future. Afraid about Carly, even knowing I shouldn't be. Afraid of being hurt again. But instead of protecting me from the pain, I just caused it to myself. I did something wrong, and she gave me the right punishment. Her words hit me hard on my face like that time when I was younger and Sam got mad with me. I was thirteen. Physical pain hurts, but this... this was worse. Everything she said was true, and she meant every word. And that was what hurt most.

I gave her happiness, I gave her hope, and I gave her dreams… and then I just took it away from her. I tricked, I lied and I did not only hurt myself, but I hurt Carly too... I knew that I shouldn't have done that, but I wasn't been me in that moment. Fear controlled me. Dominated me. It made me do things I wouldn't do. And there was no I turning back, but I wished I had a turning back. Stupid me, and stupid selfishness and fear. I had to do things right. I had to make Carly forgive me. I had to do what I should have done from the beginning.

(New Scene)

It was time for me to leave, and I walked to the stairs, but when I was about to go down, I realized that the letter was still with me. I turned back to Carly's closed bedroom and I slide the letter under the door. I stayed a little bit more, standing just there. After a couple seconds I heard steps. I leaned my head against the door making a loud sound, and then I felt a fist punching the door, at the exact point where my head was resting, causing me a big pain on my forehead. I quickly removed my head from the door and put one hand on my face.

"Oh boy, that hurt!" I heard Carly say behind the door. A smile crossed my face even knowing she was mad at me.

"Nice punch, Carly..." I said giggling.

"Just shut up and leave! I'm still angry with you!" She screamed to me. The smiled I had on my face, quickly fade, and there was nothing else to do, but to say goodbye.

"Bye Carly, I'm sorry for everything..."

I walked to the stairs, went down, get into my car and drive home. The way between Carly's house and mine was not too long, but I drove carefully and unhurried, because my head had lots of things to think about, and it was easy to feel distracted. The main topic, of course, was Carly. I had to do something, something to make her feel better. My head started to work so hard that I got a headache. But I didn't care. I continued my way through the night, thinking...


It was a short one but... I think it's good and stuff :) Next chapter is going to be better I promise!

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