Chapter 5 pt 2: From blue balls to tragic memories.

A/N: So I was totally looking at my comments and rereading my story and I totally forgot to add this chapter. So thank you for noticing you guys rock. Keep sending those reviews!

Jake's Pov-

Ugh I couldn't get Bella out of my head no matter how many cold showers or how many times I've jerked off moaning her name as I came wishing I was balls deep inside of her as I pumped myself to relief. The past few weeks I've been teasing her then I would do something sweet. I know it was driving her nuts because I was feeling the same way. There was a race tonight at our track, the track that my crew and Bella's hang and practice at. So its legit, I'm starting to get tired of risking my car and my balls for the street shit even though it pays more and the thrill is more exciting.

I was polishing my baby making her all pretty and shiny. I also was waiting for Switz to get here to tell him to convince Bella to come down and watch me tonight. Sure I could've asked her myself but she already thinks I'm probably crazy as it is. So I need to keep my reputation somehow for a little bit longer.

I was actually feeling a bit nervous about tonight. There was a new guy in town who had a big reputation in Florida. I can't remember his name for the life of me but I heard he has yet to be beaten. Well I'm about to stomp his ass. I love it when new kids come around thinking they know what the fuck they are doin and talk a lot of shit only to have them go home with their tail between their legs.

The only one who beat me in a face their first time was of course Bella. That was night I'll always remember for 2 reasons. 1) I fell in love with her. And 2) that is how she got that skyline she has now. Yea it was mine 7 years ago. See before that night I haven't heard from her. She sorta fell off the face of the earth for about a year. Until that one night she rolls up in a Honda accord, with Trish alongside her. I remember that day like it was yesterday.

*Flash back*

"So who is the little bitch I'm racin tonight Switz" I asked leanin against my skyline.

He chuckled; he wasn't looking at me though. He was looking past me behind my shoulder.

"Why don't you turn around and see for yourself, Bitch" Came the voice I knew all too well and it made my heart flutter but made my blood boil at the same time. I quickly whipped around and I was dumfounded.

There stood Bella Swan in a tight leather Jacket that was zipped up enough to show her cleavage and skin tight black jeans that hugged her hips well and I'm sure they hugged her ass as well and black knee high, high heel boots. (Which I confirmed that they did when she turned around) Her hair was down and straight and black at the time which made her face glow since she was so pale but it brought out her piercing blue eyes so much more. But I mentally shook the images out of my head and glared at her.

"Awe, is Little Belly ready to race with the big kids now" I sneered at her.

"Shut it Black and put your money where your mouth is. It will just be like old times Jakey poo I'll beat your ass like in this like I did everything else"

"Yea okay" I laughed "Here I'll make a deal with you, belly button, I'll hand over my baby" He patted the roof of the car. "If you beat me."

She smirked, it almost frightened me. "Done deal. Hope you two aren't that attached" She got into her car.

*End of flash back*

Well we all can guess how that turned out. She now has my old baby and I'm glad she's taken care of it after all these years.

I heard a purring of a car behind me and I knew it was Switz. I heard him cut off the engine and get out of car. I turned around and looked at him. He almost looked…smug.

"Hey man" He greeted walking towards me.

"Hey Switz" I said as I finished polishing my car.

"Wow she cleaned up nice" He said admiring my baby.

"Yea she always does."

"So…How are things going with Bella? Did you finally confess your love for her yet?" He chuckled.

"Nah dude. But speaking of Bella, I was thinking-"

"You want me to "Convince" her to come watch you race tonight." He cut me off.

"Yea I do." I was waiting for him to start complaining how I don't have the balls to do it but I was flabbergasted by what actually came out of his mouth.

"Sure I'll do it. I'll see if Roza, Tara and Katy want to go. I'm sure Paul is dying to see Tara again." He said shrugging I heard his cell buzz off and saw the smirk on his face.

"Yo, I got to get goin but I'll see ya at the race. Good luck tonight eh? I heard this Florida dude is not someone to fuck with and I heard he plays dirty."

Hmmm what is that boy up to? I thought to myself looking over car once more.

Later that night..

Bella's pov-

I pulled up to the track's sidelines where I saw Roza's 350z and Tara's Charger. The music, the people, the energy. All of it made me miss racing. God if Trish were here. I thought to myself pulling up next to Roza's Z. I felt my hands shaking and sweating. I could feel eyes on me. I mean I was dressed in knee high heel boots. With a fishnet monokini that was sold black on my ass and fishnet in the front a belt with silver chains connecting to it, and a cut off sweater that stopped right under my breasts showing my cleavage. My hair was down and straight. I decided the other day to bleach it and add black low lights in different sections.

I looked around for Jake and his car when Roza bounded up to me squealing.

"Oh my god girl you look smoking hot!" She eyed me up and down. "I'd so fuck you right now if you weren't going after Jake -" Embry chose that moment to come up behind her and start nibbling on her ear. "And if it weren't for Embry" she finished winking at me and moaning. Sometimes she sickens me in a loving way.

"Don't even say anything Emb" I warned. He held his hands up in defeat.

"Well Jake should be here soon." He said as he walked to where Tara, Katy, Paul and Switz were. I followed him hooking my arms with Roza.

"Damn girl!" Paul said hugging me.

"So you ready to rock Jakes world?" Tara asked taking a drag from her cigarette.

"I guess." I said almost sad as I couldn't help the memories floating back to Trish. Her care-free spirit, her smile, little things about her I miss. Then I would suddenly get an image of her car losing control and then smoke and fire.

"Hey B, its okay. We all miss her but life moves on. This is Jake's night. She will have hers." Tara said grabbing me into a hug. I tried to fight back the tears but I nodded into her shoulder.

I looked everywhere trying to see if Jacob pulled up yet and what I saw made me cringe with disgust. Right at the starting line was a blonde guy who looked attractive but his eyes and the way he smiled at me made my blood run cold. I could see this person checking me out and licking his lips and it made me wish I wasn't wearing the clothes I had on right now.

He starts walking towards us with a predatory look in his eyes. Roza must have saw my fear because she quickly grabbed my arm and started pulling me away from the group not before giving Embry a huge disgusting tongue down the throat kiss.

Ugh this is not the time to be playing tonsil hockey I thought to myself.

"Sorry guys! Just remembered I have to uh..Give Bella something from my car which I forgot to bring! We'll be back in a sec." She called to the others over her shoulder as she dragged me away towards our cars.

"Thanks Roz, that guy is fucking creepy who is he?" I shivered when I thought of him.

"That would be James...He's the dude from Florida. He's racing Jacob tonight" At the mention of jakes name I almost started to worry. That james guy didn't look like friendly competition. We finally reached Roz's car just as I heard a revving of an engine behind us...I knew that sound anywhere and I turned as quickly as I could but of course fate hates me and my heel got caught in the gravel causing me to meet the ground. Luckily I felt a pair of strong arms catch me.

"You better watch yourself Swan or else you're going to get hurt" he purred in my ear. I shivered feeling the wetness between my legs start and I heard him moan slightly feeling me trembled against him. I heard Roza giggling from behind me which cause Jake to look up and smirk.

At that moment I could've probably killed her and not feel bad about it. Jake eased me up slowly letting his hands run down my sides before letting me go. I almost whined when I felt the loss of his heated hands . Roza flitted by me and kissed Jake on the cheek giving him a quick hug.

"Hey Jakey, good luck tonight. I know Bella will be rooting for you." She giggled again. I can't believe she just said that! I was so red from blushing while Jake was just smirking down at me. I swear I'm about to kill her. Sorry Embry hope you don't mind I thought to myself.

"Its Jake, Roz." He chuckled.

"Whatever Jakey, I know you like it." She smirked. Thank god Embry came at the time before she could embarrass me anymore or before I choked her to death which ever came first. He whispered something in her ear that made her eyes roll back into her head and shudder. She quickly gave me and jake a hug and pulled Embry toward her car.

"Maybe we should move before we start hearing them." Jake suggested.

"Yea I think we should" I grimaced, remembering the last time I heard them and lets just say, poor Embry. I don't know how he suffers through the torture she puts him through but deep down I knew he loved it. Sick bastards the both of them.

Jake opened the passenger side of his door and gestured for me to get in. There must've been a look of confusion on my face before he said,

"I have to drive my car to the starting line Bells." I completely forgot he was racing tonight. So I got into the passenger seat and shut the door.

Jake drove and maneuvered through people over to the starting line. As we both got out of the car. James was leaning against the hood of his car staring at me. I heard Jake almost growling and glaring back. Before I even could think of what I was doing I grabbed Jake and pushed him back against the hood of his car. Putting one knee between his rubbing it against the crotch of his pants and leaning down and kissing him hard gripping his leather jacket. I felt one of his hands go to my ass and the other one tangle into my hair and tugged. I moaned into his mouth sucking on his tongue.

We were in our own little world when we heard a voice that sounded deadly.

"Break it up love birds the race is about to start..Unless you wanna forfeit" We looked over at James and stood up straightening ourselves out.

"Nah dude lets do this. Bells do us the honor of counting us down." Jake said not looking at me and I felt my heart sink. They both got into their cars and I stood in front between the two of them as everyone gathered to one side. I looked over at Jake but he was looking straight ahead and then I looked over at James regretting it right away as he winked and blew me a kiss.

I felt my heart pounding as I raise my right hand above my head as I heard Jake start revving his engine. Then I raised my left I heard James revving his. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes thrusting my hands down as both cars squealed and took off past me. I quickly opened my eyes and turned around hearing the cheers and whistle on the side of me as they took off down the strip. I felt the corners of my mouth turn up as I saw Jake take off in the lead. Come on baby you got this!

Then I saw James use his nitro and hit the back corner of Jake's car and what I saw next made my world come crashing down.

At that moment, Everything froze... It was like I could see what was happening in slow motion but when I tried to scream or run to help him, I couldn't move.

No no no no no! I thought to myself. He couldn't die... Jacob couldn't.. I can't live without him. This isn't happening!

I snapped out of this frozen state and ran onto the track, ignoring the screams and arms of Switz and Roza... They didn't understand... Jacob was my life.. without him I couldn't survive.. I ran as fast as I could while screaming his name. I didn't see a response he wasn't moving trying to get out..

I kept running in what I hope was a straight line but my tears were blocking my sight.. finally I reached him.. My lover, My soulmate, My Jacob ... I tried to pry open the door to his Audi, but it just wouldn't budge.. I saw the engine smoking and knew from that if I didn't get him out now ... He'd be gone like Trish. Don't you die on me asshole. Don't you fucking leave me like Trish! I screamed in my head. I took off my shoe and smashed my heel against the window.. Hoping to god the fucking window would just break.. And it was as if he heard my prayer because at that time it came shattering down into a million pieces, like my heart when I saw what was inside...

"JACOB!" I screamed.

A/N: I would like to thank Roza for pretty much writing this part. I wouldn't have been able to do it without her!