Hey all (: I know it's been a few days, but I get pretty busy. I think I do update relatively quick compared to some :P Anyway, I like this chapter, but I generally tend to lol.
I'm proud of the length of this (: It was fun to write. Just don't forget to tell me what you think (:
Disclaimer: iWill say it again. iDon't own iCarly.
Sam,
We need to talk…
-Freddie
Sam,
Come on, please? Don't ignore me.
-Freddie
Sam,
I know you're getting these notes. I know you're reading them so it's no good pretending that you don't have something to say.
-Freddie
Sam,
Okay… It's been like three days. Carly's sick of you being mad at me… I'm sick of it too. Come on, let's just move on. I was wrong, okay?
-Freddie
Sam,
I'm sorry… I'm sorry for calling you a ruthless pig, and saying that you'll never make anything of yourself, and for insulting the way you were raised. And, I'm just sorry for hurting you… I didn't mean to make you so upset, or cry… :/ I didn't mean anything…I swear. Please respond, even if you don't want to actually talk to me… Please?
-Freddie
Freddie,
You're stupid. You're an idiot. The stuff you said hurt, and maybe still does a little, but that's not why I'm so pissed at you.
-Sam
Sam,
Then…why?
-Freddie
Freddie,
Think about it. Really THINK about it.
-Sam
Sam,
I have no idea…
-Freddie
Freddie,
You have no idea… Of course.
-Sam
Sam,
I just made something worse, didn't I?
-Freddie
Freddie,
Do the things we talk about in these notes mean anything to you? Or do you not mean those words either?
-Sam
Sam,
Oh. I get it…
Look, Sam. I mean it when I say that I'm sorry.
-Freddie
Freddie,
You told me you didn't think those things about me; the things that everyone else seems to think. You sweet-talked me and made me feel good. Then you turn around and tell me all the things that you promised—promised, remember?—that you didn't think? Real nice, Freddie.
-Sam
Sam,
I was angry—after what you did how could I have not been? But I'm not gonna say that it made what I said worth anything… I was just mad, and I…I wanted what I said to hurt. But only at the time!
-Freddie
Freddie,
Well congrats, it worked. You completely embarrassed me. I bet you feel good, huh?
-Sam
Sam,
No. Of course I don't. Like I said, I really didn't mean it. Any of it.
-Freddie
Freddie,
That's the thing. You never mean it. You really don't. But even if I don't show it, you get what you're trying to do every time. Every time it hurts me. I guess last time was all I could take. You made me cry in front of the whole internet world you stupid nub!
-Sam
Sam,
I… I guess I don't really know what to say… Except that I'm sorry (again)… And that I'm the only one who should be embarrassed—I'm the one who looked like an ass in front of the whole internet yelling like that.
-Freddie
Freddie,
Well whatever. I don't cry. I never cry.
-Sam
Sam,
Please can you accept my apology? I'm trying my best.
-Freddie
Freddie,
I don't know. Just…stay away, okay?
-Sam
Sam,
Wait…no come on.
-Freddie
Sam,
Don't do this.
-Freddie
Sam,
Silent treatment… :/
-Freddie
Uh oh... Well, I'll just give you all a slight hint. This problem will not be gone by the next chapter.
Review and PM (:
Lots of love! -ZuEra
