DISCLAIMER

Fifty shades of grey belongs to E.L James and any additional characters or plots not associated to the original FSOG are of my own creation.

I know its been forever but i will finish this story

Ana POV

Its so strange waking up in chris's childhood bedroom, i have so much mixed emotions not sure what to say where things will go,

I woke up alone this morning, i know he stayed with me till i fell asleep, i look around and see orange juice and crackers on the bedside table and no note but i do see a bag of clothes I'm guessing are for me, so i eat then shower and get ready for my hospital appointment.

Heading down the stairs i see everyone hanging around the kitchen bar its refreshing being greeted with big smiles

Morning, I say to everyone feeling slightly nervous of this situation, i look around but i can't see Chris.

Grace must see me looking, "Morning Ana, Christian had to go into the office but he said to say he will be back to pick you up for your hospital appointment.

"ok" i can't help how quiet it comes out, its just hit me that grace is christian mother which makes her the grandmother of my children that Elliot and mia are really their aunty and uncle it feels like a lot is changing so fast, i wish i could speak to Chris i have no idea how he feels about any of this.

We all take our seats and enjoy breakfast, everyone seems to be a bit quiet i guess the shock of it all its understandable I'm glad Elliot is here cracking jokes and trying to make me feel more at ease.

By the time breakfast is over, Chris still isn't here, So the entire grey family take me to my appointment.

Going over everything with Dr Greene has been difficult and I'm really thankful that i have Grace and Kate in here with me.

looking at me with a concerned look she says, "Ok Ana, so your blood pressure is still the same, we really need to work on getting it down, your pregnancy is already high risk and we don't want to add to it, if things don't change soon we are going to have to look at admitting you into hospital, now because i know you have grace here looking after you at home you won't be admitted today but i want to see you twice a week for check ups ok."

"just please really take it easy ana, growing 3 babies is a lot of work and your body needs rest"

Grace and Dr Greene talk for a bit while i just try gather my thoughts unsure of where to go, my babies need calm and i need to rest, theres a lot going on but i know that i have to do this for them.

We gather our things and head back to the greys, i wanted to go home but grace doesn't want me to be alone and wants to keep an eye on me, once we get back i have lunch and head to bed, it still feels strange being in his room but comforting knowing I'm not alone.

After sleeping for what feels like hours, I'm woken up to a loud shouting and something breaking, i get myself up to find out whats going on and thats when i see him

'Elliot i know i know i fucked up…. again, i should of been there but you don't know ok' christian says trying to get his words together

its not hard to see he's drunk of his ass right now, elliot trying to get him to calm down and go sleep it off

he looks at christian with such concern "look bro your drunk, you need to sleep this off she doesn't need to see you like this ok' go home ill look after her, just go sort yourself out"

"nooooo iiii can't, i left her twice now we are having babies and I'm not going to be good at it" its the last thing chris says before he passes out, Elliot picks up Chris and puts him in his bedroom to sleep it off

Once he's sorted Chris he comes over to me "Ana theres so much you don't know about christian he's a complex guy but give him time ok, don't take what you heard to heart he's drunk and just needs time to adjust" not knowing what to say i simply nodd and make my way downstairs to make something to eat

I know I'm suppose to be relaxing but this situation is not helping we just need a chance to talk figure out what is going on.

All i can hope is tomorrow is a bit better