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Chapter seven: It's going to be OK.
Beck's POV:
What was she thinking? Was she out of her mind? How could someone who had just been unconscious for a whole night try to "get out of here" as quickly as they woke up? I know Jade is though, she doesn't like to feel weak, but come on! That was seriously crazy.
Fortunately, André and I had managed to catch her just before she fell to the ground, her eyes were closed again. At that moment Robbie and the doctor entered the room. He rushed over her.
"What happened here?" he asked, sounding nervous.
"She-she woke up and tried to get up." André said, speaking for the first time.
"And you let her? Are you stupid?" The doctor answered glaring at all of us.
"No, of course we didn't." Tori said. "We tried to restrain her but she managed to and then collapsed." As she was talking, we had put Jade back on her bed. She was still again.
"What happened to her? Why did she collapse like that?" I asked, feeling worried at this new rebound.
"It must be because of the concussion. As I told you before, it's pretty severe…she might have just made it worse." The doctor said, cold once again.
No, no, no. Not again please. How could it get any worse? I felt like I was losing my temper again, I had to quickly get out of there. And so I did. I went straight to the bathrooms and punched a door. It helped me calm down a bit. Then I splashed some water over my face and noticed how awful I looked in the mirror. I got out, sat on the floor I buried my face in my hands. I was so upset. And her eyes when she had looked at me for the first time flashed in my head. It was disbelief, confusion, anger, worry. I knew her more than anyone, and I knew that look. I bet she thought I hated her after the break up… But I didn't, I had been wrong all the way. I shouldn't have let that door closed in the first place. And while she had been unconscious in that hospital bed I had finally understood the many mistakes I had done. She was surely impulsive, but we didn't fight all day only because of her. And I had blamed her for everything. Never had I protected her, I only scolded her every time she was cold towards someone, the worst was that I knew her past, therefore I couldn't blame her for her character…God, I even said I had a car when she was upset in the classroom. I felt so guilty I wanted someone to punch me right in the face. I had been stupid enough to let her go.
For a long time, I sat in the floor next to the bathroom thinking, probably more than an hour. Tori was the one to get me out of my guilty thoughts.
"Beck! I looked everywhere for you. Why did you storm out? What was that? Besides, Jade woke up." She saw my head jerking in her side as she mentioned Jade and quickly continued. "She seems OK, I mean, relatively, but the doctor told André not to let her do any movement. He thinks she didn't worsen anything but he said he needed a radio to be sure. He is going to do it in the afternoon. And her chest ribs are broken, so anything is dangerous. The doctor said she couldn't do anything more than sit in her bed. Not a single movement. She is very lucky, apparently." She explained to me. Nothing mattered, I only cared about a thing: Jade was alive and awake!
"Let's go see her!" I said cheerfully, and headed to her room. Tori followed me.
Once I was there, I noticed Sikowitz and Lane were had come too. Jade was actually smiling. What a sight! She was dazzling, bruised and sickly pale but still the most beautiful thing I had ever seen.
I was looking only at her, her eyes had lost a bit of their brightness, and she seemed tired. As if she would faint at any moment. Her lower lip was cut. It made me think of that guy, and how I had wanted him dead so bad. I went next to her bed, as I sat, I noticed Tori telling the others to leave us alone. As soon as they got out, I started "Jade! I am so glad you're alive and-"
She cut me in the middle of my sentence. "Why are you doing this?" She said. I didn't understand. "Why did you save me, stay with me the whole night-Cat told me- and why do you seem so worried? Why do-ugh- you care?" She finished , holding her side, her face twisting.
"Are you OK? Does it hurt a lot?" I asked her, worried again and completely forgetting about the subject we were discussing.
"It's nothing, just answer me." She said and tried to hide the signs of pain and confusion in her face.
"What do you mean why do I care? I love you Jade, when I saw you like that I was about to lose my mind! I went through hell and back Jade, it's been horrible." I tried to touch her face but she flinched. I didn't want to tell her all these things, at least not now. I wanted to enjoy seeing her alive, those things could come later. But I found out I couldn't stand her hating me, we needed to solve this. I needed us to become Beck and Jade again.
"You broke up with me Beck. And if this accident hadn't happened you wouldn't have changed a thing. You don't have to feel sorry for me…" She stated, I knew she was going to say that. Jade hated people to pity her, but that wasn't the case, I knew her, I didn't pity her, and most importantly, I loved her.
"Look, we can talk about that later. Did someone call my parents or something?" She continued, changing the subject.
"No, I told them not to. I knew your mother would freak out. And let's talk about it, please." I said, reaching for her hand.
"I-I really don't want to right now." She answered removing her hand and looking down.
"It made me realize how much I need you Jade. I think I would probably go insane if I ever loose you. I am not myself without you." I answered; every word that had left my mouth was true.
"You didn't need me when you tried to kiss Tori."
That's it for now :D What do you think? I really really hope you liked it. Please don't forget to review.
The next chapter is called "forgive me" but I don't think Jade is ready to forgive Beck already ;) twists coming...
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