Chapter 7
Sam was a mess he hasn't seen or heard from Mercedes in two weeks. He didn't go to work, he barely ate or showered, he just felt so week. "How could she leave me like that what did i do wrong, we were going good for three months now. My dumbass probably ruined it trying to cop a feel and now I'm sitting her talking to myself smelling like rotten similac" he grabbed a pillow and put it over his face "Even the pillow still smells like her"
"Mercy baby you need to go back home"
"I can't mama not until I know that I have completely delt with this" she stood up from the table and walked to the living room.
"Honey no one has heard from him. His parents had went by his house and the door was wide open and he was in the room that smelt like cheese and in the bed snuggled up with one of your shirts"
"I feel bad i really do but I just can't our sexual tension is like sky rocketing but i can't go there because I'm still shaken up from my past. I'm seeing a therapist but its not helping I'm trying to be the best wife to him but reality is that I'm not" she had tears in her eyes"
Her mom walked up to her and sat her down on the couch. "What makes you think that your not a good wife? did Sam say that?"
"No"
"Did he ever implied or make you feel that way"
"No"
"Does he make you feel loved?"
"Yes...ow mom why did you pinch me?"
"Because you are being dramatic I understand the whole intimacy part but you are making that poor boy excuse me man suffer because your afraid of that" she shook her head " You know you need to let the past stay in the past okay honey I know those men hurt you and scared you"
"mom" she said sincerely knowing how much her kidnapping hurt her
she put her hand up " But just like I put everything behind me you need to do the same and stop pushing him away"
Mercedes put her head in her hands " Do I really push him away?" she sobbed a little
"Yes you do but you can still fix it you know because from what i heard from his parents he's a mess without you"
Mercedes smiled thinking about Sam sleeping with one of her shirts with his lip poked out like always.
"Ok mom I'll go back home in two days tops" her mom smiled
"Alright"
"I need to get myself together" Sam thought he finally got out of their bed and took a shower and boy did it feel good. When he walked back in the room he scrunched up his nose.
"No wonder why my parents didn't want to be in here" he put on some clothes and began to clean up the room. He washed his clothes vacuumed the floor wiped down the widows and sprayed some vanilla scented febreze. HUGE mistake.
he fell to his knees still holding a rag and the febreze bottle crying "Come back to me Mercy"
after he got himself together he got up and dust himself off "it's all good I'm a man I can handle this, I'm alright I can take care of myself" he let out a hard breath and turned to leave the room but he stopped dead in his tracks
"The basement" he ran down the stairs towards the basement door " I need to finish the basement" when he got down there he hadn't realize how much he has done so far. All he had to do was install carpet and paint the walls.
He went to the corner of the room to get started.
vvvvvvvvv
Sam practically stayed in that basement for the past three days. He managed to put in the carpet, paint the walls a dark purple, Mercedes favorite color, and put in some furniture and a pool table just because.
He stood and looked around the room. "Welp, I'm finally done now its time to go upstairs and be depressed again.." he started tearing up again" for not having my Mercy with me" he pouted and walked up the stairs. When
he got to the top to the door he completely froze and his eyes became wide
"i forgot to connect that wire Ohhh shoot" he ran back down to the basement and fixed the wire the he had failed to connect. "There"
He walked back upstairs into the kitchen. He sniffed and rubbed his nose. He opened the fridge to grab a water.
"Sam"
He stood completely still with his arm still out stretched and his hand still on the water bottle.
Mercedes stood outside her house for what felt like months but was only minutes. she finally opened the door and saw the back of Sam's head go down into the basement. Mercedes looked around the house and nothing had really change. The television was still on the wall, their huge wedding photo of them laughing at the reception was still on the wall right by the stairs, and their carnival photo still in that table. She smiled.
She heard Sam come back upstairs and her him sniffling. was he crying. she walked toward the kitchen and saw him in the fridge getting something.
"Sam" she saw him freeze whatever he was doing.
he shot his head up and blinked a couple of times. Thinking that he was dreaming.
"I..I.I'm sorry I left and I didn't call or text you even though you blew my phone up I'm sorry for running out like I did I was scared and I went to my parents house to go to my old therapist but she didn't help me and my mom made me realize that I was being stubborn and I was pushing you away afraid to have someone want me the way you do and not the way those men did and I realized that you aren't them and that you love me and I love -"
Her words were cut short when Sam ran to her and kissed her. He pulled away and hugged her so tight and he didn't want to let her go again.
"You're really here" she wrapped her arm around his neck holding him just as tight as he was.
"Yea" he kissed her again.
"You promise you wont leave me again"
"I promise" he smiled and kissed her until he pulled away.
"Ohhhh i want to show you something" he grabbed her hand and led them down to the basement "Tada"
"Wow you finished" she looked around the large area and walked through observing the couch, the t.v , the play-station which used to be upstairs.
"A pool table when did you finish" she turned towards him
he shrugged his shoulders "Today"
"Wait how did you finish so fast when i left you were about to put the carpet in"
"Yea well when you left for the two weeks you were gone I didn't go to work so I had a lot of time on my hands"
"But I thought you were locked up in the room holding one of my shirts"
"So my parents told you that?" he rubbed the back of his neck a little embarrassed.
"They told my mom who told me"
"Well...yea i was i didn't shower, eat, or do anything up until three days ago..i got cleaned up and worked down here to get my mind off.." he trailed off looking down.
"Off me" she walked towards him and pulled him into a hug "I'm so sorry Sam I didn't realize-"
"Hey it's fine really" he hugged her back " just don't leave me again"
"I'm sorry I'm a horrible wife"
He pulled back a little "Hey no you are not you were scared that doesn't mean that you are a bad wife...sure i was a little depressed but that's over now." she kissed him and he deepened it. She pulled him closer to her and he picked her up.
"Sam put me dow-" he shut her up with another passionate kiss and walked up two flights of stairs to their bedroom. He laid her down on the bed and began kissing her neck. He immediately realized what he was doing.
"I'm so sorry Mercedes I almost did it again I dont-" she pulled him back down for a kiss and wrapped her legs around his waist.
"No I want it" he eyes became wide
"A-are you s-sure?" she nodded and pulled his shirt off and threw it behind him.
she pulled him back down to kiss him softly at first the it became really heated. He ripped her shirt off and threw it behind him. he hovered over he body and yanked her skirt off leaving her in nothing but her underwear and bra.
She bit her bottom lip and ranked her small fingers down his abs to his basketball shorts and pulled them down. he kicked them off he kissed her then trailed kisses down her neck. She moaned.
"Sam.." she said almost below a whisper. He unhooked her bra from the front and pulled it off throwing it somewhere in the then began to massage them.
"Damn" he thought. She put her hand in his boxers and stroked his length "Shit" he groaned then ripped her panties in two. she pulled off his boxers throwing it somewhere. he kissed her from her neck to behind her ear.
"Ohh" he smiled. he just found her sweat spot. He kept kissing and sucking on that area until it left a small red mark. He kissed her jaw then her cheek, her nose and finally her mouth. They both moaned. She spread her legs farther apart so he could line himself to her center. He broke away from the kiss looking into her eyes making sure that she was sure.
She nodded and he slowly started to push himself in her. She clamped her eyes shut at the pressure and the little pain right behind it. he kept slowly pushing in until she pushed him a little
"Shit" Sam stopped everything that he was doing
"Look we can stop I wont force this on you" he began to pull out.
"No" she stopped him "Just give me a second" he kissed her and waited for the okay. When he got it he pushed more of himself breaking her barrier
"Oh fuck wait wait" he stopped again and waited for her to say something. When she didn't say anything he began to pull out again. "No Sam please it just hurts a little but it went away you can move"
"Are you sure i don't want to hurt you" she nodded and moved her hips a little. He slowly pushed himself in and out enjoy the feel of Mercedes around him.
Eventually the pain subsided and she felt nothing but pure pleasure. she told him to go faster and he did a little bit still scared of hurting her until she said it again. He moved faster and was very pleased with the sounds coming out of Mercedes mouth. If this is what it felt like to make love to Mercedes he would do it everyday. She told him to go deeper still moving at his fast pace and began to go deeper. He felt her walls clinging around him and could tell she was close. He pumped a few more times before she came squeezing so tight that Sam thought that he wouldn't be able to take his length back out. He came right behind her spilling all of his juices inside of her.
He rolled over and laid next to Mercedes. When she caught her breath she turned over and looked at Sam. She smiled and pulled a damp piece of hair out of his face.
"I love you" she smiled and kissed him
"I love you too Mercy"
he snuggled up to her and wrapped is arm around her. This was so much better than Mercedes shirt.
Can you say smutty to the max lol so whatcha think huh I know I know this was wake expecting something more devastating to happen well no its not that type of story lol but what do you think...ohhh let me know what you want to happen next the next chapter will be based off of your ideas...Till next time
