A/N: No. this is not a Lily/Remus fanfiction. I swear. This is the natural place my creative juices took me though. It will end James/ Lily. I promise. But remember the future can always change, that's why she gets a chance to see it prematurely. Oh. And Review as always! 5 more and you get a new chapter tomorrow!

Lily Potter awoke feeling as if she was going to throw-up. There was a horrible sinking feeling in her stomach and she didn't know what it was. Then she remembered the events of the night before and it all made sense. The previous night could have very much been the stupidest thing she'd ever done in her life, even not being able to remember most of it.

She sat up pulling the blanket with her. She glanced around the room quickly looking for all of her things so she could gather them. The shifting must've woken Remus up because Lily heard a soft, tired voice say,

"What are you doing?"

"Nothing." She said quickly, sighing.

"I mean…I have to go home…now."

She said slipping out of bed. Remus watched her as she looked around desperately for her things Once she spotted her jacket and a few of her other things, she took off towards it but the blanket was wrapped around her feet, and she tripped.

Remus couldn't help but laugh, it was funny and incredibly cute. Lily, who was on the floor, blew some hair out of her face.

"It's not funny! That really hurt!"

She said but she was smiling, and he didn't stop laughing.

"Lily…" he said trying to stop. "You're adorable."

She bit her lip. "Yeah…so I've heard" she couldn't help but smile as well.

He grinned down at her.

"You don't have to leave." He said softly.

"You can stay as long as you like."

She nodded. "Okay…"

She was just about to stand up when the door shot open.

"Good Morning Moony!" Sirius came bounding into the room. He hadn't spotted Lily on the floor yet and she prayed if she stayed completely still he wouldn't.

Remus looked positively frightened at the fact that Sirius might see Lily and everything would be ruined.

"What do you want Padfoot?"

He asked trying desperately not to panic.

"I was just going to ask you-" he began but then stopped abruptly as he unfortunately spotted Lily.

His face wore an expression of pure shock. His eyes went to Lily, to the bed, then to Remus. Then his eyes grew wide.

"What the hell-" but Remus shook his head.

"Sirius just go wait for me in the hall. I'll be there in a miute."

Sirius stared for a full minute it seemed before he finally turned and went into the other room without question.

Lily felt as if she couldn't breathe. She could feel the cold tears rolling down her face but she didn't care, she didn't want to move right now. She didn't want to do anything.

Remus sighed and started gathering himself to speak to Sirius. Once he was finished he looked at Lily.

"Okay, Lily…everything's going to be fine…okay? I'll be right back…get yourself together? I'll take you home."

She nodded slowly and he kissed her forehead and left the room. As soon as he left the room, she gathered her things as quickly as she could and stood by the door to listen to Sirius and Remus' conversation. It was going something like this:

"Moony! Come on! This is ridiculous you can't do this to James again!"

Lily heard Remus shuffle his feet and then say,

"I'm not doing anything to James! James is making her unhappy! She was upset! Can I help it if I was there to comfort her?"

She opened the door just a crack so she could see what was going on. Remus and Sirius were standing in the hall, across from each other, Sirius wearing a look of anger and sadness and Remus wore one of a soft calm.

"Honestly Sirius I'm not doing anything wrong. She's not either."

He crossed his arms over his chest staring Sirius down, determined to have Sirius see things his way. Sirius shook his head.

"No! Remus…she's married! And to James!"

Remus shrugged.

"People make mistakes. Marrying James was obviously one of hers. It's unfortunate yes…but…"

Sirius sighed.

"Do you love her?"

Remus didn't even pause.

"Yes. I do. Very much so."

Sirius shook his head, mumbling something that sounded remarkably like 'this is so sick.'

He took a deep breath and then looked up at Remus.

"So what happens when James finds out again? I mean he forgave you last time…but you swore you'd never do anything like this again, and here you are…doing the very thing you swore that you wouldn't! Remus what is wrong with you?"

At this point Lily shot out of the room, fairly quickly for someone who hadn't been moving seconds ago.

"Hey…I'm just going to go…"

Remus hurried after her.

"No…you don't have to."

Lily shook her head. "No…No…I think I should…"

She stole a glance at Sirius and then looked towards the door. Sirius stepped toward her wearing a somber expression.

"James…" He sighed, shaking his head.

"He does love you. I know it…I'm his best friend…he tells me just about everything…and honestly Lily…I think that all this…all that's happened…isn't his fault…"

Lily looked up at him, tears shining in her eyes.

"Are you saying it's my fault?"

Sirius shook his head. "Not at all Lily…not at all…" He threw a glare in Remus' direction "Actually I think its Remus' fault."

Lily sighed, breathing hard, trying desperately not to cry.

"I…I have to go" she said as she shot out of the house as fast as her legs could carry her.