A/N: Heyy guys! yay another chapter, I know I changed the narrative style I hope you don't mind.

Disclaimer:I don't own twilight or anything.


Leah's POV

I jolted awake feeling an unknown presence in my room. I looked at the clock; it read 3:30 a.m. I groaned. I looked around my room laying my head back on my pillow ready to back to sleep.

"Leah." came a soft voice from somewhere in the darkness of my room. I jumped out of head preparing myself to attack the intruder.

"Leah its me." said the voice. I shook my head in confusion sure that in my half asleep state that I was hearing things. The voice sounded a lot like Jasper. But it couldn't be him, he wasn't aloud on the Res. A figure stepped out of the darkness and to my horror I saw that it was Jasper. Why is he here? My heartbeat sped up from just looking at him and from worry. If the pack found out he was in La Push they would kill him. Tear him to shreds; he had to leave.

"Leave." was all I said. Jasper came closer and sat on my bed.

"I can't." He said, he sounded different than he usually did. I couldn't put my finger on it but something was off.

"Why can't you leave? If the pack finds out you're here, they'll rip you apart." I said hastily.

"The pack won't find out." He said.

"Why did you come here?" I asked trying to get to the point; my worry was growing by the second.

"I'm confused." He said.

"Huh?"

"I'm confused." He repeated.

"Why are you confused?"

"Because of you. You confuse . . .me." The way he said that made it seem like it was impossible to confuse him. Like the thought of that happening never crossed his mind. And considering that it was Jasper that could have very well been the case.

"I confuse you?"

He nodded his head. "Yes. You confuse me. I don't understand you. I can't even begin to try. You tell me that you have to tell me something and then you leave without another word. I tried to follow you but you were too fast. Then you began to avoid me again."

"I'm not avoiding you." I said without thinking. Jasper shot me a look that made me shut up and avoid his gaze. It was no use lying to him.

"Why? Why are you avoiding me? Did I do something?" He sounded so lost it was upsetting.

"You didn't do anything." I said. It was all I could say; I couldn't answer him without telling him the truth.

"Then why? I don't understand what's going on. I haven't been in this position before. I have no idea what to say or how to handle this."

"Handle what?"

"Handle these feelings." It sounded like he was talking to himself more than me, but I didn't interrupt him because I wanted to hear what else he was going to say. "I've never felt like this before, it's so new to me I feel like I'm going crazy. Edward says it's normal, though it doesn't seem like it. I mean how can this be normal. Surely only thinking of one person every day and wanting them near you all the time is unusual right?" Okay he was losing me, I had no idea what he was talking about.

"Jasper what do you mean? What are you saying?"

Jasper looked up at me. "I'm saying that I want you with me Leah. I want to be with you every second of every day. I know that I shouldn't feel the way I do but it's out of my control now. I've hid my feelings for too long now I am unable to hide them anymore." I was shocked into silence. Jasper had just told me that he wanted to be with me and I was just staring at him. I had no idea what to say or do.

"Jasper I-" I began to say but wasn't able to finish. Jasper took my face in both his hands and kissed me hard. The kiss wasn't like anything I could have imagined. His lips were cold but they were also smooth and soft, unlike I thought they would feel like. The kiss ignited a fire through me and everything seemed to change. Not in an imprinting way but a love way. His smell didn't bother me anymore, in fact I liked his smell. I was sure it was just his smell that I liked, he was no longer cold, no longer too unnaturally beautiful. He was just perfect, perfect for me. It's something that I couldn't explain very well no matter how hard I tried. Before I only thought that I had feelings for Jasper. But as soon as he kissed me I knew that I was in love with him. I loved him just for him. Vampire and all Jasper was mine. As soon as the shock wore off and I was able to react I deepened the kiss. My tongue traced his bottom lip, he reacted by opening his mouth and meeting my tongue with his. A shiver went down my spine from the sheer bliss of it all. Jasper leaned on me a bit; I leaned back so that I was lying down and jasper was lying on top of me. He ran his fingers through my hair while my hands ran down his back. Our lips moved against each others perfectly I didn't want to break our kiss but I had to breath. I moved my head away from his and took a deep breath. Jasper traced kisses from my cheek to the nape of my neck then back up to my lips. He gave little pecks before rolling off me to lay beside me.

"You should go." I said after a few minutes of us lying in silence holding hands. I looked over at him and he nodded. He got up with me following after.

"Can you come to the house tomorrow?" Jasper asked when he reached my window.

I smiled at him. "Yeah, I'll be there around noon." Jasper smiled and pulled me to him. He wrapped his arms around me tight then kissed the top of my head. When he let me go he leaned down and kiss me on the lips.

"I'll see you tomorrow." He said before disappearing out my window and into the night.


A/N: Whaddaya think? I hope it wasn't too OOC. Did you get where I was coming from when Jasper was talking? Like not understanding your feelings and it confuses you so much that you feel you're going crazy but you're not.