a/n OMGZ guis im SOOOOOOOOO sorry 4 nut updatin in sooo long! u must all h8 me so much. dunno iv just bin relly depressed and I guess I knida lost confedense in my riting and culdn't reely get motevated 2 do it but now im bak and I promese 2 be more dillegent! so plz forgive me and I hope u guis will reviow so I can feel more confedent wit my riting!
The people in the cabin all looked at Laura as she walked in very selc-fonciously. Feeling akward she tugged her fringe over her yee even more then usual and looked down at her chipped black nails. However the people wer friendly one of them said 'hey I'm ROnald but you can call me Ron…" the other said 'yeah and I'm Hermione,". Hardened, Laura looked up at htem and beamed. 'I'm Laura she said happily. "
But as she sat down she had a crises of conference and when the others started talking she just scraped her hair back over her eyes and spent the train ride listed to her ipod. (it was Atreyu, and AWESOME new bad she just found). When they nearly got to the school Ron tugged on her arm (he'd been starting at her most of the ride) and said 'time to change!!" he eyed her tits hopefully. She grimly as his hand pressed that fresh cuts on her writs but she left the conpartment and got changed into her black school robes. They kinda hugged her figure and she looked really hot.
In the carries on the way up to the school she sat next to ron. They were alone, cuz Harry and Hermoine were in a different one with Draco and Lune (wtf???) Ron looked at her softely.
"What's wrong?
"He asked at length. 'you look so sad…I guess you must have had a pretty hard life, hey?"
I don't want to tell you, she whispered. You'll hate me.
"That's not true. You can confident in me."
"OK…" so she told him everything. About her parents, about all the kids who hated her, that she'd never in her life had a real friend, and she showed him her wrists. He started so sympathetic, he desperately wanted to hold her and he felt an amazing empathy for this girl that he'd hardly knew a few minutes a go but now now os well.
Then she felt sick with shame. She couldn't BELIEVE she'd opened up to him…she felt so stupid. Berthing into tears she leaps violently of the carriage and landed in the mud tears streaming down her beautiful pale face. She hit the mud and lept to her feet, slippered over and got up again, and ran. She ran off the path, and she could hear the astonished cries of all the students behind her in there carriges as they watched her run. She ran strait into the forest and sat down on a log, crying her eyes out. Her thick eyeliner streamed down her face.
"Nobody loves me!!" she shrieked, to nobody in particular. At that moment she felled more desolate and depressed and utterly obsolete then she had ever felt in where hole enter life before.
She must have sitten there for hourscrying, ventually she velt a soft hand on her smoulder and looked around. There was a group, a big one, all with identified looks of pity on there faces. It was Harry, Ron, Hermione, Draco, Lune, Dumbledore, Snape, Madam Pomfree, Professor Slughorn, McGonnagle, Hagrid and Neville. She stared. That they all cared enough to look for her! Wordlessly Hagrid picked her up and the proceded move back t o the castle and token her to the hostile wing. They cleaned her up and told her she was in Griffindor. Then she went back to her new dorm, cut her wrists and stained her sheets with blood, then curled up and tried to go to sleep. She felt the tears well up again. Suddenly she felt someone on her bed, it was Hermione, she'd came up wordlessly behind her and laid down. She put her arm around the poor crying girl and hummed soothingly until she fell asleep. And for only the fourth time EVER Laura fell asleep happy.
