Please don't kill me! D: I had a HUGE writers block. Sowwy…

OH and I hope you don't think the last chapter was too dark…I tried to put in as much as I could.

JASPER!

Japser: ….yes?

DISCLAIMER!

Jasper: -sigh- IsabellaSwanMarieCullen does not own Twilight, Stephanie Meyer does, and you know its Isabella Marie Swan Cullen….right?

Yeah… . . ANYHOW! ONTO DE STORY!

J POV

It has been a week and Meredith hasn't spoke a work, moved an inch or fed…we've tried EVERYTHING to get her awake but nothings worked. I hope my baby sister will be ok.

"Alice, can you see anything in her future?" Carlise asked the question on all our minds.

"It's so blurry I can't even see a shape. It's there but it's not…" she spoke. I sighed and buried my head in my hands. Hope was officially lost.

"Not necessarily, Jasper." Edward answered my thoughts.

"Seems so…" I mumbled. I felt my Alice's arms around my shoulders.

"What if we try to get in, instead of her getting out? I mean, if we can see she's in there we might be able to see how to get her out." Bella suggested while all eyes turned to her, she shrugged defensively "Hey, it's the only idea we've had so far so-" Emmett cut her off

"No…you might be right. If we can get Edward to connect to her mentally then he might be able to figure out how to get her 'awake'." We all shared a look. It was true, it was the only idea we've had…

"Edward, you up for it?" Jacob asked. Nessie looked at her father, her emotions worried.

"Anything for family, and Ness, I'll be fine.." he smiled. He got into a chair next to the unblinking Meredith. Her eyes were glazed over, a lot. Taking her hand, Edward closed his eyes and a look of concentration came on his face. Soon, his posture fell back into the chair…I wondered what was going on.

E POV

As I took her hand I could feel the pain, holding back a wince, I fell into her mind. For awhile I felt numb and weightless. Then I heard her thoughts…everyone hates me…why couldn't he let me die…? I wish I was never born into this god damned world! They screamed.

"Meredith! If you can hear this, please, come back to us. We all love you, you're family. We won't ever hurt you! We promise! Just please, come back!" After what seemed like hours of begging I opened my eyes and jolted up.

"Edward?" I heard Bella ask, concerned. I shook my head and cleared my throat.

"I'm fine, but she's not." I gestured to Meredith. "All I felt was pain, misery and just…numbness. I just hoped she got the message."

A POV (three days later)

We never left Meredith's side after Edward's mind thing. Her future was clearer too, but still blurry. Then a miracle happened. We saw as her eyes closed then fluttered open, surprisingly golden like she'd just hunted. She took a deep breath and slumped into the sofa. Then she asked the question we'd all be dreading.

"Why?" We all looked at each other.

"We don't know, sweetie, we just don't." Esme didn't have the heart to not answer her. Meredith just shook her head and got up to walk to the door, before she opened it she looked over her shoulder abit and said

"I need…I need some time." Then she ran to the forest, we all wanted to follow her but we couldn't. We've just got her back, we don't wanna loose her. I just hope we can show her what a true family is…

I know it's not the best but I literally cannot think of a THING! Please read and review, and leave suggestions to what I should improve, till next time my MUFFINS!