The next few hours were something that I would take with me for the rest of my life, no matter who, what where, or when, Maru would always be the first.
The floor was hard, cold and getting more uncomfortable as the clothing came off, what can I say I work speedily! The kissing was dropping my IQ quickly so I had to get us to the bed fast before I gave up on thought entirely. The things his hands were doing was about to blow the top of my head off, it felt like nothing I'd ever experienced and I was DAMN sure this wasn't going to be the last. So I'd played it safe no matter where I was, at home after Trunks had decided I was more of a sister than a girlfriend, after the stupid bracelet had sent me careening through time and space, it's been almost 5 years since I'd seen home and I was lonely. There I admit it I'm lonely, I want more than a smile and a kind word. I want to touch and be touched, I want to taste and feel and oh ….my……Do incredibly naughty things with his hands…..my hands…..what were we talking about again? Right feeling, touching…..why is he doing most of it….I want to….
How he had gotten us from floor to bed to no clothes in bed was a feat I could not fallow. One moment I'd had on everything minus a shirt and him in next to nothing then nothing but skin on skin and silky sheets at my back. I hadn't been able to make it upright in the time it had taken him to drop us on the bed, but was I complaining. HELL NO!!! His hands were doing this slow loop from shoulder down arms just skimming the tops of my breast, ribs, and then back up again that had me squirming to get closer to him, more skin, more touching places that wanted, no needed to be touched. My legs locked around him before he could move away. His chest was hard and smooth and his usually cool skin was almost hot beneath my fingers. It was like velvet over steel, cliché I know but really! I've seen a lot of male chests in my life, with training some of the best chests belong to Vageta and Trunks, but really his was perfect. Perfectly….my thoughts were halted in their rambling by him doing something with his hands on my nipples, which I must say feels like, oh every single nerve ending is attached to them at this particular moment. From here it could only get better.
Time was running out, the armada was closing in and my training was nearly done, the fight to defend the planet was drawing closer and I was getting excited and nervous at the same time, but luckily with all the studying and going over reports I'd had Maru there to take off the edge and to help me remember that I was human, well Seijian and I was loved. The seven months had passed like nothing before them, slowly and yet they were over in a heart beat. It was a little disconcerting realizing that I was no longer the young fighter I had been when I first arrived on that star ship almost 6 years ago; I had become a woman along the way, confident, responsible. Sure I had always had responsibility but never like this and never with these feelings before. It had been a surprise to all of us how easily I learned their ways and seemed to soak up information like a sponge. My reflexes had gotten as fast as Maru's, speed of thought fast, and the control I had over my mind and body was matched by my will and the spirit that flowed through me. With the bracelet out of commission on its deciding to leave at any minute I could have a life again, so I had started living. Maru proposed in his quite, weird vampire-ian way and the bonding ceremony was set for three moons away, which is about eight earth months. Enough time for things like saving a planet and learning about other cultures and people, the universe is a much bigger place than even I'd realized. The search for earth was going well too. They'd found the galaxy that resembled the one I had described as earth. I can't say I did an exact job of it but I remembered most of the information leaned in school and the tidbits that Bulma had told me over the years. It was times like these that I was thanking the heavens that I listened to her explanations so much in my youth. I was close to finding home, I had a steady relationship that was going to turn into a fulltime partnership in a few months and I was ready for what the future would hold for me.
SO you're thinking sure, but if you do find earth what then? Well, I've decided to stay here with Maru; my place is here with him. It was a decision that I've been working on these last six months, and I haven't stepped into it lightly. I've grown up, I'm not the little girl that I once was, and I'm ready for where this is leading. I wouldn't have said yes to him if I hadn't thought that this could work.
At times I feel this gnawing empty feeling when I think about my family and it almost seems as if there's something that I'm missing something important but I can make this work, we have more than just passionate feelings between us and I want to see where this will go. Really, I'm not trying to convince you…me. I can make this work, want this to work. It has gotten better, it's like nothing I've ever read, or heard of not felt before.
It's going to work, you'll see.
A friendly explanation from you author: I know your going AHHHH!!!! What is she doing this is supposed to be a Vageta/Pan fanfic. And it is, but she's going to have some hardships in front of her, and some life to go with it. She's fallen in love and though she'd bonded to Vageta, a fact she hasn't registered yet. She was knocking on deaths door when it happened she's going to be a bit older when she meets him for the "First" time. So bear with me I have got a plot, story line and everything!!
Sorry about that lemon, but I decided to move the story along so we can get to the Vageta/Pan goodness.
