I am so so so so so so so times infinity sorry!!! I 've been busy moving all week...Then my little sister Zetta had to Vegas for a photo shoot for a week aand i was with my dad and i didn't bring my computer. THEN the day she got back was the little miss kentucky pageant that Presley and Zetta were both in. THEN we went to Daytona Beach for vacation. Then when we got back, the internet didn't work...So finally...I'M BACK!!! Remember...No kids under 13 and people prone to sickness...

Disclaimer: No. I don't.


I was dreaming.

Among the infinate images flowing through my head, I noticed I had been crying out loud. I cried from deep inside my soul at the regret, sorrow, and urges of rage that I felt.

Me, as a young boy, looking up at my parent's faces over the blood covered stone. My mom was kind and beautiful. She died a merciless death. Killed by a vampire, drunk on the scent of blood and rage. I see my dad's sad face. He was a great guy who never betrayed anyone. Dad's eyes were sad. In the end, the hate that Hio had for him consumed and killed him. Seeing the images of my parents, I realized how much I loved them. There was no reason for them to die. My brother's sad face flashes back. He had had a great smile that made me happy when I was down. He was hurting more than me, but never showed it. In a pitch black night sky, my brother is standing next the monster. The floor I'm laying on is a sea of blood and nothing is the same as it was. The intruding monster overtook me and devoured my brother's mind. These heinious monsters like Hio, a merciless God, everything...I will make them all pay for this curse.

A voice comes from the bottom of my heart. "You dirty the name of God! Give up your shameful ways!". "Life is fleeting. If you stand up to destiny, it drags you screaming down to hell and shuts the door behind you." The voice is clear. It grants power beyond the human scope - More powerful than even God perhaps...I face toward the voice. "No one desires that. No one wants that. People want power even if it destroys them. The soul and body burn in eternal flames- no regret." Gold illuminates the space and I awake in a dim lit car. Barely awake, I look in the direction of the voice. I saw a beautiful man. Blonde hair shining in the moonlight. His eyes were the greenest of green. Women would feel jealous of his beauty, not attracted. He looked like an angel from some mythical story. Or perhaps a demon in angelic form, the way it rants about God and curses destinany. But there is no wonder, insecurity, or suprise. Because I feel like I should be called a demon. He smiles and continues. "In the end of days, the dead will return. It's no understatement to say that day is comeing. The youths killed by cruelty and the vampires who took them from this world. All will come back. There are soldiers that the darkness, you are the last weapon against the darkness." This was the first time I met Chairman Cross.


I woke up. A lump tasting like metal tightened up in my chest. My mouth tasted bitter. The cold sweat on my body felt like blood. "I was powerless. People I loved was killed and I froze up with fear."

It was 12:00 midnight. Yuki was in my bed sleeping. I could tell I wouldn't be getting to sleep anytime soon, so I decidedto go sit by my favorite tree. I walked to my closet and pulled out some jeans and a black long sleeved shirt, not careing to button it.

I took Bloody Rose from my dresser and made my way outside.

The night was cool, black, yet beautiful. The cold foggy air felt good on my face and chest. I breathed slowly. I looked at the gun in my hand.

You can end it now, Zero. You can stop hurting her. You can stop hurting yourself.

My consious was whispering in my ear.

I raised the gun to my head. The barrel of Rose tapped my head repeatedly.

Do it. Do it now.

"No. Not know. Soon. Soon I'll finally have peace." I sad to my restless mind.

I heard my stomache growl. My throat tightened up. My fangs started to protrude.

"No. Not again."

It's like I had been stopped up all day and now I could smell everything. All the different smells.I stood up wearily.

It was feeding time.


"Yuki..."

I lingered in the doorway, looking at Yuki's frozen pools of brown.

I moved swiftly and locked the door behind me. I made my way over to my bed where she sit, looking fearlessly at me.

I sat down on the bed. She crawled towards me and closed the space between us. I could hardly breathe.

"I know...."

She looked down solemly.

"No. No, you don't know."

My breath became ragged.

"I'll never change. And I'll never be able to stop. You know that."

Her fresh scent flew up my nostrils causing my body to tremble.

"It's OK. I promised you I'd always be there for you." She whispered.

This will be the end. The last. I promise.

I...I can't...Just tell me to go. To leave and to never come back." My eyes pleaded with her.

"You...Must..."

I moved towards her and grabbed her shoulders and gently laid her body down. My body lingered over her.

What am I doing?

I looked into the blackness where her body would lay. I felt her cool hand touch my hot face.

"No! No...I can't. I have to go..."

I raised up but was restrained.

"I don't want you to leave."

I was pulled closer to her.

"Yuki...I don't think I'll be able to stop myself this time..."

"I know you can."

She wrapped her arms around me.

She repeated herself as her neck raised to my face.

I shook my head.

"Go Zero. Think of your fate. Drink."

I looked at her cream colored neck. My mouth became dry.

"I'm sorry...Yuki." I whispered before I pierced her skin.

She jumped slightly as my fangs stuck her.

Minutes pasted. Her blood trickled down my neck, onto hers and ran down her chest.

"Z...Zero..."

I must have gotten to forceful, my body was close to hers now. I had to stop. I pulled my head back.

"I can't stop...Help me, Yuki." I could feel tears in my eyes.

She pushed my head down onto hers and I was frozen by her lips.

So warm and sweet...As I imagined them to be.

"Yuki..." I talked through the kiss as I deepened it.

"NO!" I cried as I pulled back.

"No! I can't do this to you!"

Her eyes closed.

"You treat me like I'm a child."

"You don't know what you are getting us into."

"I do so! I just want you! I want you now!" She sreamed at me.

Her eyes opened.

"Please. I've waited since we were little. I've never not thought about it."

"Don't you know I'm afraid of the dark?" I pleaded.

Yuki smiled.

"I'll hold your hand..."

I took a deep breath and a growl escaped my throat.

I started my attack. I began at her neck and worked my way down.

"More...Zero..."

Her hands went up my chest and pushed my shirt of my shoulders. I fixed my fingers in her hair and angled her head for better access, my lips seemed to punish her for denying me this long. Oh, how I longed for this moment. I felt myself getting more aggressive.

"Zero..." she moaned.

"No! We can't do this!" I cried as I jerked back.

"Don't you want me?"

"Of course but..."

"Then have me..."

She laid my head in her lap.

"Never leave me. I need you."

"That's something I can not promise."

"Zero...Come on..."

My body had changed since the last time she saw my bare body. I had finally become that of a man.

I moaned as she touched me. She sighed and laid there as I kissed her thigh, her stomache, her neck...

I had returned to the spot were I had pierced her moments before.

"Yuki, I'm afraid I can't stop."

"Then don't."

She closed her eyes as I closed mine, preparing for something I couldn't take back.

"Zero!" She screamed.

My body froze in fear, afraid I had hurt her.

"It's OK. I'm fine"

Again.

Again.

Again.

And again.

Her back arched and lost control. She screamed my name over and over.

As we reached the end, we both rolled onto our backs and sighed.

"Are you alright? Did I hurt you?"

I'm fine, Zero. Thank-you."

I looked at the gun on my dresser. I grabbed it.

"What are you doing?!" Yuki asked horrified.

"Putting an end to this."

"What do you mean?!"

"Say good-night, Yuki. It ends here tonight."

I put her hands on Rose and laced her fingers on the trigger and pointed the barrel to my head.

"WAIT! ZERO! NO!!!"

******!BANG!******


Me: Yah! Love!!!

Yuki: (Shaking and staring at me.)

Zero: (Thinking "Oh. My. GAWD.")

Sleepingawake: (Thinking "Oh. My. GAWD.")

Hannah: OK. Now, I'm scared.

Carl: How the heck did I get here?

Pavan: How did Ca-chan get here?

James: How did Pa-baka get here?

Jimmy: Where are my video games?

Kisame: Why am I naked?

Itachi: Why ARE you naked?

Toodles!!!

(Me: When have I ever used the word toodles???)