Journal-

I did not feel well today, and my temperature was 102.5. I had a fever, and since my master wasn't there, I decided it was best to stay home. A good decision, considering I threw up four times in the last three hours.

But master was not happy when he came back to find me home. He yelled at me for an hour, he hit me multiple times, and this time I just couldn't take it. I yelled back, I let my anger take over, I did the wrong thing. Master thought so too. He asked how dare I defy him, and he slapped me across the face, and then picked me up and threw me into my room and locked the door. I didn't care. I just fell on my bed and cried, because I will never be a Jedi.

Never.