Whats up party people?! Monday night, actually got back from my audition earlier than i thought. Yay? It was fun though. So yeah. I don't really have any stories but the fact my mom got her hand stuck in a lamp and like a good daughter I took a picture BEFORE helping her.
Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUSTIN! Was anyone else following James and Ciara's twitter conversation? Because it was pretty freaking funny!
So this chapter is dedicated to: BTRlover98. This was one of the hardest quotes I thought, it was Katie in Big Time Christmas.
Warnings: Violence.
Songs used: I'm Coming Home
Disclaimer: I feel like if I do it once it's enough...why do I have to dis-claim it every time? Are they trying to make me feel bad? :(
So please enjoy (or don't I guess if you're THAT kid) chapter 7: I'm coming home.
Chapter 7: I'm Coming Home
I'm coming home I'm coming home tell the World I'm coming home let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes I'm coming home, I'm coming home tell the World that I'm coming
(Katie POV)
"I miss him." I whispered to Robbie.
"I know you do Katie." Robbie gently put his hand on my shoulder. "When did he say he would be here?"
"Tonight." I whispered. "Where will you go?"
"I'll go home, it's not too far from here, twenty minute walk maybe." Robbie told me.
"Sorry to ruin your summer," I whispered.
"You didn't ruin my summer; I'd rather be at home anyway. I have no friends here."
"Why does he hurt me?" I asked innocently. "Do you think that he would hit Kendall? Does he have something against me? Or girls?"
"Katie," Robbie said. "Your dad's just messed up."
"I hate him!" I whispered. "Is that bad?"
"Not at all." Robbie said. "I'm going to go before your dad comes in, okay?"
"Okay," I nodded and sat on my bed.
I waited for him to leave. The truth is, I don't really mind my dad hurting me anymore. It kind of feels good. I can't really feel it anymore, I just know that he's putting in effort to hurt me, and that's good enough.
All of a sudden my door burst open and my father was standing there. He looked more furious than ever. "KATIE!" He roared. He never used any weapons, just his fists.
He lunged for me, and threw me against the wall. I winced and slide down the wall, he came over and kicked me, each time he did there was more power behind it.
I didn't dare ask him to stop though. He shoved me to the ground and I landed on my arm and I felt it snap. I whimpered. Screw not caring about pain. That hurt! The bone was sticking out in a strange direction. A few more blows to my stomach and a punch to my head, he was done. He left, slamming the door behind him. My mirror fell off the wall and shattered. Some of the glass bounced on the ground and hit my leg. Blood seeped out of the cuts, making a puddle on the floor. It stung like crazy, why had he hit me so hard? I was weak from lack of food. I pulled a shirt out of my back pack and wrapped it around my leg, then wrapped another one around my broken arm.
Twenty minutes later my door creaked open.
"Kendall?" I whispered.
"Not yet." Robbie replied. "Soon."
I nodded.
Robbie's eyes landed on me. "Katie what happened?"
"Lots of stuff," I whispered. "He hurts me."
"I know he does." Robbie said, lifting me gently off the ground and into my bed. "Katie you know this will be the last time we see each other."
I nodded. "Thank you, for everything."
"I wish I could have done more." Robbie whispered.
"You can help me bandage my leg and arm." I told him hopefully.
"I'll be back in a few minutes." My cousin left the room.
When he returned he gently cleaned the cuts on my leg. Two weren't very deep, but one was. Robbie was convinced I would need stitches on that one. He reminded me to tell Kendall about it right away.
Then he tried to fix my arm. There were a few band aids on it; then he managed to find some wrap in the first aid kit. He wrapped up my arm; then made a homemade sling so it could dangle by my stomach.
"All better." Robbie told me. "Kind of."
"Thank you." I smiled and leaned back on my bed.
"Now get some sleep. Kendall will be here any second."
"But I wanna see him." I told him.
"You will." Robbie assured me. "But you'll see him faster if you go to sleep."
"Okay." I whispered.
"Okay." Robbie repeated as he stood up to leave.
"I love you Robbie." I told him.
He grinned. "I love you to Katie."
"Maybe you can come down to visit sometime." I asked him.
"Maybe." He smiled. "I'd like that."
"You'd like the guys. They're really fun." I told him.
"I'd love to come down and visit." Robbie told me.
"Can I have your number so I can text you?" I asked him.
"Sure, do you want me to put it in?"
I nodded and watched as he entered his phone number.
"Get some sleep Katie." He told me.
"Okay," I agreed and waited for him to close the door.
"I'm coming home." I whispered.
"I'm coming home Back where I belong, yeah I never felt so strong I hear "The Tears of a Clown" I'm coming home "A house is Not a Home", I hate this song I'm coming home "Ain't No Stopping Us Now", I love that song
I'm coming home
Tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the World that I'm coming
I feel like there's nothing that I can't try
And if you with me put your hands high
If you ever lost a light before, this one's for you
And you, the dreams are for you
I hate that song
I feel like they talking to me when it comes on
Another day another Dawn
Another Keisha, nice to meet ya, get the math I'm gone
What am I 'posed to do when the club lights come on
Its easy to be Puff, its harder to be Sean
What if the twins ask why I aint marry their mom
How do I respond?
What if my son stares with a face like my own
And says he wants to be like me when he's grown
Shoot! But I aint finished growing
Another night the inevitible prolongs
Another day another Dawn
Just tell Taneka and Taresha I'll be better in the morn'
Another lie that I carry on
I need to get back to the place I belong
I'm coming home
Tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the World that I'm coming
Is a house really a home when your loved ones are gone
And noobs got the nerve to blame you for it
And you know you woulda took the bullet if you saw it
But you felt it and still feel it
And money can't make up for it or conceal it
But you deal with it and you keep ballin'
Pour out some juice, play ball and we keep ballin'
Baby we've been living in sin 'cause we've been really in love
But we've been living as friends
So you've been a guest in your own home
It's time to make your house your home
Pick up your phone, come on
I'm coming home
Tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the World that I'm coming
Whenever it comes on it makes me feel strong
I thought I told y'all that we won't stop
We back cruising through Harlem, Viso blocks
It's what made me, saved me, drove me crazy
Drove me away than embraced me
Forgave me for all of my shortcomings
Welcome to my homecoming
Yeah it's been a long time coming
Lot of fights, lot of scars, lot of bottles
Lot of cars, lot of ups, lot of downs
Made it back, lost my dog
And here I stand, a better man!
Thank you Lord
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
Tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the World that I'm coming"
"I blame James for the fact that you know that song." A voice said from the window.
Ah! I wonder who is at the window! Heh I'm a dork. So I have to go hang an elf now, I'll catch ya on Wednesday for chapter 8: Untitled. BOOM!
Water melons can't make toast!
