Author's Note: This chapter was (once again) too long so here's the first part ^-^ ! I'm updating again on Monday or Tuesday, so thank you for being patient with me! Please look forward to my next update, more steamy and lemon situations are included (ιωι) 3 ~ Also leave me a review, what do you guyz think of the story so far? :3

Hikaru was woken up by his phone's alarm that went off. He lazily reached and turned it off. Slowly opening his eyes, he realized that he wasn't in his bedroom. Just when he was about to get confused he remembered how he stayed at Tamaki senpai's house, he was in the guest room. He rubbed his eyes as he lifted himself into a sitting position, thinking how he owed an apology to Tono for not giving a clear explanation about his visit.

Frankly last night was a haze of memories; he remembered a few parts here and there. How he spoke with senpai on the phone to have his guestroom prepared for him, the part where he hugged his brother and kissed him on the forehead, how he couldn't forget the soft, warm skin under his touch, impure thoughts overwhelming. He then reached the Suoh residence where Tamaki met him; he said to him that he needed some time alone and that he would appreciate some privacy. Tamaki, being the kind and loving person that he is, he leaded him to the room he had prepared without asking anything.

Hikaru spend what was left of the afternoon going back and forth thinking about his younger twin and that day's incident. Kyoya was forcing Kaoru, right? He forced him into a sexual situation, for that he was certain. But what if he got it all wrong? Is… Kyoya dating Kaoru? This thought annoyed him so much, angered him the most. And once again he found asking himself why. Why would it bother him?

'Relationship or not', he concluded after a long night of no sleep. 'No one forces my brother. This was almost rape and I must protect him. I love him-' He stopped. He wanted to convince himself that he loved Kaoru as another family member, but the memory of his moaning came back to him. It stroke him like a canon bolt, just remembering his familiar voice coming through the music room's closed door like he'd never heard it before. His heart was already racing as he recalled that Kaoru repeated this sweet mewl just the other day as he accidentally pinned him beneath him in their bedroom floor. He didn't know how he managed to control himself and not take him right then and there. 'I'm in love with him…' After this thought sleep claimed him.

Hikaru, now very much awake and aware that it was school day, removed the covers just when the bedroom's door slummed open. Tamaki was standing at the door with a big smile and a plate with what appeared to be breakfast.

"Good morning my beloved son! Time to get ready!" he started with a voice louder than what Hikaru could handle right now.

"Tonooo, I'm awake already! I was just getting up."

"Great!" he took a few steps and sat on Hikaru's bed. "I told the maids that I would deliver you your breakfast myself. I didn't know what was your condition, or if you wanted to talk-"

"Tono, it's ok." Said Hikaru with a sigh. He reached and crabbed a sandwich. "I want to talk about something serious."

"I'm listening." Tamaki took a sip of orange juice while curiously waiting for the twin to start talking.

"I'm in love with Kaoru."

Tamaki almost choked on the juice.


Kaoru was clearly out of it. He'd just arrived at Ouran gakuen and now, trying to keep his tired eyes open, he walked towards his classroom, or more like, dragging his feet on the hallway towards his classroom. He didn't sleep as well as he wished he would. He thought his brother's reassurance that he won't leave him again would provide him at least a good night's sleep, but this wasn't the case at all. He was tossing and turning all night long.

And now, as he was approaching his classroom he was wishing that Hikaru was already there. He was so nervous about seeing Kyoya today that he would appreciate if his brother was somewhere nearby. That was the other reason that prevented him from sleeping. 'He said he would… help me… But how exactly-'

"You know that you're daydreaming in the middle of the hallway, right?"

Kaoru jumped at his feet, as he realized that Kyoya was already next to him, calm and collected as ever. He blushed furiously as he was startled by him, let alone in the middle of thinking of him as well.

"K-Kyoya! You scared me!"

Kyoya smiled at him, surprising Kaoru once again. "Even though your reaction is kind of cute, I must ask that you should rest more. Lack of sleep equals lack of focus and I can't have that in the Host Club hours."

Seeing this unexpected smile and hearing the Dark Lord calling him cute out of the blue, were things that send Kaoru's heart racing. He wanted to hide the red on his face but knew he couldn't.

"C-cute? Me? Kyoya you shouldn't say such things, I told you last night I'm-"

"Kaoru, relax. It's a compliment. Can't friends complement each other? Besides, there's someone I like."

"What?!"

"What, are you surprised? I guess you can be more relaxed now" said Kyoya giving him another sweet smile.

Yes, Kaoru should feel more relaxed now with this new information and he was, but still. He felt tightness in his chest when he saw him smile, those rare smiles he saved for him. Regardless, he lightened up.

"Well, congratulations Kyoya! I guess I was kind of nervous about seeing you today but that's another story." He smiled wide. "If there's anything that I can do to help you with your crush, I'm your man!"

Kyoya let a low- key giggle as he came closer towards the other, closing a small gap between them.

"That's very kind of you Kaoru, but between us you know I'm the most experienced. Meaning that I can help you with your crush instead. Maybe teaching you the basics, like kissing."

Kaoru felt his mouth all watery all of a sudden. "T-that's not necessary, I can manage on my own. Besides, you also have a person that you like so it wouldn't be fair of me to ask you to help me."

"Little known fact about me is that I put friendship first. I'm very loyal to my friends and I'm willing to do anything for them."

At this point the hallway was already lively with students and teachers going to their morning periods. That's when the two of them saw Hikaru and Tamaki approaching from afar.

Kaoru smiled nervously at the sight of his brother. "Kyoya, let's go-"

He was cut off by the black haired teen who suddenly pulled him close and whispered in his ear, hot breath that made his skin feel all tingly. "Meet me behind building 3C during our free period." After saying this he left his side and went towards his classroom.

Kaoru was left there speechless. He quickly ran over his red cheeks with his cool hands in a vain attempt to make the blush go away.

"Kaoru!" It was his brother running towards him.

"Hikaru!" as soon as his elder brother reached him, and noticing that there were some girls already watching them, he hugged him by the soldiers. "You're so cruel, last night I slept alone." He made a pouty face. "You left me and I felt sooo lonely."

He felt his brother's hands hugging him around the waist. "I'm sorry, Kaoru! Tonight I won't leave your side, not for a second!" he said looking him in the eyes.

The younger twin would forget that this was an act if it wasn't for the fangirls' screams that followed. He smiled regardless and proceeded to unwrapping himself from Hikaru and starting to walk to their classroom, when suddenly he felt hands hugging him from behind. He turned his face to see Hikaru's from a really close view. "I really mean it Kao; I will never let you sleep alone again…"

Kaoru saw neediness in his brother's eyes and voice. He gulped rather loudly as he watched his brother leaving his side and walking past him.

'Today I'm getting a heart attack', he thought as his restless heart went racing again.