Souls moulding as one

Author: Lea

Summary: Angel wants Buffy to be with him forever, but will she accept what he has done to her!

Category: Angel: The Series AtS - Future

Characters: Other

Rating: NC17

Genres: Horror

Warnings: Violence, Strong Sexual Content, Adult Language, Sexual Situations, Character Death

Chapters: 5

Word Count: 6687

Published: 04/25/2004

Completed: No

Earlier chapters: .com/

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The Slayer pulled away from Angel quickly, out of the waterfall, " Angel are you alright?" she asked, her green eyes pierced toward Angel curiously. She grew nervous and sat on the grass, averting the Vampire's dark gaze.

Angel glanced at her confused before moving towards her. 'He wanted her so badly, the feel of her skin against his, her now cool lips brushing against his. He wanted to grovel her, make love to her, but he couldn't. If he did Angelus would have complete control over his body and he couldn't, wouldn't let that happen.

"I'm sorry for what I have done."

She reached for him and he flinched at her cool touch and backed away. "Angel don't…I..

"Buffy, I love you, but, we can't do this." He whispered cutting her off, a loud sigh escaped his perked lips and he reached for her, his palm of his hand cupping her cheek.

"Enjoy it soul boy, she will be all mine, soon, very soon' Angelus mocked, Angel growled his lips curling into a snarl, he let go of the slayer and fell backwards, hitting the grass.

The pain was evident on Buffy's face, and Angel watched as the tears fell down her face. She grew angry, her features changing to her vampire state. Her life was taken away by him and she had nothing left, she was now destined to live a life as a vampire. 'What the fuck did he think would happen when he had turned her? Did he think everything would be peachy, that they would live a life with no problems. She was now a demon, her thirst for blood grew more intense with every hour. Did he expect her just to ignore it like he did, that the hunger for human blood wouldn't taunt her? Engulf her body and mind. She was weak now, the emptiness inside of her was growing rapidly, the anger intensified within her and all she wanted to do was kill, feed and take everything that she had ever wanted, for her own. Was this how Angel and Spike felt when they were turned? Did they want everyone to be punished for what had happened, did they want everyone to feel the way they did.' Her yellow eyes caught Angel's saddened face and she joined him on the grass, keeling in front of him.

"I'm angry and hurt and disappointed in you for turning me, but god Angel. I've loved you since the first day I met you, everything you've done to me these past 10 years, destroyed that girl you met in the alley. You've tarnished everything that was good and honourable about me, but I dealt with that when you left me, but you can't turn away from me now, after this! I feel different Angel, stronger, faster, healthier...I mean I know I'm shouldn't be, you know feeling good, but I do…Whatever your blood did to me, it's didn't kill me, it's made me stronger, not weak. Do you think maybe I'm not just a Vampire, but human too, like a super vamp, or super human? Or something worse, maybe." She paused lifting her hand and caressing his cheek lightly, The fear was evident in her voice and her eyes widen at the snarl appearing across the vampire's face, and she pushed against his chest hard, anger rising within her.

"What's with you Angel? God, you're so confusing, and so distant, and rough lately…Don't you love me?"

Tears formed in her hollow eyes, and she snarled, her long, sharp fangs, gnawing at her bottom lip.

"Buffy! It's not that simple, he's near…closer than I ever thought he would be again and he wants you, and I'm scared I can't stop him…I tried not too turn you, but I couldn't stop, his hold over me is to much and I'm weak, weaker than you think…You need to go…Find Giles and get some help, he's coming and I can't hold on anymore." Angel busted into tears and fell hard to the ground, his face, smashing against the cold, wet grass.

"No…A…"

"Go Buffy. You need to leave…I've made a huge mistake." he pushed her hard, anger erupting inside of him. 'The only way I can protect her is… Is to let her go.' He thought, his eyes lowered, and a sharp pain, engulfed through his body. Before it would be to late, he punched Buffy hard, knocking her to the hard ground.

Picking her up gently, he kissed her forhead softly, before, sprinting through the small trail, back to the cottage. After quickly grabbing his keys, he placed the slayer in the passenger seat and shut the door. He took a moment, his body leaning weak against the car door. He needed to make this right...He had to, before all hell broke loose and Angelus returned to claim her.

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