*AUTHOR'S NOTE* Almost didn't upload today :O
Don't hate me. Who read my Cargon one shot? If you haven't go read it! And review it.
As for this story, I have no idea why I cannot write in Kendall's P.O.V. Its hard for me. I prefer james and carlos. Im sorry for the short chapters lately biut I can't dedicate my time on writing on weekdays unlike fri-sun. I felt bad for kendall last chapter D:
-James's P.O.V.-
We sat there on Kendall's bed for about half an hour. We had heard the front door open a few times, but no one ever came up into our room. Thank God. I love this alone time, even if Kendall might not feel the same, I thought to myself. We could hear the drowned out sound coming from the living room television and the sound of pots and pans being used in the kitchen. Everyone must be home now. I wonder if they know we're in here...
After another few minutes of absolute silence, only broken by Kendall's now quieter sobs, he finally started talking. "I think we should make an appearance. No one's seen us in a while. They might as well think we're dead."
I looked at him and chuckled as I replied. "Yeah, we're totally dead," I said sarcastically. "And yeah, I was thinking the same thing. Are you ok to go outside?" I cautiously waited for a reply.
He just stared at the floor for a few seconds then sighed. "To tell you the truth...no. It still hurts. I don't think I can get over this in a few minutes. My angers gone down a little bit though. I don't feel like punching a wall anymore...Well I do, but I can hold it in for a few minutes...Hey James?"
"What?" I ask him. I'm trying my best not to have my voice crack. It's tough to see Kendall talk like this. Of a pain that I had felt not so long ago. One he didn't know how to help Kendall with. It was killing him.
"Thanks. A lot." he says looking up at me.
I look at him a little confused. "Thanks for what? I haven't done anything."
"For everything. For talking to me, for helping me with this, and for sitting here for over half an hour with me while I cried onto you like a little five your-old who lost his puppy."
"Hey, don't mention it. We don't need another watery-eyed guy in the room. One is already too many." I said this and got a small laugh from Kendall.
"Shut up Jamie." he said. I thought he was mad until I saw the smile forming on his lips. It almost ruined the great feeling I got when I heard him say "Jamie".
"C'mon," I tell him, "let's go outside." And with that we both put on our bravest faces and walked towards the door. I look at him and quickly say. "Don't cry."
He punched my arm lightly and responded, "I'll try. If I do, imp dragging you back in here with me." He smiled at me and I did the same.
"Deal." Then we opened the door and walked out saying or "hellos" to everyone. When I got to Carlos I gave him a look saying "We need to talk later." He seemed to understand and nodded in response.
"Hey Kendall, how are you and Jo doing?" I heard Mrs. Knight say. I quickly turned to Kendall trying to hide my shocked face. Kendall's face seemed to redden a little bit when he heard what she had asked.
"Umm...I need to go pee." he said. Kendall you have the most stupidest excuses in the world. He then turns to me, grabs me by the wrist and drags me to our room. Even though Kendall was probably gonna burst into tears again, I loved the moment of physical contact we had.
As I predicted Kendall started crying again. But not as hysterically as before, just light sobs.
This is gonna be a long night.
-Kendall's P.O.V.-
It's been a few days since I broke it off with Jo. I've cried. A lot. But James has been there the whole time. He was there to help me tell everyone. He was there when I couldn't sleep, he would come and sit on my bed till I dosed off. It's safe to say we both probably haven't gotten much sleep.
It's been about 4 days. I'm feeling a lot better. James apparently decided that I'm spending the day with him, "returning the favor," as James had put it. I had almost forgotten he had his heart broken not so long ago. I haven't seen James sad at all, ever since we hung out at the bowling alley. I probably helped him forget the whole thing, he thought to himself. He seems happier whenever we hang out. I wonder why...
James comes walking into the room before I try to answer my own question. "Hey get out of bed, its eleven-thirty. Go get ready so we can go."
I groan, annoyed at having to get up. "Fine," I grumble. "Are you gonna tell me where we're going?"
"Nope. Call it payback." he said winking at me, a giant smile on his face.
"Now, I regret doing that. Let me go get ready."
"Ok, just hurry up. I can't wait!"
"You're getting me worried now. If you think it's fun, we're probably ending up at the mall shopping all day." I said. He had this hurt look on his face. He didn't notice I had seen it, so when I turned around he had a fake smile on his face. "I'm sorry James, I didn't mean it."
"Don't worry, it's ok Kendork. Just go get ready." He left the room so I could get changed and ready for the day. I pulled the first shirt I found from the closet, making sure it wasn't very wrinkled and put it on. I grabbed a pair of pants that were sitting on the end of my bed and got out of my pajamas. I walked into the bathroom to brush my teeth and do something to calm down the major mess of hair that seemed to tower over me.
The whole time I had my head thinking about where James was taking me. I really hope its not a day at the mall...
*AUTHOR'S NOTE* I get the feeling kendall does not like spending days at the mall. I have no idea where the heck they are going to "hang out" (im totally calling it a date in my head. Kendall just doesn't know it yet.) And for Agent Unicron SmileyFace, GET BETTER. I think im writing these chapters just for u! (well not really but you're the one telling me to keep writing every 5 mins.) and who tells me im a good writer. Please go gtell that to my english teacher. I dont see it. So REVIEWWWW. Motivates me a lot! Especially the funny ones XD
