A/N; and a- a- another one! :D I love these stories, they're so much fun! And I love YOU, k.98'PeaceOutSuckas! Oh, and eeee! So proud of you! Y'know, for what your mum said! *squeals and hugs* and trust me... I wanna update. But I've been caught by this evil thing called... *gulp* WRITER'S BLOCK. Hopefully will have it beaten out later today, but lets just pray, okay? :)
k.98'PeaceOutSuckas; This story is dedicated to CCSmile, for her amazing review. Your review made me SMILE. (See what I did there?). The story is called 'A Smile' (lol) and it was inspired by your name which I love, love, love. :)))) Actually I had the title first and then wrote the story. Weird me.
Well, you're lucky it has a happy ending which, considering my current situation is weird. Anyways I shall give the story now.
"A SMILE„
A smile. A smile of hers was all it took to brighten his every day. And now that it was gone he wasn't sure if his days were even happy to get brightened.
Her pain brought him down. He couldn't stand to see her in pain. A tear of her caused thousands of his own. He couldn't stand the pain. Her pain. He was affected by her. And he would do anything to make her smile again.
But he was sure it would take her a long time to recover.
It hurt any mother to lose her child. But Sonny was not just any mother. She was more. She was the sweetest person he had ever met. And she would become the sweetest mother too, if things hadn't turned out that way.
He blamed himself. He wasn't there when she fell. He wasn't there to hold her. He wasn't there to protect her.
And it was 5 months later now but, yet she hadn't smiled again. Only fake-smiles. Even at him, her own husband. She was well aware of the fact that he knew she wasn't over the fact. She was never going to recover. There would always be a broken-hearted part inside of both of their hearts; the loss of their still not birthed daughter.
They had hard times. He remembered how they would lie on the bed and she would cry her heart out and he couldn't do anything but hug her close whispering to his ear that everything was going to be okay.
Little did he know, that even half a year later he wouldn't get that smile again. He just wanted her to be happy. And he blamed one but himself. If he was there for her, things might have been different. Maybe she would be able to smile again. Maybe he would have the happiness to hear her beautiful, melodic laughter again. Maybe.
He sat up on the bed, rubbing his temples. It was already noon and he hadn't gotten up yet. He glanced at his side to see only untidy covers. She had woken up; He remembered last night she had told him she was going to meet a friend. She mentioned nothing more.
It had surprised him that she didn't provide full information. Sure, they still had their privacy but they never kept secrets from each other. She would at least say 'I'll be at Tawni's' or 'I have a meeting with my boss tomorrow'. Stuff like that.
He hated how fears had started taking control of him. Sonny would never do something like that to him, would she?
He splashed waters in his face, rubbing his eyes. The black bags under them were visible once again. He was lucky enough he didn't have filming today. Putting make-up on would be quite embarrassing.
Daily he grabbed a towel near by the sink wiping his face. He slid his hands
into his pockets walking over to the kitchen. The house was silent. He was the
only one in there. Maybe if he had been there for her, he could have the pleasure
to hear baby crying.
When he was young he used to think that baby crying was just annoying. Now he had he need to hear it.
He went to open the fridge but something got his eye. He grabbed the small note from the fridge reading it.
'I had to see Jane. It was important. Love you. Sonny.'
He sighed but wasn't quite sure if it was a sigh of relief or desperation. On the one hand he knew where she was, on the other, she didn't write an x' at the end. Or 'Sunshine'. She was back to 'Sonny' again.
His lips were numb. His mouth was dry. He grabbed an orange juice refusing to let the tears fall. He had to stay strong, for her. She needed him and he would always be there for her.
He gulped it down, all of the juice, tossing the bottle at the garbage. He groaned when he missed the target. He bent down to pick up the bottle, refraining himself from swearing.
He heard the door click open and keys being dropped.
"Chad?" He recognized her voice straight away.
Her figure appeared in the door of the kitchen, a smile on her face.
A smile.
He couldn't believe in his eyes.
A true, shiny smile was plastered all around her face. He stared at her in
shock, his jaw dropped. She giggled at his expression walking over to him.
She giggled. She freaking giggled.
It was years ago when she had last giggled.
She wrapped her arms around his neck, hugging him. Dumbfounded as he was, hugged her back.
She looked up, the same smile still there along with few tears here and there.
Happy tears.
"I've got something to tell you." she whispered.
Getting back to reality he kissed her nose, nodding.
"I'm pregnant."
…
At first he was shocked. He couldn't from any possible words. The happiness inside of him was so big he couldn't hold it back anymore.
He twirled her around, both of them laughing. And this time, their laughter filled the big house. The atmosphere was now different. Way more different.
He set her down, staring into her eyes. Love reflecting in their eyes.
They leaned in, closing their gap between them. Their lips moved in synchronization as they gently kissed each other back, sharing a moment they had longed to do so.
He felt her hand find each way behind his neck while the other stroking gently his golden locks.
He tightened his grip around her waist, tears spilling out of both of their eyes.
After a minute they pulled away, breathless, staring into each others' eyes.
"I love you." he whispered.
"I love you too." she smiled, pecking his lips.
A smile. A true, shiny, breathtaking smile.
k.98'PeaceOutSuckas; Smiley-like enough for you? Lol. It'd make me smile knowing that you Lemme see ya smiling!
liked it, CCSmile. Man, what's wrong with me and 'smile'. Anyways, I guess
this day was finally brightened a little bit. So, I shall sing off with my
motto that suits the best here. (Should know what's coming now, Hannah. ;))
I still got 2 more dedications; one for zarachannylover101 who reviewed every
single story so far (!) and one for thecowgoessmoo, my first reviewer. I'm
telling you I love that name. The cow goes moo! It just makes me giggle for no
reason. ;)
BeingHannah923; let's admit it. That was freaking adorable! So, read, review and love :) I love CCSmile for inspiring this story, and I love k.98'PeaceOutSuckas for writing it. Awwwh. Look. We're all being all cute and loving xD
Hannah & k.98'PeaceOutSuckas xx
