The night after Logan's dream, he stayed at Andy's house. Carlos didn't sleep that night either. When Logan decided to stay at Andy's for the second night, he called the Jennifers and stayed with them. After a few hours with the girls, he was finally tired enough to fall asleep.
This pattern continued for a week and Carlos was sleeping less and less. Despite this, he still took every attempt to talk to the genius. He was unsuccessful. Gustavo started doing individual recording sessions, so Logan had practically disappeared from his life.
The other members of the band were busy as well. James stayed out late almost every night sometimes not coming back at all. It was almost certain that he'd gotten a boyfriend even though he'd mentioned no such person. Kendall continued spending time with Jo and they were slowly getting closer. For some reason, they never came back to his apartment even when the three others we gone.
Mama Knight and Katie were often left alone during the nights. Katie didn't mind, it gave her more time on the computer. Mrs. Knight was more worried, fully aware of what they were doing, but unable to do anything about it.
It was Saturday afternoon and Logan was hanging out in Andy's apartment. Technically, it was half an apartment. The other half was his mother's. Thankfully, his mother heavily respected Andy's privacy and knocked the few times she ever entered.
Andy leaned against the bedroom door wrinkled shirt half on. He was still glistening with sweat making his chest seem doubly appetizing, "So, are we going to go public any time soon?"
Logan was distracted and asked his boyfriend to repeat the question. Andy smirked kindly, "How long are we keeping the just friends thing?"
Logan groaned stretching, "I don't know. We can go public if you want. Why the sudden interest?"
"It's not like it's completely necessary, but I've found that if you keep secrets then they tend to blow up in your face. I don't want to rush you"
Logan moved from his position on the bed, "It's no problem. I guess we have been getting serious. It's not like I'm ashamed. I just don't know what exactly to do. It's not like telling your friends. You can't just walk outside and yell "Hey meet my new boyfriend that I'm totally screwing""
Andy laughed, "That doesn't work. I've tried. Forget I mentioned it. There are more important things to discuss"
Discussion seemed to be the last thing on Andy's mind as he slid next to Logan kissing him gently. The brunette leaned into the kiss grinning. After several minutes passed, they broke for air. Logan smiled, "That was an engaging conversation. I've always enjoyed heated debates"
"Hmm ... I almost won. If it wasn't for that silver tongue of yours."
They continued kissing for several minutes before Andy backed away carefully, "Speaking of secrets that might blow up, what's yours?"
Logan laughed fakely, "I don't have any big secrets. You haven't spoken to Carlos right?"
"No, I get the feeling he doesn't like me, and the feelings pretty mutual"
Logan ignored that. He knew the two didn't get along, much to his annoyance. "I don't have any big secret"
Andy sat cross legged on the bed, "So you wouldn't mind explaining why you cried right after we had sex the first time. I don't think it's out of pain, because you were on top. It wasn't terrible or something?"
Logan paled, "You saw that"
He nodded, "What happened? You can trust me"
Logan shifted away, "Is there any way that we could just keep our secrets? "
Andy smiled sadly tracing a careful finger down Logan's cheek, "I believe in honesty. If you're not ready… "
Logan nodded and Andy continued, "I can tell you more about me. I feel like I've been hiding things from you"
"You don't have to"
"Well, at the risk of sounding like a girl. There has to be more to a relationship then a weak friendship and sex. Is talking really that difficult?"
"It is when we're sitting in your bed and not doing anything"
Andy laughed, "I'm too lazy to move. Have you ever had a crush on your best friend?"
Logan hesitated, "I had a huge crush on Kendall in middle school. He's the only reason I started playing hockey. That ended quickly when I realized he was the straightest guy in the world"
"That's it?"
"Who else would I like? Plus you know I care about you and only you"
"You like Carlos"
Logan paused. It was true; he had a major crush on his friend. "Why would you think that?"
"I have two eyes and a damn good brain that's connected to them. To be honest I'm jealous of what you two have"
"What would that be?"
"You two are like yin and yang. Polar opposites that fit together perfectly. Pity he's straight because he's better for you than I am"
Logan laughed, "That's not true. He's completely straight, but you don't have to be jealous. We're just friends and that's all we'll ever be"
The blonde smiled, "I guess that means I get you for myself. That's good"
Logan pressed himself against Andy, "Did you ever doubt?"
"No. I just wanted to make sure. I have trust issues"
"You've said before all your friends left you behind. They all left?"
"No, three stayed friends. It's pretty good, but I was pretty popular before, so that's not many"
"What friends stayed?"
"One of my actor friends, Collin. He stayed around because he was bi. He wasn't bullied as much because he'd slept with so many people that he could blackmail anyone who messed with him into leave him alone. There was also a backstage techie Courtney and a pit band member Katie. They all accepted it and helped as well as they could"
"All theater people?"
"I was the king of theater at my school. I was in all the shows and I got the leads by sophomore year. I was in all the chorus groups and got most of the solos. Until, I came out that is"
"I can't believe they would all turn their backs like that. There were at least five gay guys in theater at my old school"
"There were others, but they were either trapped in the closet or didn't come out until graduation. I know half of tech was lesbian"
Logan sighed tracing a finger across Andy's chest, "High school sucks"
Andy laughed kissing his forehead gently, "Tell me about it"
Logan moved up to kiss Andy's neck, "Does that mean you're a good singer?"
The blonde blushed, "I bet I have nothing on you, but I can sing. I'm the best male soprano you'll ever hear"
"You seriously sing soprano?"
"No, but I can sing contralto. That's really high. Fits my reputation that I sing like a girl"
Logan grinned pulling his boyfriend's shirt off, "Can you sing for me now?"
They were about to continue, when a loud knock sounded at the door. Andy quickly pulled his shirt back on and started scrambling around looking for something. Logan figured out what he was looking for and grabbed a pair of thick glasses from the desk and handed him to the blonde.
Andy put them on carefully and ran to the door knocking over something heavy and wooden. The door opened and some muttered words floated back to the bedroom. Then there was the sound of a door slamming and he returned hopping on one foot.
Logan rolled his eyes, "What did you hit?"
Andy stood straight wincing lightly, "Among other things, the kitchen table. It was a guy selling magazines. I hate that"
He started to remove his glasses, but Logan stopped him, "Why don't you wear them? I know your blind without them?"
Andy shrugged, "I prefer contacts. These look terrible"
They were old scratched glasses that seemed to make his face look oddly lopsided, but it had grown on the brunette. In fact, the few time Andy wore his glasses Logan got a rather vivid image of pushing him against a bookcase in the library and violently… anyway. "They look amazing. You should wear them more"
Andy shook his head, "No, sorry. I hate these old things"
He placed them on the table as Logan phone vibrated. He checked his messages.
"Are you doing anything tonight?"
Andy glanced over, "I was hoping to spend it with you, but if I need to be somewhere else…"
"It's Kendall. He says we haven't been hanging out enough and we have to meet up at the Angel De Vil Club tonight. You game?"
"Angel De Vil?... That's a bad place for me to be. An old enemy works there. Is that ok?"
"Sure. I should be hanging out with my friends anyway. I feel bad for only spending time with you", he looked at his watch, "I should leave now"
They quickly kissed and Logan ran out texting Kendall that he'd be there.
AN: Sorry for those who wanted Cargan. I promise it will happen soon. Review thanks to MissDisneyX, iLoveJamesMaslow, bookcrazzy, Bone Chills, waterwicca, lots of love to you all. Every review is a double rainbow to brighten my day.
