A/N/ Thank you to Sylarfan for reviewing :) I really enjoy reading them. In the next few chapters some new characters are going to come into play and make life even more difficult. Happy reading
Chapter 7
Before Sanctuary knew it winter was rolling in. Lexi put her energy into avoiding getting on to Negans bad side, the zombie pen had scared her even further into submission. With her new found obedience the flow of heroin had been more than pleasant. So far she hadnt had a dry day.
It had been a few months since her last punishment and Negan had barely spoken more than a sentance to her, though Lexi seemed to not be able to get him out of her head. Maybe it was like Stockholm Syndrome? Since he had been ignoring her she found herself drawn to him more. One day she had even followed him to his office, Lexi had no idea why, but he hadnt let her in and just slammed the door in her face. Lexi was a creature of habit and this new phase of ignoring was not settling right with her.
"Aren't you cold?"
Lexi turned to the voice that had pulled her from her thoughts. "Don't have points to be warm."
Sherry sat on the outside step beside Lexi, offering her a cigarette. "Ask him, he'll give you a sweater." She chuckled softly. "He always gives you what you want."
"Really? That sounds suspiciously like jealousy to me." Said Lexi angrilly. "You get everything for free because you fuck him."
Sherry watched Lexi, infuriating her further. Sherry had never understood Lexi. She was a pretty, young girl who could have anyone and within reason live a perfectly happy, normal life but she chose instead to destroy her life one syringe at a time. Sherry knew she had got to Negan when she had said he loved Lexi, he'd proved it by avoiding the girl for months. "Don't like not being the favourite toy?" It had come out bitchier than she had expected.
"Go fuck yourself Sherry." Lexi threw the cigarette butt. "Atleast I'm honest about why I fuck him, you lie to yourself." Lexi felt her anger rising again. "You dont fuck him to keep Dwight safe, you fuck him because you like it." Sherry had now also stood up. "If you left his little harem Dwight would have the exact same position and perks he has now, you know that." She stepped right up to Sherry until their noses almost touched. "I've fucked them both too, and I dont blame you for prefering him."
Sherry slapped Lexi's cheek too fast for her to stop it. For a moment both women just glared at each other, then as if a ref had dinged a bell they were on each other. Both hitting and yanking hair as hard as they could.
"You fucking slut!" Sherry screeched.
The commotion had began to draw a crowd, it had been awhile since Sanctuary had had a fight.
Lexi had managed to get the upper hand and now sat ontop of Sherry's chest punching her face repeatedly. "You're a jealous fucking hag!"
Sherry was blocking as many of the blows with her arms and trying desperately to flip Lexi from her torso. Lexi was so skinny it didn't take too long for Sherry to throw her sidewards and scramble to her feet. "You're a disgusting, pathetic junkie. Everyone here watches you run after Negan like a lap dog to get your fucking fix even though he beats you infront of everyone. You're like a prostitute!" Sherry edged back not wanting to physically fight anymore. "He told me how your boyfriend had left you for dead out there and who can blame him? You're nothing."
Lexi had told Negan that the day he and his men had picked her up. In confidence.
"He also told me how you'd been trying for a baby with your junkie boyfriend. But you've fucked your body up so much you don't get periods and can't have a baby."
Lexi was amazed at how spiteful and low Sherry would go, and apparently so was everyone else as the entire crowd was silent. She tried to avoid all the eyes watching her as she walked away, fighting to keep her temper in check. If she looked back at Sherry she was ninety percent sure she'd actually kill her. Her feet determindly marched her to Negan's living quarters. She knew he'd be in his office organising plans for the next collection at Alexandria; not bothering to knock Lexi flung the door open stomped over to Negan and before he could even open his mouth to speak backhanded his left cheek.
"How fucking dare you tell that bitch anything about me." Lexi hissed.
Negan smirked leaning back in his chair. "I'm guessing you fucking mean Sherry?"
"You had no fucking right!" She fumed grabbing the nearest object, a whiskey tumbler, and launching it at him. "She announced to half of this shithole how I can't have a baby!"
"Fucking right though isn't it?" Negan replied, lifting himself out of his chair and striding towards her.
"I can't believe you told her-"
"I will fucking do what ever I fucking please-"
"You better leave me alone, or-"
"Or fucking what Lex?"
"Or else-"
Lexi didn't get to finish her threat as Negan brough his lips crashing down onto hers, pulling her in tightly. Lexi kissed him back furiously, her hands wrapping around his neck.
Wasting no time, Negan picked up Lexi and sat her on top of his desk, quickly pulling her henley up over her head and throwing it across the room. Making short work of her bra, Negan's attention turned to her newly exposed breasts. He cupped them eagerly and took one in his mouth, causing Lexi to jolt beneath him, her hands shoving off his signature leather jacket. Negan became more urgent ripping his tshirt off his body, his irrestistable scent seemed to strengthen and scrambled Lexi's mind. Her hands found the hard muscles of his stomach, she deftly stroked him with her cool finger tips. Negan let out a low growl from the back of his throat and reached down pulling her jeans off in one swift move and ripped off her underwear so roughly they split in two.
Lexi's small hands clawed into his broad back as he quickly unbuckled his belt and unzipped his fly, her thin legs wrapped around him bringing him even closer to her. With one impatient push he was inside her, stretching and filling her completely. How long had it been? Three months? He hadn't been charging her for her dope recently. They both moaned in pleasure as Negan pounded into her at a furious speed as he held onto her by her hip and hair. Lexi was desperately trying to hold in her cries of pleasure but could only manage for a short while, he was too damn good.
"Fuck Lex." Negan groaned as Lexi screamed particularly loudly, making him dangerously close to cumming. God she was tight, and he hadn't had her for so long he was surprised he hadnt already cum, he wouldnt be able to last much longer. Wrapping more of Lexi's hair in his fist he roughlydrew her closer to him, working her from a new angle and drawing even more enticing mews from her.
Lexi was tingling all over and only just regestered the door clicking open behind Negan's shoulder. A low moan began building up in Lexi's throat as she felt her orgasm creeping up on her. Just as her nails dug into Negan's back and the overwhelming pleasure of cumming took over her she caught a glimpse of the person who had entered Negan's office. The bitter, hurt eyes of Sherry had locked with hers and Lexi had smirked smugly knowing she'd hurt her.
As Lexi came she let out a scream of pleasure and her insides pulsed tightly around Negan's cock. Negan couldnt hold on any longer as she squeezed him hard, he buried his face in her hair soaking in her scent as he came.
The office was silent except for the sound of their hard breathing.
Lexi dropped her grip of his shoulders and held onto the desk, allowing him the ability to stand upright and refasten his jeans and belt.
"I should stop fucking you more often if it's that fucking good when I start again!" Negan laughed retrieving his top.
Lexi rolled her eyes, quickly pulling her clothes back on. "Perhaps you should just stop fucking me all together."
"I'lll bear that in mind when you're screaming my name again." He huskily spoke pulling her tiny body roughly back into his. "You think I didnt notice Sherry walk in here?" From the slight hitch in her breathing he could tell she thought he hadn't. "I was told about you two fucking fighting over me, I'm fucking flattered and not surprised!" One of his large hands snaked down her flat stomach, the other holding her firmly in place. "I knew you fucking missed me, came here practially begging me to fuck you last fucking week." His voice dropped and the hand he'd trailed down her stomach roughly cupped between her legs posessively. "You're my favourite fucking toy though Lex. I dont fucking care how long I make you fucking wait, if I hear of anyone else fucking touching this pussy, my fucking pussy, the last punishment you had will look like fucking Disney."
Lexi nodded her understanding as he released her from his hold.
"I've got another collection at you're fucking hero Rick's in a few days. You're coming. Now fucking get out of here, you interupted my very fucking important work." Slapping her ass he pushed her in the diection of the door. "Any more fighting with Sherry and I won't be fucking happy." He added as he took his seat back at the desk.
"I'll behave." Lexi sighed before leaving Negan's office ready to go slip into heroin induced sleep.
Early the next morning Lexi was rudely woken by Dwight violently shaking her.
"Jesus Dwight!"
"Get up, we leave in ten." He grumbled in response. "Oh and he wants you in this."
Lexi sat up and caught the item Dwight had thrown at her. It was the skimpiest dress Lexi had ever seen, if you could even call it a dress it was more like a tea towel! "I'm not wearing this!" She pulled the black garment out trying to see if there was anything more to it.
"Don't then." Dwight was out the door before Lexi could argue it further with him. He was just the delivery boy.
Swinging her legs off her cot, Lexi tentatively put her bare feet down onto the cold concrete floor. It was by far the worst part of winter in Sanctuary. "Fuck sake." She muttered yanking her usual clothing and replacing it with the tiny dress Negan had given her. Now she was truely cold. It barely covered her ass and only had spagetti straps so her skin was completely on display to the cold winter weather. Pulling on her combat boots and thick socks that Lewis had given her she hoped that would maybe keep her slightly warmer. By her reconing she had maybe five minutes before she was needed at the truck, which was ore than enough time to shoot up. Snatching up her remaining heroin and syringe she quickly unwrapped her belt from her jeans and tied it around her upper arm. God she needed a new syringe, it was all barbed from how long she'd been using it and that was making it a nightmare getting it into her already minimal veins. As the opiate hit her blood stream suddenly the room wasnt so cold anymore and the hideous dress didnt seem so bad.
The drive to Alexandria had been a quiet one. Negan hadn't spoken much just keeping his cold stare on the road infront of him, Lexi didnt mind though as it meant she could enjoy the dreamy, sleepy high for aslong as possible before they arrived.
As the gates of the settlement became clearer Negan rested one of his large hands on Lexi's bare thigh.
"When we get in you dont utter a fucking word. Unless I fucking say so sweetheart." His tone was stern. "You fucking hear me?"
"Got it." Lexi saluted him, smiling like an idiot from the drugs.
Negan shook his head not in the mood for her doped up attitude. "You're guna do something for me today Lex."
Lexi's heart sank and all the good feelings left her body. She wasn't an idiot, he'd given her this hooker dress and he never brought her along. "Who?" She whispered.
"Rick. Fucker needs some...persuading." Negan wouldnt look at those damn bambi eyes, if he did he wouldnt make her do it. Fuck knows he didnt really want to, he was not a man who shared his belongings but this was for a greater good.
"He won't go for it, he doesn't see me like that."
"Lex, he's got a fucking dick trust me he sees you exactly fucking like that." Negan sneered. Now stopped at the gate into Alexandria he finally turned to look at her. Fuck he wanted nothing more than to hae her right there, the tiny dress he'd found her clung to her skinny body and covered barely any of her creamy skin. As his hungry eyes wondered her body they fell on the dark purple marks on her arms. He hated them.
"So I fuck him and then what?" Lexi snapped. "You loan me to him to keep him in line? How fucking generous of you." Her temper was rising along with her voice. "I'm not a fucking object! I'm a person!"
Negans face contorted with anger, he would not tolerate anyone speaking to him like that. "You are my fucking belonging! If I tell you to fucking get on your knees and blow every fucking man in Sactuary you will fucking do it with a smile on that cute fucking face of yours! Lex I'm starting to think I'm too fucking easy on you!"
Both were so occupied by the argument they hadnt noticed the gate open or Rick approuching the RV.
"You wana go back in your fucking cell?!" A tapping on the door snapped Negan out of the argument. "WHAT?"
"Are you coming in?" Ricks voice spoke from outside the truck.
Smoothing his hair back, Negan got his temper back in control. "Unbunch those fucking panties Rick, we're coming now. Didn't realise you were so fucking eager to see me."
Pulling up in his usual spot Negan strode out of his truck into the middle of Alexandria dragging Lexi behind him. "Remember Lex, Rick?"
Lexi stumbled forward as Negan threw her in Rick's direction, pulling down her miniscule dress as it had risen.
"Of course you fucking do, take her on a little tour. She's been a good girl and deserves a fucking treat." Negan clicked his fingers at Lexi signalling for her to go with Rick.
She gave one last pleading look at Negan but he merely smirked back at her, clearly enjoying hurting her. Silently she stepped beside Rick and followed his pace around the houses of his settlement. Taking a deep breath she put on her best game face, failure wasn't an option when it came to what Negan wanted. "It's nice here."
"It's a group effort, we're a family really." Rick smiled at Lexi. "You could live here you know. Everyone would welcome you." He stopped now they were a good distance away from Negan and his men. "I know you have a problem, but we'd help you. Get you clean and sobber. You could be happy here."
Lexi smiled sweetly back at him and stroked down his arm gently. "Sanctuary is a good place Rick, we have everything we could ever need." She leaned closer into Rick her hands resting on his chest. "Can I see your place?"
"S-sure." Rick stuttered moving quickly to his and Michonnes house.
Inside Ricks house was nice, more homely than the concrete cube Lexi lived in, and drugs aside she would have happily lived there. "It's beautiful. Much more aesthetically pleasing than my room." Lexi ran her hand along the kitchen counters, it had been so long since she'd seen a proper house with a proper kitchen. "You look so different. In a good way Rick, more rugged." Her tongue dipped out to wet her plump lips and she watched as Rick eyed the small action. Negan had clearly been right. "You know I've changed too, I'm not a little girl anymore." Lexi sauntered over to where Rick was frozen and pressed her skantily clad body to him.
"Alex." Rick said, his voice thick. "Stop."
Her small hands ghosted down his stomach, finding the bottom of his shirt and tracing a small pattern on his skin. "We both know you dont want me to."
The front door banging open made Rick leap away from Lexi snapping him out of it.
"Well, well, well Rick. I see you were getting to know Lexi fucking better. Dont stop on my fucking account." Negan swaggered into the kitchen and leant against the counter. "I have some business to discuss with you Rick. You can fuck her after if you want?"
Ricks body had gone rigid and his face was turning a shade of red from anger. "I would never-"
"Don't fucking bullshit, if I hadnt walked in here you'd have had her on this fucking counter. I dont fucking blame you, she's fucking talented." Negn chuckled and squeezed Lexi's ass. "The things she can do, well fuck me."
"I'm not interested." Rick bit out. "What business did you want to talk about?"
Negan's grin grew at Ricks obvious desperation to change subject. He knew that Rick had wanted Lexi, he hadnt met a guy who didn't. There was something about her. "I've found a compound, you and you're people are going to help me take it."
Lexi was as confused as Rick looked. The Saviours took down settlements all the time and without any help, they were a army really, so asking Rick for help made no sense.
"Why do you need our help?" Asked Rick, voicing what Lexi had been thinking.
Negan stood upright and pointed Lucille at Rick. "You don't need to fucking know why, you just fucking do." Reaching into his leather jacket he produced a brown envelope and held it out for Rick. "These are for later." Negan winked at Rick with a smile, taking Lexi's arm and leading her back into the cold winter air.
"What was that?" She asked tripping to keep up with Negans long strides.
"That was a little something for his wank bank." Negan laughed.
All of Negan's men had already cleared all of the supplies into the convoy and were waiting diligantly to leave. As always Negan's truck led the convoy, shoving Lexi into the RV he signalled to his men that they were about to leave, and then climbed in his truck behind Lexi.
"What do you mean?" Lexi asked, still not understanding what he had meant.
Starting the engine Negan slowly pulled out of Alexandria. "Remember our little photo session?" He grinned as a horrified look swept Lexi's face. "I fucking enjoyed them so I'm sure he fucking will."
"Fuck you." Lexi couldn't stand him, she couldn't look at his smug face without wanting to punch it. He confused her so much, first he tells her to seduce Rick then he interupts before she can, then he gives Rick the pictures he'd took of her one drunk and high night. Lexi's head was pounding, she just wanted to be alone.
