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Chapter 8

I fisted Edward's shirt in my hands willing myself to relax. As Edward's hand trailed down my back soothingly his shirt I was wearing kept riding up higher and higher. I first felt the contact he made with the band of my thong. And I stiffened and I literally had to force my body to not grind my cooter into his muscular thigh. I have never before experienced an orgasm but I have come pretty close a few times.

The skin from my tummy was now in contact directly with his. If this was a dream let me NEVER wake up Sweet fuck!

Edwards's hands kept rubbing this time moving to cup my ass. Yeah I just felt Edward Freaking Cullen's hand on my ass! WHOO HOO!

My breath hitched and this caught his attention but he continued and it felt glorious to have his hand on me.

His hand slid up my side now making contact with skin from my hip to just below my breast and I so badly wanted him to just touch my breast! I would beg like a fucking dog. He kept doing this and I slid my hand under his shirt and did the same to him.

His body felt glorious. He felt toned to perfection. Sculptured to perfection by God. There was just muscle everywhere. I felt an electric current move with my hand and I reached up higher and I made contact with his nipple. I had never thought touching anyone's nipple could be this erotic.

My shirt kept riding higher and higher I lifted my head off Edward's chest and I was met directly with his hooded eyes. The green seemed to come alive as I just stared intently into his emerald orbs. He leaned his head down some but he stopped just as our lips touched waiting for me to make the final decision. WRONG CHOICE BUSTER! My body is ruled by a hormone that wants to feel an orgasm.

I moved forward and kissed Edward. This was the most amazing kiss of my entire existence. His lips were soft and he tasted like scotch I opened my mouth just a bit and I felt his tongue at the entrance of my mouth.

He moved his tongue into my mouth swirling it with my own. I felt his lips apply more pressure as his hand still moved up and down my side gently stoking me.

He moved me so that I was now straddling his waist My cooter could feel his heat and he moved my shirt further up my body and I knew he was about to take my shirt off and I panicked.

"Could you maybe give me an orgasm…. without taking my shirt off" I ran my mouth off again. Fuck I really need a verbal filter. I felt so stupid and I looked at him as red as a hoot and he was frowning.

"I mean…I don't want you to stop and I know…." I stuttered trying to reason with him "Isabella please don't hide yourself from me." He said looking at me in the eye.

"Edward I am not like the other girls you dated I am useless, please try and understand," I pleaded.

"You are right because no one I have ever met had you're beauty and caring eyes and no one I ever met can compare to you." He said holding my gaze.

He gently lifted my shirt further and over my head as I made haste to use my hands to cover my chest.

I looked up at Edward and his gaze had not lifted from my eyes he just held my gaze firm. He moved so that I was lying under him and he rested his weight on his arms. I had never been this close to anyone before. His heat was penetrating right through me and making me feel menopausal. Without taking his eyes away from mine, he took his arm and gently pried my arms away from my chest. I allowed him knowing once he saw me naked he would be put off and not want to be with me anymore anyway.

I mean woman can't get blue balls? Can they? Like vagilar blues?

"Isabella you are magnificent," he said still holding my gaze.

"Edwards please you don't have to make me feel better. I know there is no way any man could ever be turned on by my body." I said as a matter of fact of because of my small and awkward build.

Edward allowed his gaze to drift from my eyes and down my neck. It was so heated I could feel his eyes leaving a scorching trail down my neck and collarbone all the way to my chest.

He looked at my chest and I immediately moved my hands back to cover myself up hoping to spare myself some of the humiliation that comes with rejection.

"You are perfect, I have never seen anything more beautiful in my whole life, and there are no words to describe your perfection." He said down at my chest.

I just rolled my eyes at the ridiculous comment.

"Why would you say that?" he asked

"I have been told," I said feeling the tears forming in my eyes.

"Why are you crying?" He asked me as I tried to move away but he just moved his body closer to mine pinning me. He wiped the tears steaming down my cheek with his inside of his thumb.

"Fuck Edward I am hideous okay? Why do you think I fucked up my body by covering it in tattoos?" I yelled hysterically.

"You are amazingly beautiful and sexy and I am very turned on by you Isabella, it is taking everything I have to hold back right now." He said forcing me to meet his gaze

"Please don't feel obligated to say that" I stated

He didn't say anything he just took my hand and slowly moved it down the curve of his body he pressed my hand against his throbbing manhood which felt like it was a block of cement it was so hard.

"You do that to me Isabella, you and your beautifully body." He said staring intently at me.

He moved his head down and sucked my nipple into his mouth and I felt his tongue whirl around my nipple and then he gently blew onto it. It was an earth shattering experience. His other hand moved to gently massage the other breast. He kept sucking at my nipple till I thought I might go through the roof.

"I don't have much experience" I said blushing, "I am not sure if you will enjoy this as much as I will, so if you wanted to stop I will understand" I finished

He just kept sucking at my chest making me moan under his expert touch. I snaked my hand under the back hem of his shirt and started lifting his shirt. He stopped sucking just long enough to remove his shirt.

My breath hitched in my throat at the amazing sight that was Edward. The whole left side of his body including his arm was covered in a tribal tattoo stretching from his shoulder dipping below his waist and curling around his belly button and over his chest. It was heart stopping. He just smirked at me and took my hand. He gently guided my hand over his chest feeling his tattoo under my fingers was unbelievable.

"Edward you are beautiful," I said because he was. It was amazing the ink on his body gave his muscle a defining look and as I moved my hand over his chest his muscles rippled and it had the most amazing effect. I stopped my hand as I felt the small ball piercing he had in his nipple and I moaned. I gently put my hand on his back and pulled him down to me. Kissing him with so much force I thought my lips would bust open. He returned my kiss just as ferociously. It was animalistic.

His hand kept running down my side and stopped at the waist of my thong.

"Do you want to stop, because if you aren't ready I will wait?" He said and I could barely make it out under his haggard breathing.

I just lifted my head and kissed him hard. Conscious be damned. I was on shag highway heading south.

Edward moaned into my mouth and I felt his hand move under the elastic of my underwear I stilled my lips as his hand moved over my clit. The touch made my whole body react.

Edward moaned and gently moved his fingers between the lips of my cooter.

"You are drenched Isabella" he said looking at me with a smoldering gaze.

"I…I…am sorry Edward I don't know…" He stilled me by kissing me hard.

"Don't be sorry love that is just to show that you want me." He said smirking at me.

"Can't be," I said before I could still my mouth.

"Oh, Isabella trust me on this will you?" He said gently.

"Well then put on your swimming trunks because you might be heading into the Nile River!" I stated kissing him hard and I could feel him chuckle.

He shifted gently off of me onto his side and I felt empty with him no longer on top of me. He gently stated sucking on my nipple again just before I felt him insert one finger into my cooter and I arched my back at the sheer magnificence. It was the scariest most overwhelming experience yet.

"Isabella is this your first time?" he asked

"No" I said and immediately forcing the thought out of my head.

His hand was gently but I needed more so I started moving my hips in time to his hand while he sucked my nipple.

"Edward please…." I pleaded unashamed only thinking of my orgasm now.

"Tell me what you want Isabella and it is yours. I cannot deny you anything," he said between sucks.

"..Please" I stuttered as I felt him insert another finger into my cooter. He started trailing kisses over my stomach and I felt tension build up in my lower abdomen.

In one swift move Edward had ripped my thong to shreds. "I hope you weren't fond of that but I will buy you a new one" He said breathless. But I was too far-gone to register anything else he said.

I felt him kiss down my body and just before his mouth made contact with my cooter I realized his intention and I quickly stopped his head by gripping it with my hands.

"Edward don't!" was all I said. He just sighed and licked the length of my cooter. Swirling his tongue over my clit and making me moan and blush simultaneously.

He sped up the pace of his finger and combined with the licking I felt my whole tummy pull together like a tight coil and I panicked. Just then an amazing floating feeling overtook my whole body and heat spread across it like the sun on a tropical island heating the sand on the beach. Making me yelled out at the sheer pleasure he gave "OH SWEET FUCK EDWARD!"

My whole body trembled and I felt Edward removed his fingers and gently lick up the inside of my slip till there was nothing more to lick. I blushed so bad it felt like I was having a go at the Guinness book of record for the most blushes in an hour.

My hands traveled over the curve of Edwards's body and he moved himself between my legs and his gaze met mine. I could see his cock and I panicked I mean he was massive! How the fuck was that going to fit into me?

He gently leaned forward and kissed me and the one kiss ignited my whole body causing me to moan like a whore in a cheap porn movie. He leaned over and grabbed a foil packed from the drawer, he ripped it open with his teeth and slipped the rubber no. He moved forward so that his nose was touching mine and gently placed his cock at the entrance to my cooter he then with a shift of his hip moved into me. The sheer pleasure made me gasp. I felt full and it was amazing. He looked into my eyes and waited for me to adjust before moving forward.

"Isabella you are too small my love" He said looking me in the eye and gently rocking his hips forward. The movement was amazing and I felt myself stretched so far I thought I would rip he moved forward a little bit filling me some more and I felt a ripple of pain and I hitched my breath and quickly got a tight grip on his forearms. I shut my eyes and waited.

"Isabella I don't understand you said this wasn't your first time?" He asked concerned

"It isn't my first time but it is my first time willingly" I said smiling up at him.

He stopped his movement completely and just stared at me. I felt captured by his gaze.

He moved his hand to massage my breast as he made a trail of kisses from my neck to my jaw all the while still rocking his hips gently into me. He gently sped his movement up as soon as I moaned and his messaging became more intense has he moved to flick my nipple with his tongue. All I could do was move my hand up and down his back.

He kept speeding up his pace but it felt like he was holding back, the feeling was so intense so I scraped my nails down the curve of his back and he moaned loudly which made me think that what I was doing was right so I did it again applying some pressure as I felt him take my nipple between his teeth and biting before sucking and then biting. The pain mixed with pleasure was enough to send me over the edge and he moved his hand down to rub my clit while he thrust into me, speeding up the movement of his cock.

I was just about to topple over as I felt the coil release like a rubber band shooting through my stomach and I don't know why but I just acted on impulse and bit hard into his shoulder which just made him moan louder.

"Bellaaaaa!" He moaned

"Oh shit yes Edward don't stop please" I moaned

He started a frantic pace as he gently bit down on my nipple.

"Come for my beautiful Isabella" He said blowing onto my nipple

"E…d….w…a…r…d!" I moaned as I felt my body tremble and release my earth shattering orgasm. I felt Edwards stiffen and his body also started trembling. "Oh my beautiful Bella…." He moaned as he rode out his orgasm.

Then it hit me I actually had an orgasm and in return so did Edward with me? ME ISABELLA MARIE WHITLOCK? ME?

I was smiling like a hill Billy who just won $20 dollars at the state fair and Edward just lied down and wrapped his arms around me. I could feel his heart beat….

EPOV

I just had the most amazing earth shattering orgasm of my life.

When I saw Bella's body cover in beautiful tattoo's, she had a floral design just under her belly button. There was a intricate design moving down her rib cage. She was very well toned and had and amazing body. She was all muscle I could see how well she was ripped she had the outline of a six-pack on her tummy and it was the most beautiful body you would ever find. Her legs seemed to go on forever and the tribal tat on her hip moving over her bare pubic bone made her slender body seem even more beautiful. But no amount of muscle could make up for the fact that she was definitely under weight

I was shocked to my core when she told me it was her first time willingly. I am going to kill the bastard that hurt Bella with my bare hands.

I had Bella wrapped in my arms and her head was rested on my chest. It was the most amazing feeling I have ever had.

"Does it always feel like that?" I heard Bella ask "Bella this was the most intense orgasm I have ever had. I mean I couldn't even fit into you all the way and it was still the most intense I have ever experienced." I said.

"What do you mean?" Bella said stirring so she can look into my eyes.

"Bella you are a very small girl, and I didn't want to hurt you." I said trying not to scare her too much.

"Oh….but did you….was it still okay for you" She asked trying to hide her blush from me.

I just laughed and cupped her chin in my hand forcing her gaze to meet mine

"Nothing can compare to you" I said. She moved her gaze from my eyes to my shoulders. And then her hand gently stroked over my shoulder looking sad.

"I am sorry about that," She said and then I remembered that she had bit me. But I was into that so I thought it was sexy.

"Bella I like it feel free to do that whenever you want" I said still smiling.

BPOV

I felt like crap for biting him even though it felt good. I felt safe in his arms but I knew I wasn't meant to be happy so this could never work out. He would leave me the moment he hears about my past.

Fuck my life!

"Tell me what happened in your past Bella?" Edward asked nothing more than a whisper and I decided it was looking pulling off a band aid the fast you did it and got it over with the sooner you could move on to healing.

"I'll give you the edited quick version and then I will leave…." I started and I could see him move to say something and I put my fingers on his lips to stop him.

"Edward I am not what you think I am, I am not a good person and I deserve to be alone, I will not drag you down with me." I started still with my fingers on Edwards's lips to stop him from saying anything. I sat up and pulled a sheet over my chest while Edward was on his back on hand on his stomach the other still stretched out from when he held me.

"I was in design school and I desperately wanted to check out the club scene. I begged Rose to go with me and she relented…Jasper had warned me to stay away but not me? I had to go…"

"We ended up at a frat party where Rose was bombarded with fans, like always. I met a guy named Jacob and he kept offering me drinks. The one thing I knew was to not take it. He followed me the whole night and I was scared but I couldn't find Rose. He was talking casually and I started to relax and laughed at his dumb ass jokes…" I was now barely managing to fight the tears back.

"He was drinking and offered some of his drink to me so I stared sipping on it. It was my first taste of alcohol so I was tipsy fast!"

"Before I knew what was happening we were heading to the back of the frat house so Jacob could show me his car…" I felt a tear streak down my face.

Edward took my hand in his and gave it a gently squeeze before lifting my hand to his lips and gently kissing my knuckles.

"I got clobber over the head and ended up in Jacobs's trunk. He took me to some boat house and beat the shit out of me. He ripped my clothes off my body and laughed and said that I would never be able to get any man with my body because it was disgusting. He called some guys and told them to bring the hot blond because I couldn't get a rise out of him. He shoved his penis in my mouth and….well you know. He was constantly beating and kicking me. He used this whip to beat me once his fists hurt too bad" I was now full on hysterical. And Edward laced his fingers with mine.

"He raped me then but stopped because he said I was making him feel ill to his stomach with disgust."

"I laughed at him because for the first time in my life I was happy to be ugly and figureless."

"DON'T EVER SAY THAT AGAIN!" Edward yelled at me and I flinched, but continued before he could say more.

"A car approached and Rose got out with one of the guys from the frat-house...but Rose had beat the shit out of the guy and when she saw me there naked beaten and bleeding my eyes swollen shut she went bat shit crazy on Jacobs ass!" I laughed at the memory

"She called the police and used her jacket to kind of cover my tattered body. I never told Jasper and Rose took me too Italy for Therapy and to heal…" I finished

I moved to get of the bed, as I couldn't look up and see the disgust in eyes.

"Bella I am so sorry for what happened to you, and I am going to kill that mother fucker for hurting you!" He said with so much venom that I spun round to look at him and there was no disgust in his eyes for me.

"What do you mean?" I asked confused.

"Bella I am sorry that you got hurt I wish I could take it all away, you are the most beautiful woman I have ever met and for that asshole to do the things to you that he did? I mean every inch of your body should be worshipped and pleasured and not abused." He said calmly.

"Edward you obviously are delusional because there is nothing good about me." I stated

"Isabella you are beautiful and I will do anything to show you just how beautiful you are."

"Edward I am so wrong for you, I will not let my reputation ruin yours."

"Isabella you have no idea what you are talking about. I would be honored to have my name just used in the same sentence as yours. I don't care what the media says about my family or me because they do not define me. I will not sit here and listen to you bring yourself down for a low life asshole like Jacob. He broke you but your beauty cannot be disguised." He said taking my hand and placing kisses and every knuckle.

"You Isabella are breathtakingly beautiful" he finished

I sighed

"Give me a chance to be with you?" he asked softly "I am not Jacob"

"But I read the news papers Edward and I know that you are not the stick around girls type, you fuck-em and forget-em"

"Isabella, no matter what my reputation is like I have never hurt the girls I am with. I always treat them with respect no matter what. I want more from you than a one night stand. You are not like the rest I feel a connection with you"

I have never been… with anyone in the boyfriend sense and Edward made me feel special and worshipped. I owed him this much I mean I have been drooling over him. I would take whatever part of him he was willing to give.

I was deep in thought and biting my lip when I felt Edwards hand come into contact with my lower lip "Don't do that because you have no idea how hard it is to not take you again when you are looking so sexy!" He said giving me a heart-stopping panty dropping smile.

"If my potty mouth doesn't scare you off Edward I would take whatever part of you that you are willing to offer." I said

Wordlessly he took me back into his arms and pulled the blanket over both our bodies. He wrapped his arms tighter around my body and nuzzled his head into my hair.

"What are we doing?" I asked

"Going to sleep it is 3am in the morning…." He started. "Did you want me to take you back to Jaspers?" He asked

"No I just don't have my jammies here, you know? What do you usually sleep in?" I asked because we were both but naked.

"Isabella I do not want to share your body with your jammies!" He laughed

"So should I put one of your shirts on?"

"No love I want to feel your naked body next to mine."

"But Edward how are we going sleep naked? What if the apartment burns down and we have to evacuate? Or what if I die in my sleep and the medic need to come and take me away? What if…" I was rambling and I knew it but what the fuck.

"Relax love if you die I will dress you while my heart rips to pieces and if the apartment burns down I will grab my robe behind the door to shield your magnificent body from the prying eyes of perverts." He laughed.

"Besides I cannot bear to have any barriers between us." He sad kissing me on the head.

"Sleep my sweet." Was the last thing I heard before I succumbed into a deep slumber.

"I am so fucking hungry I could nibble on toe jam!" I said about an hour into my sleep because my stomach was grumbling so bad… But Edward was fast asleep so I slipped out of the death grip he had me in and slipped on the shirt laying on the floor and headed into the kitchen. My body ached but it was a satisfying ache and my cooter hurt like a fucking mother.

He had some wheat loops so I found a bowl and some milk making myself a delicious bowl of cereal.

Fuck my cooter hurt so I hoped onto the counter and put the cold bowl of cereal between my leg and eating like that, with the cold seeping into my cooter.

"What you up to Bella?" I hear Edward ask behind me and my head whipped around to see him standing against the wall arms folded and staring at me.

"Munchies" I said looking down at myself sitting in Edwards's shirt with a bowl of cereal cooling my cooter.

"Sorry for just going through your stuff without permission" I blabbed on and he just rolled his eyes.

He smiled and walked over to me putting an arm on either side of me and kissing me on the lips.

"What did you do to my cooter?" I asked

"You're what?" he asked confused

"My cooter hurts Edward?" I said stating my point

"And now it is so cold ah shit its cold fuck!" I said making haste to move the bowl as my cooter was about to get frostbite.

Edward laughed and took the bowl from me placing it on the table next to me and pushing me back into a laying position. He smirked again and gently lifted the shirt away exposing my cooter to his view. Fuck this was so damned embarrassing I could fucking die.

"Are we playing gyni-gyni?" I asked trying to mask the most of the embarrassment.

"Please don't look at my cooter like that," I said trying to sit up but he held a hand on my stomach.

"Why?" he asked

"I don't know maybe my cooter is deformed or ugly or something I mean it not like I have anything to compare it with!" I rambled…

"Isabella trust me, everything is in perfect harmony, and very well proportioned." He said before licking in my slit and gently rubbing my clit, he moved his mouth to kiss my lips delicately. I moaned.

"Let me make it better for you." He said softly inserting one finger into my cooter and my back arched off the table.

"You are beautiful," he said still pleasuring me gently with his mouth and finger.

"Sweet Mother of …." I moaned

I came almost instantly and he removed his finger and placed his tongue there gently lapping his tongue over my cooter.

He gently picked me up and carried me to the room. He placed me on the side of the bed before removing my shirt and pushing me onto my back and slipping in next to me. In no time I felt his arms snake around me and pulling me to his chest.

I fell asleep almost instantly.