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Chapter 7 - Confessions
Natsume
Mikan ran off. And I can't find her. MY GOODNESS WHERE DID SHE GO? I have checked everywhere. From the north perimeter to the south. From the east to the west. She's not in her room. And she's not in Hotaru's room either. Well, I didn't check. I just listened for the baka gun to go off. But it never did. That's how I know.
"Oh Naaatsumee! Come on over here!" Ugh. Why did the slut Luna have to find me? Especially at a time like this. Maybe if I just keep walking… "Oi, Natsume!" Luna shrieked as she latched onto my arm. Damn it all. I took my arm back and turned around to give her the death stare. That's when I saw her lackeys, (aka the new girls who think Luna can get any guy and they all want to be just like her.) Hey, I could have some fun with this. "Listen," I said with cold and serious eyes, "just because I tried to help you get Inchou doesn't mean I can help you, yet again, get another guy a level higher than that. It's not my fault they all think you're ugly and only want your body." Then I decided to finish off with sympathy, just to sell it, "Look, I'm SO sorry that Inchou wanted ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with you. Maybe you should just go back to cheering up the homeless." She just stood there; face red, eyes wide, and mouth agape. She knew all too well that anybody would believe me over her. Then I looked over at her lackeys, snickering, obviously turned against her. I just smirked and walked away. Nobody tries to get between me and getting Mikan. But as I was walking away she mumbled something that made me stop. I turned around to face her, "What," I said slowly, "did you just say?" This time it was her smirking, "Oh, nothing," she looked at me devilishly, "You'll figure it out soon enough." And with that she went back to the dorms, abandoning her ex-lackeys. What in the world did she say? Ugh, nevermind. It was probably just something stupid anyway. I set back to wat I was doing.
I kept looking. Sheesh. Was the girl always this skilled at hiding? Oh well, she'll show up eventually. I went back to the sakura tree. Dimitri had gone back to his room. I sat down, leaning against the tree. "Gosh, I screwed up big time." I said to myself out loud, "Why? Why did I let my jealousy get the best of me? The worst part of it is, Dimitri fought fair because technically, I didn't have to explode on Mikan." You know, talking out loud to yourself really does help. All of a sudden, Mikan jumps down from the tree, scaring the crap outta me. Eyeballing me sadly, she asked, "You two were fighting? Over what? I didn't see any bruises on either of you.
I don't really know what to laugh at. First, she was smart enough to wait till I left, THEN climbed into the tree. Second, she managed to scare me. Third, Mikan still doesn't understand that we've been fighting over HER. Fourth, she thought that guy could leave a bruise on me. I just laughed at all four. Mikan maintained that confused look on her pretty face. Then I realized exactly what should happen here.
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Natsume stood up and took Mikan's hands, putting them to his chest. "Polka, look at me." She opened her mouth to yell at him for the nickname, but he cut her off. "Just look at me Mikan!" Natsume said sternly. Mikan looked at him, face slightly blushing from the use of her real name. "Just listen to me for two minutes, okay?" She nodded her head. "Ever since I met you, I haven't been able to get you out of my head. Every time you smile, I can barely think straight. When you laugh, it takes everything in me not to laugh with you. Whenever you're sad, I have the overwhelming urge to hold you and comfort you. And all I can do to keep up my reputation is smirk and act like I don't care." Mikan tried to pull away. She didn't know where he was going with this. But Natsume wouldn't let her go." Stop fighting and let me get this out!" Natsume snapped, he was serious. So Mikan listened, "I guess what I'm trying to say is… I… I love you Ms. Mikan Sakura." Mikan's eyes widened. She wanted, more than anything, for this to just be a stupid hallucination after her falling on her head. But crimson still clashed with hazel. This is NOT what I wanted to happen! Mikan thought to herself. She soon realized that all she was doing was staring.
Mikan pulled away forcefully from Natsume, glaring at him. "Natsume Hyuuga," Mikan stated, "I never will trust you ever again. I'm sick of the games and the lies. You know what? Just go onto the next girl and leave me the hell alone." She said it all slowly and angrily, hoping he would get it. Mikan thought she saw pain in his eyes, then just reasoned that she'd imagined it.
Natsume
I confessed to her, then she pulled away from me and glared at me. "Natsume Hyuuga, I never will trust you ever again. I'm sick of the games and the lies. You know what? Just go onto the next girl and leave me the hell alone." Ouch. That was a flat out rejection. Wait. Games? Lies? Go onto the next girl? What was she talking about? She turned to walk away, but I grabbed her arm. "Mikan, what are you talking about?"
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Natsume grabbed Mikan's arm as she tried to walk away, tried to keep from showing him her tears. "Mikan, what are you talking about?" How, Mikan thought to herself, without turning around, can he act confused? I've seen him lie to others before, it's not going to work with me. Mikan turned around fast and slapped him HARD, leaving a red hand print on his left cheek. "Just stop lying to me!" She screamed, tears streaming down her face. Natsume was still confused, "Mikan, if this is about what Dimitri said earlier-" "No! You know damn well what's going on! She told me everything!" Mikan left him with that as she ran off, leaving Natsume dumbfounded. He knew he would never get anywhere with her. Not tonight anyway. Natsume went back to his room, pondering until he fell asleep. In the middle of the night, he awoke quickly, jumping out of bed.
She told me everthing.
"SHE?"
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