AN: Okay, last chapter and probably the easiest and hardest one to write.
Dis
Dis knew she was stubborn and outspoken; knew she was prideful. And she knew she caused her brother aggravation. Dis put it up to the fact that Thorin was no better. On the other hand, Dis loved her family. She looked up to her brother and doted on her sons, Fili and Kili. The three of them were her life and she would do anything for them. Even if Fili and Kili were always causing trouble and between them and Thorin she acquired her fair share of gray hair. Even still, she would miss the raucous and yelling.
She would miss the way Thorin would look at Fili and Kili; like all of his love was reserved for them. She would miss the scheming looks Fili and Kili gave each other and the sparkle in Thorin's eye when he noticed. She would miss the way Kili's eyes danced with glee at the though of adventure. How Fili always kept Kili in his line of sight. Dis would miss the way Fili was the only one able to control Kili while still allowing him to be free. How Fili's laugh and Kili's smile would light up the room. She would miss Thorin's aggravated sighs when he couldn't get his nephews, mostly Kili, to calm down enough to train. She would miss the jokes and sarcastic comments; the vibrating energy and the rooms being so full of life. Dis would miss the way Thorin would sit with her by the fire after the boys went to bed and smoke his pipe in comfortable silence. She would miss her brother's and sons' touch. The feel of their strong, comforting, and eager arms wrapped around her.
But most of all, Dis would miss the possibilities of their futures. Of Thorin being king and Fili and Kili getting married and having Dwarflings of their own. She couldn't do this anymore. They left those possibilities on the mountain, surrounded by bloodshed.
And as Dis succumbs to her grief, she realizes she will never again hear their voices, their laughter. She will never again feel them. And she will never again think of their future that could be.
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