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07. Hurt Again.
Blaine moved to sit on the edge of the bed to look at the taller Warbler, who sat up on the bed to look at him. He knew this was going to go either way, him getting hurt or him being happy. He looked down at the blanket that was unmade on the bed. He hated when he didn't make the bed before leaving for classes. Right now wasn't the time to think about his bed not being made. He looked back up at Sebastian to see he was still waiting to see what the shorter male.
"What am I supposed to think about what we did last night?" He whispered his question instead of being loud about it.
Sebastian fixed his blazer as he thought of answer to best suit what they did last night. He could only put his walls up again. "It was just sex between two friends. I don't do commit."
"But I thought…"
"You thought I would decide to commit into a relationship with you. I'm sorry, but I'm not going to settle down for you or any guy."
Blaine held tears in his eyes as listen to Sebastian tell him that he wouldn't get into commitment with anyone including him. He just couldn't believe what he was hearing, especially because he thought Sebastian change just a bit. He thought he let someone in his life. He was just wrong about everything he was thinking. He shouted at Sebastian, "You are one selfish prick, you know that. I gave my virginity up to you and this is what I get. We might be roommates. But I don't want you to talk to me at all and don't want you to come near me ever." He ran to the door and opened it. Then slammed it shut.
The hurting teen needed to get out of that room, not wanting Sebastian to see the tears that fell down. He ran to the dorm of one of his close friends and his fist knocked on the door hard. He didn't stop until the door was open before walking inside the room to sit on Jeff's bed. A sob came out louder than he intended it to be. He let the boy wrap his arms around him because he needed more than he could express. He let his head fall on Jeff's shoulder as let go of all the tears. Everything was bothering him, from losing his best friend Kurt and Sam to being told by Hunter that he was needed back as much Dalton. Then to have his heart stomped on floor by the guy he thought he had a crush on.
His life felt like it was falling apart and there was nothing he could do to stop it from happening. He felt like he was always going to be alone, that no one was going to appreciate him. He cried for what seemed like an hour had gone by before he pulled away to look at Jeff, who showed nothing, but concern for his best friend. "I'm sorry I came without tell you. I just need someone to make me feel better."
"I always told you that you can come to me anytime. We have been friends since you first stepped in the halls of Dalton." Jeff said with a small smile.
Blaine tried to let a smile come to lips, but it just didn't want to show due to hurt he was feeling. "I want to smile, but I can't find it in me to smile. I-I just been rejected by a guy I considered a friend." He didn't want to let him know it was Sebastian because Jeff had expressed that he didn't like him.
"Sebastian?"
Blaine just shook his head no at the name he didn't want to hurt. He didn't know that his face was telling a different story.
"You're not a good lair, Blaine. That asshole deserves my fist in his face for hurting you this way." Jeff was not only saying because he was actually going to do because now he was standing up and walking to the door. Blaine had to grab his arm to keep him from doing it.
"It's my fault because I just thought he changed just a bit for me, but he just that guy who has sex with guy and leaves them wanting him."
Jeff walked right up to Blaine and kneeled down to look him right in the eyes. He couldn't believe what he was hearing, not because Sebastian sleeps around. It's not the first time he heard of this. The part it Blaine could possibly be one of those boys. "Blaine, did he sleep with you?"
Blaine nodded as a tear escaped his eyelid as it slide down his cheek. He felt Jeff wrap his arms around his shoulders. He put his head on his shoulder to let the tears flow from his eyes. He cried until he made his body become tired and was falling asleep on shoulder of Jeff, who laid the teen on the bed. He laid down right next to him and held him as only a best friend knew how. Jeff just never had seen Blaine in this condition before because Kurt was the one there to pick up the pieces. He just laid there with the only thing he knew well to do. Tomorrow was a day that Sebastian was never going to forget.
Morning came way too early for Blaine, who was up since five in the morning and couldn't go back to sleep since then. He must of be really tired if he had slept that many hours of what was left of the day and the night. He slowly got up to avoid waking up the other teen sleeping next to him. He didn't mean for him to sleep in the dorm without asking. He walked quietly to the door to get out of the dorm room to go back to his own room. He couldn't feel the regret that he left without leaving a note. Later I need to thank Jeff for the shoulder to cry on, he thought to himself. He stopped in front of the door to the room. He opened it slowly to find the lights were out as stepped inside, closing the door.
Blaine rushed quietly to his closet to a white shirt along with the pants He grabbed the blazer he wore yesterday that still had the fresh scent of being clean. He walked to the bathroom to get dress, then put his hair back into its gel prison. He walked back out the room to gather his books and blinder. He placed them in his satchel bag carefully. He grabbed his keys and phone off of the nightstand, then walked out the room without taking a glance at the other bed. He didn't care if Sebastian was there or not. He walked down the hall to the cafeteria to grab a black coffee and he went to the little room with tables to do the homework he hadn't finished.
When Blaine was finish doing his homework, he got up from the chair to walk outside the school to take a walk around the school grounds. He stopped at the little garden that was hidden from the front view of the building. He placed his back down on the bench and sat down on it as his hands rubbed against the wooden material. He remembered the first time he had discovered this spot while one of his adventures of needing time to think of a number to audition for the Warblers. He thought they were going to hate the song he sung to them. It turned out that he was wrong about it because he was made instantly the leader of the Warblers.
He sat there just thinking about everything that has been going on in his mind, especially all the feelings he was having. One was the ruined friendship with Kurt. Two, the Captain hurting him without a flinch or blink and the third one was Sebastian rejecting him. He was going to wait a while before talking to his ex-boyfriend and ex-best friend. As Sebastian, he was going to follow through with what he had said he was going to do. Ignore him at all cost, even at Warbler practice. He just couldn't go back on his own words. That hurt to be rejected by the guy who claimed to be his friend, even though he shouldn't feel that way. He sat there just looking at the sky that was still black from being early in the morning. He had even watched the sun come up for the day before walking the path back to the Dalton's front door.
There were students now that were beginning to roam the halls to whether it was the cafeteria or to the library for a book. He smiled a fake smile at some of the boys that passed him on his way to the cafeteria. He got another cup of coffee before take a sit in the corner of the room, away from the table that will be accompanied by all his friends. He just didn't want to be near guys right now. He just stared at the wall as slow sipped on the coffee. He was just frowning at it like had offended him in some way. He could hear the chatting along with laughter. He felt like he was the only one that was hurting and people were gossiping about it. The sad boy had got his heart broke and act like it was the end of the world.
Blaine finally turned to see that Jeff was sitting with Trent, who both gave him a sympathy look before going back to talking to each other. He pushed the cup away from him. He placed both his hands on the table before placing his chin on top. He just wished he could disappear from the looks he was getting. He could feel the tears swelling up in his eyes all over again. He stayed like that for ten minutes while thinking of what to do today just get through this day in one piece. He grabbed the cup of coffee that became cold and walked to the trash can. He took one glance the table to see Hunter was there along with the guys, even Sebastian. He threw the cup in the trash can, then walked out the room. He raced down to the garden to cry yet again over being hurt again.
Jeff was trying to bite his tongue the whole time Sebastian talked about a random hook up for the night. He couldn't stand the fact that the guy shows no emotions as to why Blaine wasn't even sitting next to them or even near them. He just worried about the next quick sex he was going to get tonight. It boiled over until he couldn't take it anymore. This little of game sex had to go, especially a boy who thought it was okay to see someone hurt over him. He just had to say something or he was going to just throw a punch.
"I'm going to…" Sebastian was going to say before Jeff stood up while saying out loud to the whole table to hear, "… have sex with the guy who has a crush on you, have sex and then hurt him. Then you sit here talking about your next fix while the guy is hurting over you and is in the same room as you. You really are a heartless person." There was a lot of gasp going around the table, even people that were close even to the table to hear it. He grabbed his satchel bag strapped it around his shoulder while storming off to find out where Blaine. Every Warbler left the table as quickly like they were just burned by Sebastian.
There still sitting at the table was Sebastian as Hunter had gotten up from the table to glare at the former Captain. He leaned over on the table to make his threaten clear to Sebastian. "We lose Blaine and I swear I will make your life a living hell. Trust me, I can make that happen faster than you can scream daddy in French."
Last night's episode has a bit of influence on my creativity. (: Next chapter you will see a Jeff being really good friend to Blaine, even trying helping someone. (;
