Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto or any of the characters.

Warning: Rushness; Grammar; OOCness; Yaoi; Lemon; swearing; repetitiveness (I'm a repetitive person) and anything you notice that isn't on this list but is on this list.


Naruto opened his eyes, and saw Sasuke glaring at him with the sharingan. Drastic times, call for drastic measures.
"Why, why do you go this far for me...?" Sasuke asked.
"...Sasuke...I always knew you were a loner...I was relieved because I thought you were the same as me. Besides that, I was glad, I wanted to talk to you straight away, but you didn't speak. You could do everything, and you had everyone. We were too different. Regrettably, I decided you were my rival, I didn't want to lose to you. I was a loser. Thats all I ever thought even when we were in team 7. I stubbornly continued to lie, because I wanted to be just like you..."
"What are you trying to say Naruto...?"
"I don't want to be ahead or behind you, or far away from you. I want to just be beside you, Sasuke. Because I like you. If I'm with you I don't care about the future, but I've tried every possible way to make you come back, I've even tried going if you."
Naruto took a pause before continuing "You're probably confused, and you might not believe me, but I've been stuck in a loop, from this fight, to the end of this day. I've tried to change the future but it's pretty much the same outcome."
Naruto pulled out a kunai.

"hn, you think a kunai can stop me?" Sasuke raised an eyebrow

"No, this kunai isn't for you..." Naruto replied not looking Sasuke in the eye, but at the now interesting kunai.
"what do you mean 'not for you'?" Sasuke asked wondering what he meant.
Naruto looked up to catch Sasuke's eyes, Sasuke saw hurt and anger in his eyes, "Sasuke, I cant stand watching you walk away, I cant stand you leaving if you leave I'm losing someone I love..and I don't want to be alone again. I want this painful loop to end." Tears threatened to fall from his face, sasuke stood shocked, 'he's...telling the truth!'

Naruto raised the kunai to his heart, "I can't stand it no longer"
Sasuke's eyes widened "Wait! Naruto don't!" Sasuke charged at him, but naruto ignored him and plunged the kunai near his heart.
Sasuke caught Naruto just as he fell, to kill Naruto was one thing, but to watch the blond kill himself and saying he loved Sasuke was another.

"Brat..Wake up"
Naruto opened his eyes and saw the fox once again.
"You little Brat, what do you think you were doing!?"
Naruto blinked "I'm ending it.."
"What happened to that little brat that wouldn't give up?"
Naruto watched as Kyuubi laid down his eyes still fixed with Narutos.
"you're right, I'm giving up too easily"

"Did you want my help again? Luckily you missed your heart. It's not to late to say sorry and beg for my forgiveness and powers?
"no, I don't need your help" Naruto replied tearing his eyes away from Kyuubi
"suit yourself, brat"

Naruto watched as Kyuubi disappeared.

Sasuke held Naruto, whos blood was covering Sasuke quickly.
He ripped some material from his shirt, using it to cover the wound hoping to stop the blood, but it didn't.
Narutos usual tanned skin began to grow paler by the second. Sasuke felt a pain in his heart, it hurt as much the murder of his clan. He had been so calm earlier, saying he would kill Naruto, severe all ties with him, but now it was here, not it was Naruto giving up on his own life, Sasuke couldn't handle it. Just like before, in the midst, when Sasuke was prepared to die for Naruto, Naruto was prepared to kill himself for Sasuke.
He gently picked naruto up and ran, heading back towards Konoha as fast as his legs could carry both of them.

"It's raining...you still got the scent?"
"yeah...and for some reason it's getting stronger"
The silver haired man stopped soon followed by a small light brown dog

"what?"

Kakashi watched as a bloody Sasuke ran at him holding a fully blood covered naruto. He stopped at Kakashi, gasping for breath.
"Na-naruto, he, he"
Pakkun nodded , at Sasuke. Kakashi took Naruto from Sasuke, and both began to run to the village.
It felt like forever, maybe it was because time was raining out.

Sasuke slammed open the hospital doors,
"TSUNADE!" he screamed looking around the room, people watched him but he ignored the stares.

"TSUNADE!" Sasuke stumbled, he was dizzy and tired, he used nearly all his chakra to get there,
Kakashi soon ran through the door with Naruto in his arms, "Sasuke?"
"What!? Don't worry about me, worry about Naruto! I need Tsunade now!" Sasuke ran through another door calling for Tsunade, Kakashi still following closely behind him, he had noticed Sasuke looked tired and he had been crying.

Tsunade came out from an emergency room "who the hell is calling me!? I'm in an op...er... oh my gawd, what happened!?" She ran over to Sasuke and Kakashi, and started healing Naruto.
"He, he did it to himself" Sasuke began to explain, "He stabbed himself. He said he couldn't take it anymore."
"what does that mean?" asked Kakashi.
"Beats me.." replied Sasuke as he kept his eyes on Naruto as some nurses took him into the emergency room.
"Sasuke...You know you'll be punished now your back in the village..I need to take you.."
"I'm not going any where until I know Narutos situation..."
Kakashi nodded. The boy risked coming back just for his bestfriend. That seemed to mean something.

It felt like hours as Sasuke sat outside the emergency room bouncing his knee anxiously, he didn't want to hear bad news. He wanted Naruto be alright.
"Sasuke-kun!" Sasuke turned his head to see Sakura who jumped and hugged Sasuke's arm in a killing grip.
"You're okay Sasuke!"
He shrugged her off of him, guilty in the fact that he was unharmed compared to Naruto.
"Kakashi-sensei where's Naruto? I need to thank him.."
Sasuke gulped. He really felt like shit right now.
Kakashi didn't say a word but took a glance at the sign above the door saying "emergency room" and then looked back at sakura.

Her face became crestfallen and she went silent before sitting down beside Kakashi and Sasuke. Another word was not spoken as the floor had became highly interesting.


"Come on...thread with his hair, do what we did with Neji Hyuuga"
"Tsunade-sama have you made something yet?"
Tsunade shook her head "I've been reading the Nara's healing book but I'm not sure about using it"

"Tsunade-sama we must, he's losing much more blood than necessary"

"Hear that Brat? Look like you're going to die if you dont have my help.."
Naruto turned his head to face him, "shut it will you"
Kyuubi looked taking-a-back
"Rude little brat...I only want to help you..."
Naruto scoffed "yeah right"
"Do you want my help or not?"
"no"
"You feel it, don't you you little brat? You feel lighter and sleepier, but it feels comfortable to you. You're becoming to like it? Right?"
Naruto turned to re-face a grinning fox "Yes, I am, so?"
"It means your dying brat.."
"Fine! Heal me!"
"Sorry, Can't..." grinned the nine tailed fox more,
"what do you mean "cant" " naruto said through gritted teeth
"...heh..."

"Tsunade...his heart beat on the monitor..."
"what!?" Tsuande growled pumping Naruto's heart,

"It's gone tsunade-Sama.." whispered Shizune not looking at her.
Tsunade looked up still pumping his heart, to see indeed that the monitor had a straight line, Tsunade felt her eyes tear up 'not again...I lost them..now I've lost him' a tear fell down.
"naruto.."

Naruto could feel Tsunade crying on him. "It's like how I imagined it from the beginning," Naruto thought.
"I knew Baa-chan would cry..."

"You stupid fox, I need you now, I need you to heal me! Please I beg of you, heal me Kyuubi!"
"Lets make a deal brat...release me and I'll help you..."
"No way!"
"Then die.."

"Tsunade! We need to make preperations now!...Narutos the jinnchiriki...the seal will come off and thenine tailed fox will be free..."
"We need to seal it long enough to find another vessel. Order the strongest Anbu here now!" Tsunade sobbed still looking at the peaceful face of the blond. She just couldn't believe it.


Edited 6th may 2013