Jax moved around the kitchen fixing his tea. He'd gotten rid of coffee to make Jenna stop drinking it. He can hear her humming some tune he doesn't recognize as she dresses.

It's funny how keenly he can feel her looking at him as he sips his tea. Looking at the pictures laid on the table. "Baby, I hate to break it to you but no matter how hard you stare at it Abey baby ain't gonna appear."

"I know I just…"

"Need to feel close to him. I know that." she reached over him to grab his mug sipping the tea. "Needs red hots," she stated.

"Some weird pregnant girl thing?" he smirked. "No, just a Jenna thing." he reached out touching her belly. The backs of his fingers skating down the rounded bump. "You're starting to show, I kinda like it."

She smiled softly, before her brows furrowed he looked over and was caught by her beauty for a moment.

She wore a short sleeved v-neck baby doll dress with a green polka dot top the shirt was a green, black, and white floral print skirt. It was feminine without being to girly, it was he decided very Jenna. She wore only mascara, eyeliner and pink lip gloss. Her hair was fishtail braided down her left shoulder, her bangs stick straight and fringy.

"You look pretty today Jenna, all barefoot and preggers in my kitchen."

The statement didn't make her laugh as he'd hoped. " What is it?" he said with a tired sigh.

"I don't wanna fight with you."

"So, don't."

"But I'm really uncomfortable with Tara going up to Canada with you, It's just I'm your wife and I feel like she doesn't really respect me or your choices, and I… Well I'd just rather she came back to Charming."

"You are being insecure." he stated quietly.

"Maybe so but I have my reasons, its Tara and we've always competed for your heart…I just need to feel that I've got nothing to worry about and it would help if she didn't love sick puppy it all the way to Canada with you."

"You aren't competing for anything, much less my heart its always been yours… but I'll talk to her send her back here if that's what you want."

"Thank you for that and for lying so well, but I know she got to you first."

"But you kept me. You are the only one whose ever been, mine completely."

He kissed her chastely. "Now, grab what ever it is you can eat these days and lets roll out."

She gave him a snappy salute. "Yessir."

He smirked. "Can you do that when I ask you to do dirty shit in bed?"

"There is something seriously perverse about you Jackson. Help me find my flip flops?"

"By the couch."

-/-

Jenna was hugging Piney when she heard Jax shout. "Where's my fuckin' kid?" then the force with which he punched the van panel repeatedly screaming made her flinch in Piney's arms.

"Liam O'neil swears he never made it to Ireland with Cameron."

Jenna rolled forward and grabbed his hands looking them over for a few seconds before he jerked himself away. "I'm fine. Leave me alone."

Jenna's jaw ticked in anger. "Do not take aim at me when I'm not at fault."

"Whatever Jenna." she rolled off movements jerky in her anger. Her screams of frustration echoed around them She picked up a empty bike gas tank and flung it at the shop wall.

Piney went after her. "Pumpkin,"

"I'm frustrated, tired, angry, emotional, I just want my kid back, that's all…"

"I know just hang on a little longer we're close baby,"

She nodded in answer "I'll come back to the group I just need a minute to breathe…"

"Okay." he said and walked away. As he walked away Sunshine walked over, he had joined the nomad charter and was currently in Charming.

"Hey songbird, bad day?"

"You could say that."

"If it helps any you look great."

-/-

"Looks like Sunny Boy is busy chattin' up baby sister." Opie nodded back at them in a telling gesture to Jax.

"Wish his pretty boy ass would go crawl back under his rock in Texas." Jax replied as he watched Jenna nod and smile at the other man before rolling off toward her truck. "Hey beautiful," he called to catch her attention she kept right on moving.

"Jennasis come here," he said firmly. Then thought better of it and added "Please." quietly.

"What do you want Jax." she asked not looking up from the purse she hefted from the truck and was currently rifling through slamming the car door shut with her free hand. She rolled over beside him but didn't touch him.

"Sorry."

"I know you are. We're both starting to fray at the edges. Maybe its better we just leave each other be."

"I don't want that and neither do you." cupping her chin his palm her leaned forward and kissed her. He backed off a little to catch her eye. "You are the one I take it out on because I know you'll never leave. Not fair or right but that's the truth." tears sprang to her eyes and he felt like scum making his pregnant wife cry. "Sometimes I wish you'd pick a new target." she sniffed back her tears and hugged him just as Opie handed him an envelope. "ten thousand for the tracker, sold the panhead."

"Now I really will cry, I'd of sold the Indian Ope, not like I'll ever ride it."

"You're not selling the 55 its our project." he said as Jax pulled him for a hug. "Thank you Man." "Not a problem, you look exceptionally girlish today sis." he teased.

"What are you lookin for in that bottomless pit you call a purse anyway?"

"My peanut butter spoon. No laughing at my preparedness."

"So, We keep our plan… you guys drop off the guns and do the med pick up Clay and I will go get Ma and Tara. What you doin' Babe?" he asked glancing at Jenna" thought I'd ride with Dad."

"Alright but stay in the car and duck down if you see cops."

"Wasn't born yesterday gorgeous."

-/-

Jax watched as Jenna sat in the van eating peanut butter straight from the jar, "That's all kinds of disgusting baby,"

"Shut up its protein and it stays down." he leaned into the window and kissed her goodbye. "Anything hinky goes down you duck."

Jenna laughed. "You know how to use the word hinky that made my day, and we're SOA everything is hinky babe."

"No patrone with bendy straws old man, my wife and spawn are with you ." Jax called to Piney.

"She's my child asshole, don't need your input." Piney grumbled.

-/-

Jax had told Tara everything he was going too. He was bringing the final box down for her.

"I want to go with you to Canada." She said.

"No," He said plainly.

"You need me I'm the only one who's not wanted."

"No, go back to work!"

"He's Mine too!"

"He's hers! " He shouted "I'm married! We're not your family don't you get that?"

"Oh yes, lets not forget precious perfect Jenna." Tara said spitefully.

"She was right!" he said through gritted teeth

"What did your old lady have to say?" she remarked snidely.

"Nothing besides the fact that you don't respect her or my choice, you wanna know one of the reasons I chose her because unlike you she knows when to shut the hell up and do as she's told, like a good ol' lady."

"Please as if that snotty bitch does anything but what she wants…."

"Shut up Tara you don't know shit about Jen, you're the one whose always been to fucking high and mighty to get to know her… why's that huh? Maybe because she's the one thing you've always wanted but could never be, and that's truly mine."

-/-

They pulled up to Honey's house, Bobby called Piney's attention to the guys in the bushes. "Yeah, I see em'"

He looked over at Jenna. "I'm scooting, Jesus bossy ass people." Jenna scrunched down her seat.

She was watching a hummingbird flutter around one of Honey's bird feeders. when gun fire broke out as she was ducking as far down as she could she saw that the outside guys had Juice and Opie pinned down on the front porch. She pulled out her cell to call Jax hoping her on service bar would hold out.

-/-

"You did What?" Jax asked.

"It was self defense she attacked your mother, Tig helped get rid of the body." Just as clay was coming down the stairs, Jax phone rang out the Halo Walking On Sunshine Glee mash up that apparently was Jenna's ring tone. Normally he would find her switching it to something so left field funny but not today.

"What? I'm kinda busy!"

"So am I dodgin' bullets so fuckin bite me or help!"

"What baby?"

"I can't look up Jax but I hear lots of bullets pinging off things."

"Where are you?"

"The van…Daddy, Bobby and Hap are inside with the drug peddler and Juice Ope, are pinned on the porch…"

"On my way! Don't move!"

"Like Imma go for a pee break now!"

"Yeah right sorry I yelled at you. Hey, love you."

"Love you too hurry."

"What I miss?" Clay asked. Before adding "Piney needs our help."

"Our lovely ladies here whacked the care taker. And this idiot." he gestured to Tig. "Helped them, douche bag." he added as passed him "I have a wife and brothers to go save don't have time for this shit."

"Actually I just made a phone call." Tig defended.

-/-

Jenna heard the boys pull up and sat up a little. She could see the cranker was heavily out numbered but also had a shot gun to her dad's head. "Drop your guns or I blow grandpa's head off."

"Your call hillbilly I got all day and your out numbered drop the shot gun and you'll live."

Jenna sat up fully. "Can I blow a hole in the living basis for deliverance?" she shouted. "NO! and Who said you could move?" Jax shouted back.

"Correction might live, if he can talk the crazy pregnant lady out of making you look like Swiss cheese." Clay said.

"It's a real sweet offer pumpkin but I got it." Piney said as he disarmed the guy. "Why are y'all doin this?" Hillbilly asked,

Piney knocked him out then spit at him. "Cause we're the good guys."

Once everything had calmed down Jax strode purposefully toward where she sat in the van. He grabbed her face and kissed her hard.

"I scare you?" she asked trying to ignore the sharp stitch in her side. "Yes."

Jenna and Opie watched Honey kiss Piney. Jenna looked to where her brother stood to her left leaning on the van. "That is just ugh…."

"You totally wanna yell not the mama at him don't you." Opie teased.

-/-

They rolled up to see Tara standing alone in the parking of the nursing home Jax and Clay talked to her before Tara tried to get on the bike with Jax. Jenna reached over and laid on the car horn. "Just like you don't touch another man's bike you don't ride bitch with a married man, Doc." She shouted.

"Love ya baby." Jax called back to her fighting amusement as Tara headed for the van.

"Where's Gem?" Jenna asked.

"Went to see Abel." Tara replied.

"Shit! God fuckin' Damnit!"

-/-

They rolled in just as Gemma turned and dropped her phone collapsing . Everyone scurried around Gemma.

"Someone tell me what's going on!" Jenna yelled as they loaded her into an ambulance. The stitch in her side was now blooming into a full on cramp."

"Looks like an arrhythmia sis!" Opie called back looking over as Jenna paled and tried to breath through the cramp.

"Jen!" he ran over "AD?" "Dunno, Opie…"

"Breathe… don't get scared ok…Tara, over here! She's… something is wrong…" Jax ran over he was about to get on his bike and follow the ambulance but backtracked snatching Tara by the arm and dragging over.

"Where's the pain?"

"Lower back, all through my stomach…" She breathed out. "Jax go with your Mom. I'm fine.""You don't look it, how fast can you drive Opie?" Tara said.

"I'm a regular Dale Earnhart."

"He died in a crash not reassuring Ope," Jenna joked. "Whoa, I think I pissed the fetus off it hurts." Jax got in the van sitting directly behind her Tara and Piney next to him. Opie set the van in gear looking to make sure all the doors were closed and he had a clear path he roared out of the lot.

Jax Just held his wife's hand and silently prayed for all the women he loved.

-/-

AN: I own nothing but my characters, sorry for the late update ladies my life took over for a bit. I went to the texas state fair had a blastI I hope you liked it please review.-Meg