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Summary: Just when things were getting better, things took for the worse. Is God playing tricks on them? Why are all these happening?

So Much For Love

Chapter 7

We thought it was over.

We thought after getting her memories, everything will be over.

But it seemed to us, it wasn't.

My body finally reacted to the reality that I was in 2025 after 1 week. We were still in the midst of getting Miyu's memories back when this had to happen to me.

"Kanata!"

That was the last thing I heard.

The next thing I knew, I woke up in a glass capsule but I wasn't able to move.

What was happening again?

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"What's happening to Kanata?"

Miyu's face was full of worry and she did not sleep for quite some time already. She had lost her appetite and told us she had no mood to eat anything.

My own daughter was worried for someone who she had almost no memories for. Her mind may not remember but her body does, it seemed.

"Miyu, it's gonna be okay." I assured her. "Papa, you guys said that a thousand times to me already! It's almost 2 weeks that Kanata's in there!" She cried.

"I'm sorry dear, this is all I can tell you because I don't really know anything. Don't worry, I believe your mum's got it under control." I pulled my girl into embrace as she hugged me tightly, crying hard.

"Time to get you something to eat alright? I'm sure he doesn't want to see you like this." I patted her head as she nodded against my chest. How adorable can my girl get.

As she ate her porridge, she looked at me. She gave the expression as if she wanted to ask something while I looked at her, expecting. She swallowed and decided to ask. "Papa, how is Kanata like?"

I chuckled as the realization of her all grown up hit me. My daughter was finally in true love.

"What do you think he's like to you?" I asked, smiling as a I stirred my coffee. She shyly spaced out and clearly was thinking about what I said as she answered without looking at me. "He's... really nice &devoted in a way. He gives in but he teases me sometimes when I think he knows I'm slightly upset, worried or angry."

Not responding to her, she looked back, blushing furiously as she punched me. This made me chuckled as I ruffled her hair while she tried to slap my hand, fixing her hair.

My daughter's all grown up.

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When I got all better, Miyu turned sick. It seemed that her leukemia turned for the worse.

I didn't know how to react but all I knew was to stay by her side.

Miyu went through so much just to see me. A girl who was stronger than me in any aspects fell before my very eyes. I had assured her everything will be fine and hardships will be over.

But... I failed to keep that promise.

"Kan...Kanata?"

I looked up and looked at her. That pale face was looking at me. "Miyu?" I finally spoke. "You're...You're crying..." She reached out to me but could not touch me as the glass was in the way. I opened the glass capsule as I held her hand close to my cheek. "I'm not. Something went into my eyes." I wiped my tears as I smiled at her weakly.

The expression on her face was clearly written on it. She was heartbroken and looked at me. "You're lying..." She said weakly as tears streamed down her face. "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." I answered her as I held her hand and cried.

"Silly boy... Why are you even apologizing...?" She asked touching my head with another hand. "You did nothing wrong." She added, ruffling my hair as I looked up to see her.

I wanted to cry to hard but I had to keep myself strong. If she could be this strong even now, why not me? I held her hand as I squeezed it tight.

"Everything will be alright... Everything will be alright."

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As time passed, there was no news of any donor and everyone was mentally prepared for the worse.

But I was not about to give up.

Her memories, I want her to remember. I want her to remember the times we had. I want her to remember how much I loved her. I want her to remember why she left me that time.

I want her to remember everything.

"M-Miyu... can you remember why you wanted me to pull over when we were in the car before the accident?" I choked a little, on the verge of crying as I looked at her thin pale face.

Her face suddenly scrunched up as if she remembered and burst into tears as she moved to lean on my chest. "It was because... I was about to die..." She cried, holding onto my shirt tight as she leaned on me.

She remembered at least. I hugged her as I breathed deeply to refrain from crying.

"You mean... you had leukemia back then?" I asked as she nodded against my chest. "I didn't want you to be alone!" She yelled against my shirt as I hugged her tighter. "Silly!" I yelled into the air. "I will still live with you because I love you silly!" I continued, sobbing onto her shoulder.

She continued to cry as she hugged me. "I love you too..."

She remembered.

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Miyu had left this world.

I couldn't keep myself sober most of the time, cooping myself in her room as it was the only place I could stay in because I could find no place to live.

What was happening to me?

"Kanata? Kanata, open the door."

I'm sorry. I have no strength. I thought. I couldn't even say those words to answer whoever was at the door.

Itsumoyori sukoshi hiroi heya tada hitori

It's over, guess it's over.

Alone in the room that is spacious than usual

It's over, guess it's over.

Futari de tsukuri ageta STORY mo munashiku

Konna ni kantan ni kuzureteshimau nande

The story created by the two of us was also in vain

I can't believe it could crumble so easily.

"I know how upset you are, Kanata." I heard the voice say.

"But now, it isn't the time for you to mull over it and decide everything is over. If Miyu's here..." It added. "She wouldn't want to see anyone like this." The voice went silent after that and I heard footsteps walking away from the door.

I felt my body trembling as I slowly burst out into tears.

One mistake, got a one regret

Dare mo kanpeki janai tte

Sou iikikasetemitemo

Nani wo shitemo kizu mo wa iyasenakute

One mistake, got a one regret

"Nobody's perfect", even if I tried to say and hear it

The pain would not heal no matter what

Ima TIME MACHINE ni norikonde

Anata ni ai ni yuku koto ga dekita nara

Mou nani mo negawanai

Hakanakute tooi kioku ni naru mae ni

I need a time machine, oh, I need a time machine oh~

Right now, if I could ride a time machine

And go meet you, I wouldn't wish for anything else

Before all the memories become distant and fleeting

I need a time machine oh, I need a time machine oh~

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I walked down the streets, all the memories came streaming back to me.

The past.

Nothing in 2025 reminds me of her. I need something to remember her by at least.

"She has many things for you while being in 2025. It's in the box." Yuu-san passed it to me, patting me on the shoulder as he sighed. He walked away, leaving me alone to my thoughts as I sat on her bed with the box beside me.

Hitori de sugosu jikan wa ososugite

Ayamachi no batsu wa amari ni mo omoku

Anata ga saigo ni nokoshite WORDS

Ima demo zutto rifurein tomaranai

Mada mune ga itamu

Time slows to a crawl when I'm by myself

The punishment for my mistake is severe

The last words you left behind

Even now, I can't refrain from replaying it

My heart still hurts

Just one mistake, just one regret

Wagamama mo ima wa itoshikute

Just one mistake just one regret

Even now I'm still loving you selfishly

I was looking through stuff when I saw a letter which was crumbled quite badly in the box. I couldn't help but taking it out to read.

'Kanata, if you're reading this now, you should already know I'm not around. I wrote this when I was in 1956. I was so worried what will happen to you once I leave.

When I shared with you regarding what happened to us before, it was not because I wanted to jolt your memories. It was because I still love you and I didn't want to lose you at all. I really do. For me to be here with you now, it's a risk for me to take because if I go back to where I came from, I will lose everything I know about you. I was really frightened and worried that I won't remember anything about you anymore.

I'm sorry that I have to share with you everything now. I'm having 2nd stage of leukemia which means... I won't be able to see you anymore. And once I leave 1956, I won't even remember what has happened between us before. I'm sorry I'm unable to further make anymore memories for you. Please continue to move on and love someone else. I forgive you for everything. Don't feel guilty that you're unable to do anything for me because I know you'll never be able to forgive yourself for not able to do anything for me.

Remember I still love you no matter what. Don't give up on life just because I'm no longer around.

I love you.

Miyu'

She wrote this in 1956 but never took out to see if it was with her. Yuu-san must have taken it out when he found it in her clothes...

I cried even harder. Miyu... Why now?

Ima TIME MACHINE ni norikonde

Anata ni ai ni yuku koto ga dekita nara

Mou nani mo negawanai

Hakanakute tooi kioku ni naru mae ni

I need a time machine

Right now, if I could ride a time machine

And go meet you, I wouldn't wish for anything else

Before all the memories become distant and fleeting

I need a time machine

Jikuu tobikoete anata ni aetara

Tatoe onaji

Ketsumatsu mukaeta to shite mo kitto

Kui wa nokoranai hazu dakara

If I'm able to meet you through time and space

Even if it's heading to the same conclusion

I'm sure there won't be any regrets remaining

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Two years have passed since that fateful day.

Ima TIME MACHINE ni norikonde

Anata ni ai ni yuku koto ga dekita nara

Mou nani mo naega wanai

Hakanakute tooi kioku ni naru mae ni

Yeah futari no omoide wasureteshi mau mae ni

Give me a time machine oh

Give me a time machine oh

Give me a time machine

Right now, if I could ride a time machine

And go meet you, I wouldn't wish for anything else

Before all the memories become distant and fleeting

Yeah before all the memories of both of us are forgotten

Give me a time machine, oh

Give me a time machine oh

Give me a time machine

This time, I did something I dunno if I did right.

I saw the accident.

I saw me.

I saw... Miyu.

"Mi..Yu?"


He saw the accident which meant, he went back to the fateful day where Miyu &he had gotten into the car accident. This time he was the one saving her in order to see her alive!

THE END! Heehee. If you're unhappy with the ending, tell me man! Though I apologize for the lengthy chapter!

Song by SNSD - Time Machine.