The next few days were great. It was the last day of school before summer break on wednesday, and we were thrilled. We were about to have the whole summer to ourselves, not having to worry about anyone but our mom, if we didn't want to. We were sneaking kisses here and there, sneaking in eachother's rooms at night, finding out all those spots that drive each other crazy. Which was pretty much everywhere on him, I swear! I was rubbing his calf after we went jogging one morning and he got a charley horse, and he got a boner just from that.
He kinda got me back for that one though. The next day, he walked around in just his underwear after getting out of the shower, knowing I couldn't do anything because our mom was home. He was loving seeing the reaction it got from me, how it made me squirm in my seat. He was such a tease.
It was thursday night when he snuck into my room. He pounced on me like a jungle cat, attacking my neck with bites and nibbles. He kissed up to my ear, grabbing the earlobe between his teeth for a second, before kissing his way up my jawline to my lips.
"Someone's eager this evening." I joked, as I kissed him with just as much fervor. I flipped him over, onto the bed, and began kissing him again, as my hands went up his shirt. I scratched back down and got the bottom of his shirt, pulling it off, rapidly.
My mouth went to his collarbone, knowing that was one of his hotspots. He shuddered slightly with pleasure as I moved to his nipple. My hand moved slowly up his thigh, finally reaching its destinaton when I rubbed against the bulge in his jeans.
He jerked away for a second, his face seeming unsure. I sighed and backed away, moving to the otherside of the bed. I didn't have to ask, I already knew... he wasn't ready for that yet.
"Jase, I'm sorry..."
"You don't got to apologize. It's okay." I replied. "But Adz... you can't always expect me to back away if I happen to sense you're uncomfortable. I might not notice. Speak up. You gotta tell me what is okay and what's not now, before I cross the line."
"Well, I'm trying to find that out too!" He said, coming up next to me, "You gotta understand something, baby... It's not just because it's with you, you know. You've always known you were gay. I haven't known I liked guys too for all that long. It's still weird that I'm doing this with a guy and not a girl."
"I thought you and Shawn..."
"We made out a little over winter break once. That was until he said 'your young ass is going to get me arrested' and took off." He admitted, "I haven't really..."
"Why haven't you ever told me this?" I asked.
"I'm your older brother. I have to be a stud." He said, fake pouting.
When I saw that bottom lip stick out, I just had to bite it. So I did gently, before kissing him and replying, "Dude, you're older by, what... a month? Besides, I'm way more mature." I replied, rolling my eyes.
"Uh! As if!" He said, in his very best valley girl impersonation.
That had us cracking up for the next few minutes, but then I replied, "Well, we will go as slow as you want, I already said it. Besides... being here with you, like this, is good for me." I replied, putting my forehead against his and looking into his eyes.
The next day, we went back to Jeff and Matt's for a monster movie night. We were sitting around the living room. Jeff and I were laying around on a pile of pillows on the floor and the other two were on the couch, sorting through the dvds.
"Strangeland? What the heck is this one? Isn't that the dude from Twisted Sister?" Adam asked.
"Oh my god, that's one of my favorites!" Jeff said, excitedly. "Yes, that's Dee Snider. He plays an internet predator named Captain Howdy that kidnaps people, sews their mouths shut, and tortures them. He also suspends himself and stuff. It's awesome. We're watching that one!"
It didn't look like it was going to be that great, but we've learned to respect Jeff's taste in movies, music... anything, really. It'll seem like it's going to be the weirdest shit out there, and it usually is, but there's something about it that draws you in and you got to love it. Kinda like Jeff, I guess!
"Are you guys out of popcorn?" Adam asked, now sifting through the stuff in the cabinet in their kitchen.
"Oh crap! We can't have a movie without popcorn!" Matt said, before asking, "We never went and got snacks and stuff, huh Jeff?"
He replied they hadn't, so Adam said, "I got some cash. Let's walk down to the corner store and get some goodies."
He and Matt left and got about halfway down the block before Matt turned to Adam and asked, "So what's the problem, man?"
"What are you talking about?"
"Don't play with me. There's an issue on your mind and you can't stop thinking about it. Something going on with you and Jason?"
"It's more like what's not going on that's the problem." He sighed heavily, "I don't know what it is! He gets me so... I feel like I'm about to explode, I'm so hard. But as soon as his hand gets down there... I freeze. What the hell is wrong with me!?"
"I know what your problem is." Matt said, immediately, "I had the same problem. It's because when I was with a girl, I would be in control. And at the beginning with me and Jeff, he was always trying to take control. You just gotta take over the situation next time and I bet it'll be alot different."
Adam thought pretty hard for a second, before he replied, "You know, that's probably it. I'm not really a submissive personality. I just have to dominate."
"You had to say 'submissive' and 'dominate', huh? Well, now I have a mental picture I could have gone without, thankyou." He said, "I can hardly get Jeff to shut up about it as it is."
"Jeff talks about us?" Adam asked.
"Constantly. How hot it is, wonders what you'll name your kids, etcetera, etcetera." He replied, rolling his eyes.
They walked in silence for the next few minutes, before Adam said, "Well, thanks alot, Matt. Especially since you could have been a total jerk to me after what I did to Jeff and you've been really nice about it. I appreciate it. And I'm really sorry about that."
"It's cool. Besides, if you do anything like that again, I'll just beat your ass twice as bad next time." He said, with a giant smile.
When they got back from the store, we popped the movie in and both couples cuddled up to each other. Adam laid next to me on the couch, and the others took the floor. Everyone's eyes were glued to the screen the whole time, proving that once again, Jeff had come through.
Then we put in the next one, which Matt had picked, and it showed that he did not, in fact, have the same taste as his brother. I think he did it on purpose though, because it just gave them an excuse to not have to pay attention to anything but eachother. The thin blanket they had over them didn't hide much of all the groping and making out they were doing. I even saw Jeff trying to slide under the blanket and Matt pull him back up by the hair and tell him 'later'. Which just looked like it turned Jeff on more, to be honest.
I felt a little nervous, almost thinking they were expecting us to be doing the same. I could tell Adam was too, so I just put my head on his shoulder and munched on some more popcorn.
He seemed to be debating something for awhile. He then grabbed the bowl and moved it to the table, and grabbed my face, smashing it to his. I didn't know whether he was doing this because he wanted to, though, or because he felt like it was implied we should be. And I didn't want him doing anything just because others were. That was one of my biggest problems with Adam... the fact that he was always trying to be cool, to be popular. Doing things because he felt he was supposed to. And I just didn't give a damn what people thought.
So I broke the kiss, kissing up to his ear, before whispering to him, "Don't feel obligated to just because they are. I love just cuddling and watching movies too, you know."
He nodded, and kissed me again, before laying back on the couch and pulling me on top of him. I laid my head in the crook of his neck and closed my eyes, loving just the closeness. I could hear his heart beating and his breath slowing. This was perfect.
