Sam felt awful. A constant pain racked through his body and his head felt like it was on fire. These weren't the only things, his eyes felt sore, and his ears throbbed on the side of his head and he was sweating. Not you're tired after a workout sweat but I just carried a ton of bricks up a mountain sweat. It felt like hell. And just as he thought it couldn't get any worse he started to hear a slow steady rhythm. At first he though nothing of it, but as the minutes went by, the beat grew louder, and louder. That's when it hit Sam. He was a monster. He could hear a heartbeat, and not just one, but two.

"Oh god…" He he breathed out heavily. He bolted upright, forgetting about the aches and pains and focused on the heart bead. He followed the steady sound to where it ended. He wasn't surprised really. More disgusted. It led to dean, and just to make sure he put his head against Dean's chest, careful not to disturb him and sure enough, the beat was louder than ever.

Sam backed away and pulled his hand over his mouth. He blinked his eyes to clear the tears he felt coming up. Why him? What had he ever done to deserve this? He had become a monster and Dean wouldn't do anything about it. If only Dean would just put an end to this and it would all be over, but being Dean he would rather kill the whole world than his little brother. Sam thought about ending this himself, and he tried, but he just didn't have the guts, after all Dean had brought him up, cared for him and protected sam from harms way, and Sam couldn't take that away from him, at least not now. Not until Dean came to his senses and end this.

Sam smirked and climbed back into bed. To his relief the pain had gone, but the heartbeats were louder than ever and he swore he could hear Bobby's faint snoring from across the hallway. He shut his eyelids, trying to forget about what was happening and his brother.

20 minutes later, Sam hadn't slept a wink. His nose was constantly stinging and he thought he could smell blood; well that's what he thought. God he hoped he was wrong. Suddenly a faint groan came from Dean's side of the room. Sam hurriedly got back into bed and pulled the covers up. He kept his breathing as smooth as possible and tried not to stir. From the corner of his eye he saw Dean rise out of bed and stretch.

"Dammit two o'clock, that's a new one2 Dean murmured looking at the digital clock on his bed side table. Sam continued to lie still, knowing if Dean knew he was awake he would only make a big fus and treat Sam as if he were a five year old. Now that wouldn't be a surprise. He was interrupted by Dean

"Sam, you awake?"

Sam continues to stay still not daring to move.

"Sammy, you there?" All Dean got in response was one silent Sam. He huffed in annoyance, like Sam to get any sleep at this current time.

"Sam I know your pretending so just give up, okay? You can't fool me"

"Leave me alone" Sam replied in a tired shaky voice.

"Sam, you sound tired man, have you got any sleep tonight?" Dean asked concernedly.

"No" Sam said, only just audible for Dean to hear.

"Oh Sammy…"Dean muttered to himself sadly. He must be going through hell about what could happen, no, would happen, and was probably screwing himself up about it, and when it came down to their family Sam had always been the sensiblist one. He wouldn't kill anything unless it came down to it. Sure, he did the research, but apart from that, Sam would never hurt a fly. Dean smiled at these memories but it quickly disappeared as he remembered they'd never be that way again. If only he'd been the bait not Sam, then perhaps things would have gone better and Sam wouldn't be in this current situation.

He rubbed his greasy hand down his face and frowned sadly. What gad they done to deserve this.

Both brothers lay in silence for what felt like four hours. Dean was sick of this and wanted to keep trying to find a way to help Sam.

"That's it I need to do something right now" Dean said walking over to the light switch. Sam nodded in agreement as Dean flicked the switch, once the light was on, sam let out a pain filled gasp, and scrunched up his eyes and raised his fists to block the light. His eyes were stinging like hell and they felt burning hot.

"Sam!" Dean rushed to his little brother putting his arm round his brother.

"Sam, Sammy what's wrong?"

"My…eyes…..hurts…"

"Let me see" Dean said trying to get a look at sam's scrunched up eyes.

"Sam, you gotta let me have a look"

Sam shook his head and continued to scruch his eyes "I…can't….. t..the light"…

"Sam please, I gotta know what's wrong, just let me have one look"

Sam reluctantly withdrew his fists from his eyes and allowed Dean to bend over to have a good look.

"Come on Sam, just open up"

Sam took one gasp of air and opened his eyes. He looked up at Dean, but then wished he hadn't. Dean wore a look of horror on his face and sam heard his heart quicken. His eyes had stopped stinging thankfully and were now back to normal, or so he thought…

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Dean bent over to get a good look at Sam's eyes. Sam slowly opened his eyelids to reveal, not human, but golden eyes. The eyes of a wolf.

"Oh shit Sammy…"

"What is it?" Sam asked Dean worriedly. Dean just continued to look at sams eyes, his speechless moth now wide open. He pushed Dean aside and went to look in the bathroom mirror, and there, instead of his usual soft hazel eyes, were sharp golden eyes, sharp and deadly.

Sam continued to stare at his reflection, hoping he was jsu imagining it, though deep down he knew he wasn't. Dean walked over to him, his green eyes round with surprise.

"Sam…"

Sam turned to him; he looked angry and sad all at the same time. Dean looked into Sam's eyes, but had to look away. This made Sam feel small, angry, even hungry 'a monsters thoughts' he thought.

"What am I gonna do Dean?" Sam asked unable to keep his voice from shaking.

"It'll be okay Sam, we'll fix this. I promise" Dean replied, both brother hugged, which wasn't the first and held each other. Dean knew they didn't have long. The first full moon was tomorrow, and he hated to think what was going to happen.

For the first time in a long time, Dean was scared. For himself and his brother.

Sorry took so long to update, GCSE stuff and exams going on. I tried going into more detail in this chapter. I hope it's to your liking. Oh and can someone tell me how you can add a story to a community please. Thanks x