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It had been close to a month since Misaki had spoken to Usui, or seen him. Every time she did see him, her body temperature rose and her heartbeat sped up to the point where she wanted to run away from him…which she did. She thought it was probably because of what happened that night in the hospital, when she and Usui had skipped about everything in an actual relationship and gone straight to the best part. Of course, she didn't feel bad about doing that with him. She did love him; she had loved him since high school and through college. So why did she feel so uncomfortable around him now? If she really did love him, it would be easy to see him regularly. Furthermore, she wasn't visiting her mother anymore at the hospital, because she was avoiding him. All this made her feel guilty. Neither had he broken into her house since then, or came for a visit. Maybe he understood she wanted some space? On the other hand, was she just pushing him away again?

FLASHBACK… :o

"I knew you'd get in." Usui smiled at her. "Told you." Misaki stuck her tongue out at him and smiled, she had just gotten into the best University in Japan! Also having received a scholarship and other awards she could afford to go. It was the most exciting day of her life. "So, where did you get in? Have you gotten the letter yet?" She asked him, her smile glued onto her face. He showed her a letter he had gotten from a very prestigious school…in America. "…" She didn't speak and lowered her head.

"Hm, what's wrong?" He tilted her chin upwards to face him; small tears were forming in her eyes.

"N-nothing." She stuttered turning away from him.

"Are you sad that I'm going to have leave, Misa-chan?" He asked in a playful tone. She gently punched his arm.

"Of course you idiot." Her face still turned away from him. The small tears ran down her cheeks. He chuckled she always called him that.

"Don't worry, it'll work out, I promise." He gently moved her chin once more to face him and placed a soft kiss on her cheek.

They had spent a lot of time together before going off to University, the huge time difference was a problem with phone calls. So they stuck to emails. Eventually, Misaki didn't get a reply from him for over a month, and soon stopped checking if he had sent her one.

Due to the lack of communication, she put it in her mind that the relationship was over.

END FLASHBACK…

Misaki sighed heavily. She wanted to be with him, but didn't want the same thing to happen again. That they'd get close and then something would tear them apart. It hurt her heart thinking of being separated from him again. No! She wouldn't let their relationship end again!


Again...I'm sorry...I wanted to update and I had started typing this but ya know...never got around to finishing it...I finished it today when I was doing math hw - which I hate - and now here it is...short and all! :P

THE NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE BETTER! IT IS MY NINJA WAY! ...You know...to make things better DUH! w

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