A/N I'm going to Ontario for a while and I'll write but I won't have Internet access so sorry but you'll have to live with this

A/N I'm going to Ontario for a while and I'll write but I won't have Internet access so sorry but you'll have to live with this for a couple weeks. So I wrote a lot for ya I'm finally inspired YES!!.

"Bella! Get up you don't want to be late for school!"

What? I thought angrily. I hadn't planned on going to the movies especially in the morning. "What time is it?" I groaned.

"Eight o'clock buttercup." Said the voice I knew oh so well. I sat bolt upright and looked at my clock 8:00.

"Oh god." I groaned once more "Why me, Why didn't you wake me up? I have ten minutes before we leave I hate you."

"Save it Bella, and skip the shower, god you smell so good a mix of sweat and detergent, not gross just sensual and alluring, edible."

I rolled my eyes and smiled sheepishly. I ran to the bathroom and quickly tried to untangle my unruly locks. "Ouch!" I yelled as I closed my finger in the door I had just slammed. I heard laughing from the other room. I scowled in the mirror and notice the colour that had appeared in my eyes since I came to Florida. I smiled at myself in the mirror.

"Two minutes!" I bolted downstairs to the kitchen where a pop-tart was waiting. I stuffed it into my mouth. "Beautiful." He sighed into my hair sniffing it. I blushed and climbed into his car.

A buzz was passing through the school quickly of new students I didn't really care I was lost in my own little world. I was popular in school, which was completely different then what I was used to. In forks I was in the popular group but the school was so small it didn't really matter. Here 2900 students liked me, or hated me violently.

Jason and I were always holding hands in the hallway and he kissed me between classed and I was loving the attention that Edward was too gentlemanly to give me. PDA was much more fun then minor PDA.

"Hey Bella." Yelled Melissa from down the hall "How was this weekend?" She said winking suggestively I laughed and rolled my eyes.

"Great, and innocent if you're wondering."

"Who isn't" She said I laughed again, comfortable with how blunt she was with practically everything. "So, the new kids are totally hot I think I might ask one out. The others all are like together, if you know what I mean but one is just gorgeous but a little scary."

I laughed "Go for it, there are probably worse guys out there, if they suck your blood though ditch him." I was only half kidding but she burst into laughter.

"My god Bella you actually sound serious." She giggled. I laughed too, not quite sure how to react. "Anyways, there's going to be this huge party in the canyon on Friday night, Tommy Jones's brother's going to but us all beer so do you have a special order he'd get you anything. Even the college guys think you're hot." I laughed at this. I had lost weight during my depression which made me "Appealing" to pretty much any guy which I thought was totally stupid.

"Don't laugh Bella you know it's true. Anyways everyone's going to be there." Said Mellissa blabbing on enthusiastically about booze.

"I don't drink Mel." I said.

"Yes you do, you were wasted on Friday night. In a total spaz the whole night, Jason was totally bummed."

"I wasn't drunk, I just had family problems to deal with."

"Whatever, Bells you were drunk." I rolled my eyes knowing not to bother trying to sway Melissa's mind from her decision.

Melissa suddenly stared longingly in the direction of the cafeteria doors. As I looked around I realized everyone was staring with longing towards the people. I turned and almost threw up.

There coming through the doors were five gorgeous teenagers with topaz eyes all looking like they just stepped off of a vogue photo shoot.

"It's him." Murmured Mel. "Isn't he gorgeous."

"Um, yeah I have to go…pee." I blurted. Standing up loudly and practically running for the doors.

I hid in Jason's car until I had to run to get to class. "What's up?" asked Jason as I slid into my seat right before the bell rang.

"Edward is here." I said through my teeth.

"Oh my god. Talk about good gossip." I looked at him in horror.

"No! No one can know about him and me. No one. It would ruin everything. I'm going to get them to leave."

"Bella," He sighed "Don't be so…inhospitable."

"Inhospitable?" I practically shrieked. The whole class turned to stare at us. "I'm ruined! Everything is ruined." I whispered frantically. "Everything!" I repeated for effect.

"Don't be such a drama queen!"

"Drama Queen!" I laughed dryly. "You would know!" He glared at me menacingly and I laughed again. "Don't you dare tell me know how to react! You've never had your heart ripped from your chest, torn into pieces, then thrown into your face! You've never lived for 3 months in depression, guilt and finally told by your father -who you've been trying to pretend for-that he can't stand seeing you like this, to be sent off to live with a gut you've never met before in your whole entire life," I was breathing heavily, unable to control my rampage. "You've never had to get over all of that just to have it thrown in your face when the guy comes back to tell you that he'll kill yor new boyfriend to be with you because he's "Always" Loved you! I screamed in anger then walked to the door where Edward was standing in complete shock at my sexy/furious new appearance.

"I hate you!" I screamed. Tears of anger running down my face. I punched him in the face in fury but screamed in pain as soon as my fist made contact. A sickening crunch echoed through the silent classroom and I held my hand in pain. Tears ran down my face as I ran to Jason's car. Footsteps padded behind me and I tried to outrun them.

"Bella Stop!" It was Mellissa the only person I didn't hate. "What was that?" I stopped slowly and slumped to the floor in sobs that racked my whole core. "Honey, let's take you home, or to my house home doesn't seem like the best place to be.

Mellissa took me to her house and brought me two pints of Ben and Jerry's Ice cream.

"Honey, tell me what happened." She ordered in a firm but loving voice.

I explained my story the whole thing, of course editing out the whole vampire thing. She just hugged me by the end and I was surprised she cared about me so much after just a week of friendship.

"I love them both." I sobbed "Jason healed me but Edward- he made me feel like I was floating."

"Sh- Bella it'll be okay soon. It feels like the world is going to end but it won't you'll learn to live without one of them or both." I just sobbed into her chest uncontrollably until I was asleep.

Naturally when I checked I had 232 messages on my cell phone. 21 were from Jason, 24 from Edward, 32 from Alice and 12 from the other Cullens (Emmett) and 112 from random people wanting the gossip I sighed deleting them all before reading my 233 text messages.

My cell was ringing so much I ended up turning it off. My mom and Phil hadn't got home yet they had an extended trip so I didn't bother calling anyone to ask to sleep over at Mel's. We watched chick flicks all night and I borrowed clothes from Mel the next morning.

"Where've you been?" Asked Jason the next morning at school. "Why didn't you call?"

"Around" I replied the net morning.