Harry followed Neville into his dorm room to see Seamus curled up in his bed, face ravaged and splotchy from crying, he looked awful.
"How long?"
"Two weeks."
"Why didn't you get me sooner?"
"I was afraid to leave him alone, he just fell asleep."
"Has he been eating?"
"Alittle."
"He told me he was fine."
"And you listen to him, you got to do something cause I'm running out of dry shirts and showing him all my muscled goodness will just turn his love obsessed mind on me."
"You're not that irresistible Lathario."
Neville smirked at the use of his middle name. "During sex I am just ask Ginny."
"Ewww you touching her."
"Moment of weakness plus she's constantly flaunting her assets at me all the time."
"You realize she's probably doing you for information."
"I know but everyone has to have a hobby."
"I hope you using protection."
"Preaching to the choir, I use condoms and a temporary sterilization just in case she wants to pull an I'm- having-a- your- baby move on me."
"That's my boy."
"I am insulted that you guys have completely forgotten about me."
They looked over at Seamus who sat up in bed, watching them. They crawled into the bed and curled up next to him.
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"It doesn't matter how many times I tell you, how much I love you Harry you'll always love Draco."
"I love you more than life it's self its self just not in the way you want it."
"What other way could there be ?"
"I can't tell you it's beyond words, but not beyond showing and feeling."
Harry puts his hand on Seamus's chest his hand glowed as he transferred his feelings toward him. Seamus gasped at the images and emotions he was experiencing, pure love maybe not in a romantic sense but still love Seamus's heart started to heal. Harry tried to move his hand but Seamus grabbed him and held his hand in place and Seamus's emotions and mind images flowed into Harry the feeling got more intense till it faded away.
"Sorry I didn't mean to show you that much." Said Harry.
"I'm glad you did."
"It doesn't matter how much Draco or anyone loves me, if they saw the real me. What I'm really capable of they might shrug it off like it didn't matter but I'll see the fear in their eyes everytime they look me. But you, don't matter what I tell you, you never look at me like that. I trust you more than anyone in my life."
"What about Neville?"
"I've gotten over it Seamus. The things Harry sometimes do there are times when I'm completely terrified of him but you're not, you don't flinch when he shows his true self."
"And here I thought I was the weakest link because I'm so emotional."
"Someone has to be."
"So Harry what's been going on with you?"
Harry told them everything that he's been going through.
"Well Harry you won't be suffering through your addiction alone, we'll give up our addictions also."
"Yeah Seamus will give up sex, till he meets a guy who will love him back."
"So will Neville."
"I can live with that."
"and coffee."
"Well you gotta give up your porn."
"You gotta give up your leather fetish."
"You bastard. Well you gotta give up flirting."
"Give up flirting. That's like cutting off of one of my body parts."
"Well it'll be a improvement."
"Guys maybe you should stop-"
"Stay out of this!" they both said.
Harry sat back as he watched his friends add on the addictions to give up. Neither of them noticing the red Druid rune that welted on Harry and Seamus's wrist before it concealed it's self.
