Guys it's been a while.
TRIS POV
Four... He saw me... I try to push away from Eric ,but his arms close tightly around me. How did I get into this mess.
"Er-Eric?" Four stuttered.
"Yes,Four?" Eric said innocently.
"Tris? Wh-WHat are you doing?" I heard the hurt in his voice.
"I-I-I" I couldn't say anything. I kick Eric in the shin and just jog past them. It was the worst feeling in the world. Tears stained my cheeks. I ran out to the trains and jumped on,but as I got on another person had jumped after me.
"Tris," I turn to see Four."i thought you weren't going after Eric." HIs voice is cold, deep,and intimidating.
"I wasn't. Listen , He-"
"Don't just point your finger at him. I saw you kissing him back, I saw everything,but it seemed to unrealistic of you."
I slid down against the wall. I was now sitting against the cold metal wall with my hands to my face.
"I can't say I didn't kiss him,but I can say that it meant nothing to me and nothing to him."
"Tris, you kissed a leader. Besides that you kissed Eric! it's Eric. Open your eyes,Tris!" His anger slipped through his voice. What right does he have to yell at me? I felt angry tears flowing down my face. I stand up quickly with shaky hands and retort him.
"What right do you in my business?! We aren't together any more ,Four! So what if I kissed him? What if I liked it? What if he is someone I'm interested in?!"
"Do you hear what you're saying? Are you drunk?" He tried to place a hand on my cheek and speak softly ,but I shoved his hand away.
"I'm sorry." He said softly as he sat down . I sat across from him,but I didn't meet his eyes. A deep silence befalls us.
"I-I Don't thing it's over for me yet." Four said quietly. I looked up into his eyes. A memory comes to mind. When I first met him, Four helped me out of the net. I noticed, (yes his blue eyes,) his deep chocolate brown hair. It was strange that was actually what caught my attention first. His hair was thick and shined a bit when the sun hit it. It was smooth the first time I ran my hands threw it. I closed my eyes as I remembered the warm feeling of our bodies close together.
"I'm sorry too. " I said finally." I shouldn't have yelled." I looked away and out the window. I heard his feet shuffle towards me . I heard him sit down. I felt the heat from his body and automatically leaned on him.
"Why is it that I still love you?" He said.
"It's the strings that bind us together." I whispered.
"Tell me,Beatrice, do you love me back?" His words of testing startled me.
"I-I-I don't know. I'm just doing what feels natural." I said ,and I looked into his hurt eyes."What feels natural to do is..." I said leaning towards his slightly parted lips.
"say, I love you." I kissed him. It felt so right, yet so wrong,but I pushed a side the thoughts as I fell in love all over again.
Short ? Yeah I know. I had just written the longest chapter in my life in my new story - A Way Off Thin Ice. It was over 3k. I am so happy. It took my three days to do it. (Because of school and work). I hope this is satisfying for now.
