A/N: Yes, two songs named Crush. Lol, what are the chances that my iPod would be on shuffle in the Seddie playlist and those two songs came up next to each other? It's 1 out of 820. I'm a math major. I just did the math. Lol

Crush
Originally by Jennifer Paige, covered on Glee

Sam's POV

Freddie Benson. I hate you. You make me have all these… feelings.

I see you blowing me a kiss,
It doesn't take a scientist
To understand what's going on, baby.

I know you like me, nub. I get it. But just because we've kissed a few times and flirted for years doesn't mean I'm just gonna suddenly change my philosophy and date you. I have a plan. I can like you from afar. But nothing else!

If you see something in my eyes,
Let's not overanalyze.
Don't go too deep with it, baby.

If I flirt back or wink at you, I'm not asking you out or confessing my love for you! Can you just go back to being obsessed with Carly? It would make this whole "fighting my attraction for you" thing a lot easier for me.

So let it be what it'll be.
Don't make a fuss and
Get crazy over you and me.
Here's what I'll do.
I'll play loose.
Not like we have a date with destiny.

No one has to know, though, if we make out in the janitor's closet. And we can go to the movies as friends and sit in the last aisle and act like more than friends.

It's just a little crush.
Not like I faint every time we touch.
It's just some little thing.
Not like everything I do
Depends on you.

Get off your high horse, Benson. What, you think that just because a bunch of our stupid twelve year old fans think you're hot, I'm suddenly gonna be all over you. You're cute, I'll admit, but jeez, chill out.

It's raising my adrenaline,
You're banging on a heart of tin.
Please don't make too much of it baby.

Okay, maybe there's a little more to the reason of why I won't date you. After everything I've been through, with Jonah and Pete and having to deal with you mooning over Carly for years… I don't know how much more pain my heart can take. What if you finally get me and suddenly it was only the chase for you? If you have what you want, you won't want it anymore.

You say the word "forevermore."
That's not what I'm looking for.
All I can commit to is "maybe."

So I'm avoiding any opportunity for that. We won't date, and I won't be humiliated when my heart gets broken. I like you… a lot… but I can't devote myself to someone who hated me one year, then loved me the next.

It's just a little crush.
Not like I faint every time we touch.
It's just some little thing.
Not like everything I do
Depends on you.

Okay, I get it, song. You don't have to keep reminding me I have a crush.

Vanilla skies, white picket fences in your eyes.
A vision of you and me.

Oh, that does sound nice…

It's just a little crush.
Not like I faint every time we touch.
It's just some little thing.
Not like everything I do
Depends on you.

… Maybe one date with you won't kill me.