Chapter 7: More.

I looked down at the scale, it read 95 pounds. Maybe ten more pounds wouldn't hurt. Fortunately, I'd gotten to take the pills out before Sango found them. I got dressed and got in my car. I wasn't really sure where I was going, I just know I didn't feel like being at home. I drove for about twenty minutes until I found myself in the heart of Tokyo. The smell of food was swirling all around. The aroma of eel flooded my nose. My stomach cried out in hunger and pain. I tried my best to ignore it... but I couldn't. I ran into the restaurant, not even locking my car door. I ordered everything. Once everything was finished, I carried it out to my car and put it in the back seat. I drove to Shonan, and parked right on the sand. I ripped open the first bag. Just looking at it made my mouth water. I shoved it in my mouth. I practically swallowed it whole. There was no time to chew, I was starving. It only took me about fifteen minutes to swallow the ten plus bags of fast food. I leaned my chair back, I was so full I drifted off into food induced sleep.


I woke up with a slight stomach ache. It was night now. I rubbed my eyes, trying to get rid of my blurry vision. I looked at my phone.. shit, it was 10:00. More than six hours had passed. That was more than enough time to digest all the food. How the he'll could I be so fucking stupid. I opened my glove compartment, frantically digging through the junk. I pulled out, the pills I'd stolen from Kagura and the laxatives. I was freaking out. Everything I'd done so far was at risk. All because I wanted to be weak and stuff my face. I poured the pills into my mouth. Next, the laxatives. I grabbed a bottle of water from my backseat, washing it all down. I got dizzy, my stomach made these strange noises I've never heard before. I shrugged it off, telling myself it was nothing. I reached under my seat, pulling out some leftover cocaine I had. I snorted the rest of the vile, hoping to take the edge off my dizziness.

Literally seconds later it kicked in. My high had taken over. I'd gotten out of my car, walking past the happy families. Kicking sand at them, I envied the bliss. I walked away, ignoring the kids mother, telling me how I was a "Bad seed." All I could focus on now was the water. It's like it calling out to me. Each wave just kept pulling me in close and closer. I felt the old water wash over my feet. Then.. I felt a pain in my chest. It's liked I'd been punch straight in the heart. I couldn't breath. Everything went blurry. I dropped face first into the sand. I thought I was dying and honestly... that didn't bother me.


I woke up in a hospital, tubes running in and out of my arms. All these stupid wire attached to my chest and my temples. The most uncomfortable part was the catheter between my legs. I tried to move but I was handcuffed to the bed-rails.

I heard voices from behind the curtain. "Mr. and Mrs. Higarashi, we pumped her stomach and found a mixture of laxatives with another unknown pill. We ran tests and found traces of cocaine her system.

"Oh god." She'd said.

Just great, Sango was here to.

"I can hear all of you."

The curtain was drawn. "Kagome drugs? Have you lost your mind?!"

"Oh please dad, don't act like you care about me."

He stormed off. "Yeah walk away like you always do!"

My mother sat on the foot of my bed. "Kagome.. please why would you do this? Weren't you happy?"

"Happy?" This lady was hard of hearing. "Haven't you heard what I've been saying this entire time? No I'm not happy. I did this because I wanted to lose weight. I wanted to be beautiful and now I am. I won't let anyone take that from me."

"See? It's okay doctor. She just wanted to lose some weight, there's nothing wrong with that. Her taking the initiative to drop this weight was the wrong thing to do. There's nothing wrong with her. So I would like to take her home now."

"Mrs. Higarashi.. I don't think you understand the severity of the situation. Your daughter has been starving herself for months. She continues to starve herself even though she has already become thin."

"What? Why on earth would she do that?"

"For God's sake! Open your eyes mom! She's sick, you wanted her to lose weight so bad that you can't see that she's hurting herself and it's mostly your fault!"

"Sango-"

"No! This is your fault, and you to caught up in your own world to notice what's going on with your own daughter!"

She patted my head and kissed my forehead, then she walked away wiping her tears.

"I'm sorry Doctor, but I'll be taking my daughter home now."

"I'm sorry Mrs. Higarashi, but that won't be possible. I've made arrangements for her to go to a facility where she can get the help she needs.

"What! There's nothing wrong with me! LET ME GO!"

I struggled, trying to pull my hands out of the restraints . Next thing I knew two men dressed in white held me down, and gave me a shot right in the neck. I tried to keep struggling put my body got tired. My eyelids became heavy. I felt myself slipping...

What the hell did I get myself into...