AN: in an attempt to curb my writer's block for this story and also just because what I posted here are literally my first drafts I've decided to re-write this story. For some inexplicable reason I've found myself incapable of writing the next chapter and I'm hoping that rewriting the story and doing a bit more extensive planning for the plot will do something for me. I'll be keeping the first draft but once I've started uploading the rewritten chapters I'll put the whole first draft into one chapter and post it probably at the start of the story. I've been thinking about this for quite a while and I feel like I'm cheating you guys by just not uploading. I'm stressing myself out about it, too, so I feel like it's the best to do. Just know that this story is NOT ABANDONED and there should be things happening with it soon.