Reminders: Comments/Messages/Likes everything is always happily welcomed and I appreciate each and everyone of you for taking the time to read my fanfic. All italics are in trigedaslang. I've been home under the weather so I thought I would write and post two chapters for you lovely human beings. Hope you enjoy. (: p.s. This chapter includes a time hop of one month it will take place after Clarke settles into back at Camp Jaha.

ONE MONTH LATER

Clarke had now been at Camp Jaha for a month. When she arrived it had been a tearful reunion between her and all her good friends. She now took up quarters in the room down the hall from her mother. (Who she was still working on her relationship with.) Her and Bellamy had grown exceedingly close and he constantly had a watchful eye on her since she returned from her endeavor.

Every morning Bellamy would meet Clarke at the sparring fields with Octavia and Lincoln. They would help Clarke and Bellamy work on the sword fighting and hand to hand combat. Since peace has been continued for over a month there wasn't much to do around camp except to keep the place warm and make sure their food supply doesn't run low. The winter has started off exceedingly cold and they all already experienced their first snowfall. Over the month the commander had sent warriors to help them build and show them the best way to survive over the course of winter. Clarke was extremely grateful for this but she still was very hurt over the betrayal and still spent many nights crying herself to sleep over it.

Bellamy had taken noticed to Clarke's hard demeanor. She was no longer the caring and open girl that Bell remembered. She was now rigid and cold. She allowed no one to hug her or even look at her for two long or she would get snappy and defensive. She often kept to herself even though she was with Bellamy a lot he knew that she never was entirely all there. All of them tried their best to get Clarke to talk about what had gone on after she left Camp Jaha but none of them were able to get a word out of her. All she ever would talk about was the political aspect of her leaving, that they had nothing to fear towards the clan coalition the only thing to keep a watchful eye for was the Ice Nation. She sat in on all council meetings and helped making building choices. She was always going out on the hunting trips with Octavia and Lincoln and the rotation of sky people that would join them. (Even though Abby pleaded with her not to go out especially since it was getting so cold and she feared for her.)

"Clarke wait up!" Bell ran after her as she and the others walked through the gates for another hunting trip. It was bound to be one of their last, it was getting colder and the snow was coming more heavily. They needed this to be a big one.

Clarke stopped in her tracks as she waited for Bell to be beside her, then she proceeded to walk on.

"So last big hunting trip for awhile?" Bell asked trying to get Clarke to talk more even if it was about nothing special.

"Seems like it. The snow is starting to come down more and the animals are becoming exceedingly scarce. We may be out here awhile because we really do need to bring back as much as we possibly can." Clarke continued staring forward and marching on behind Lincoln and Octavia.

"We should do something fun when we get back. Monty made some of his lovely moonshine and you never hang out with us anymore after dark." Bellamy pleaded.

"Depends on how long this hunt takes and how tired…." But Bellamy cut her off mid sentence.

"PERFECT. Well lets get this hunt moving. HEY O AND LINC CLARKE IS GOING TO PARTY WITH US TONIGHT SO LETS HURRY THIS UP." Bell yelled up to alert Octavia and Lincoln. He knew they would help him not let her weasel her way out of this one.

"Stop yelling dufus or we will be out here all day and night trying to catch a hunt." Octavia lashed back however she continued to smile to herself because she really wanted the old Clarke back.

12 HOURS LATER

They were all trudging back to camp after the extremely shitty hunt they had. They animals were scarce they only caught 2 squirrels, a fox and a medium size deer. Lincoln kept going on and on about how this winter was going to be very rough and they were going to have to cut down the already exceedingly low rations.

They were all in awful moods and came back to the camp freezing from the snow and cold. They all went into there separate rooms drying off and getting ready to get toasty with Monty's moonshine after they all had dinner in the mess hall. That is everyone but Clarke because after eating in the mess hall with everyone she quickly slipped out and headed for her room.

"Not so fast missy. You really think you could get away that easily?" Bell said and Clarke whipped around to see Bell, O, Monty, Raven, Wick and Lincoln all looking back at her.

"I guess not…" She said as she trudged back and followed them back to Monty's room which he use to share with Jasper. However every since the Mountain he hasn't really spoken to anyone. He now moved into a room on the other side of the ark and hung out with others within' the 100 like Harper. Clarke could tell it completely devastated Monty but he kept his head up. Knowing his best friend would find his way back to him when he was ready… or at least he had hoped.

Then the drinking began. Clarke sat on the table and Lincoln and O made themselves comfy on Monty's bed. Monty was sitting on a crate on the floor, while Raven was laying against wick on the floor. Bell had taken his place on the table next to Clarke and they all began taking swigs or Monty's horrific moonshine.

Eventually they all began to get bubbly and giggly including Clarke which took everyone by surprise but everyone was pleased to have a little bit of the old Clarke back, even if it was alcohol induced.

"O please take your volume down level 30 notches tonight because we all know you and Lincoln get frisky, especially when alc is involved." Raven laughed taking another swig before passing it off to Wick. O then through the pillow off Monty's bed at her.

"Fuck off Reyes. The sounds coming out of that mechanical room don't always sound very work related." O shot back and Raven half choked on her shot from laughter that was erupting from her throat.

"I do not need to hear about my sisters sex life." Bell shot out making a face of disgusting. For the first time in forever Clarke was actually laughing and feeling herself having a good time.

"Oh Belle don't act so innocent like you weren't messing around with Harper for the longest time." Raven shot at him as Bellamy went completely wide eyed.

"How did you…" But Octavia cut him off.

"Half the camp knew she isn't exactly the quietest ever and she was an absolutely bitch after you broke things off with her. I almost through one of my daggers right through her the other day for being a complete shit." Octavia exclaimed.

"Oh gosh Indra almost had my head the day I walked out of Lexa's tent. I thought she was going to string me up and kill me…." Clarke started to laugh but then she noticed everyone staring at her and no one laughing.

"So that's why…" Octavia began but Bellamy cut her off.

"Your lucky she didn't have your head." Bellamy said to do his best to cover up everyone's extremely obvious shocked reactions.

Clarke took one larger swig of the moonshine and stood up "Yeah…. I think I'm going to head back to my room. Long day tomorrow and I need my rest, I know this hangover will be killer tomorrow."

"No Clarke don't…." But Raven cut off Octavia this time as she began to plead with Clarke to stay. Raven saw the look of heartbreak in her eyes, the exact look that mirrored in Raven's eyes after Finn was killed.

"Okay Clarke you know we love you and we are here for you, if you know you ever wanna talk or anything." Raven then got up to give her a squeeze but Clarke only stiffened and gave her a one armed hug.

"Thanks." She then hurried out of the room as the tears started to swell and pour down her cheeks. "Why the hell couldn't she get Lexa out of her damn head? And how stupid was she to bring it up tonight? All because of Monty's stupid moonshine, it made her let her guard down and she would not allow that to happen again." She mumbled to herself.

Clarke went outside for some Fresh air the sun this time was beginning to rise. She hadn't noticed how late it was and her drunk was still extremely fresh. She decided to go on a walk to clear her head, she ran over to room to grab an extra coat and boots. Then a fur blanket as well to wrap herself in, along with her sword, gun and dagger just for protection measures or maybe she would get lucky and wonder along an animal.

She sneaked out the back gate and made a dash for the forest, before Kane could shout to her to get back there she had already disappeared into the trees. Kane knew if anyone would be fine in the woods it would be Clarke but he still knew Abby would freak out when she found out she was gone and alone.

Clarke stumbled through the woods not being and light footed as Lincoln had grown to teach her to be. She noticed now that she was a lot drunker than she originally thought and it was absolutely freezing out. What the hell had she been thinking? She thought to herself.

Clarke continued on through the woods allowing the past months to reply in her head, the people she killed in the Mountain, Lexa, the Ice Kwin, Lexa, how would her people survive the winter and Lexa. Her mind always drifted back to Lexa there were so many things she wanted answered and so many things she had left to stay to the girl who still held on to Clarke's heart no matter how much Clarke hated her and needed it back. Clarke allowed herself to get lost in her thoughts until she heard what sounded like footsteps, she turned around with her sword out but was faced with no one.

She continued on but trying her drunken best to be more alert and letting herself clear her mind. Then that's when she heard the whipping of something flying by her ear and she looked to her right just as an arrow flew by her face landing in the tree directly in front of her, black and blue feathers hanging from the tip.
"Shit the ice nation." Clarke then took off at a run, which was very hard due to the newly fallen snow and slippery ground.

She looked up and saw a white horse galloping her way, an arm swung down and grabbed her throwing her onto the back when Clarke looked up she noticed the intricate brown braids of none other than the commander.

"PUT ME DOWN." Clarke demanded.

"So you can die skai prisa? Shof op. I will put you down when we are in the safety of TON DC."

"How did you know…." Then it all clicked with Clarke she had felt like every time she went hunting she was being watched and she always thought it was an animal she couldn't track. It was definitely a beast but not one to feast on, no it was the commander who had been keeping her eyes on Clarke. "You've been watching me!"

"How else would I make sure you wouldn't be reckless and do something to put yourself in harms way. It wasn't always me watching either, when I had business to attend to my warriors would make sure you were safe."

"Oh yeah I bet Maya kept you very busy."

"Clarke please don't start this again."

"Start what?! You fucked some girl and you knew I cared for you, you knew I was invested in you and right after I forgave you! You disgust me."

"Skai Prisa your become very fluent in my peoples language." Lexa smiled about this she knew that Lincoln, Octavia and her warriors delivering packages had been helping her learn over the past month and a half and Clarke had caught on exceedingly quick.

"Shof op! Bring me back to my people." Clarke demanded this just as Lexa road into TonDc demanding more warriors to be sent out to find the person that had threatened Clarkes life and bring them back to Lexa for their punishment.

Clarke hopped off the horse and came eye to eye with Maya who was already beginning to take off the reins from Lexa to bring the horse to the stable to be fed and brushed. Clarkes anger boiled over at that moment and looked Maya right into the eyes, before Maya had the opportunity to say anything Clarke punched her square in the face which knocked her right to the ground.

"Fucking whore." Clarke spat and Maya popped up ready to hit Clarke right back. Lexa quickly hopped off getting infront of Clarke and speaking directly to Maya.

"Harm her you are harming me. Bring my horse to the stable now." Lexa then dragged Clarke away to the closest fire to which Kiera was sitting at. She knew that Clarke would be pleased to see her. On the walk there Lexa decided to tell Clarke the one thing that she hoped would help settle her mind, "Maya's spirit found her mate last month a couple days after you left. They were married a week ago. Like I said before she is just a house helper and that night was one of the biggest mistakes…" Clarke held up her hand motioning her to stop. No one would eve be able to act this way towards the commander and get away with it, that is no one but Clarke.

"I wish to hear no more. Leave me be." With that Clarke turned her back to Lexa and sat with Kiera hoping to catch up on how she has been doing and wondering why she had decided to move to TonDc especially when Poli was so beautiful and full of culture.

Lexa stared at her Clarkes back before turning and trudging off to her tent. This damn girl had such a grip on her and she couldn't understand why. She knew that she had not only broken Clarke's heart the night she took Maya to bed but she had also broken her own.

Hope you are enjoying the tale so far. I'll hopefully be updating the story again within the next day or two. Some more Ice Nation drama in the very near future.
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