Ok guys, if any of you are still reading this i am sorry for the long brake i have had on continuing the story. I will start off saying that writers block was a main cause for the delay. Quickly followed by school, my hard drive crashing and my sister having a baby. So to put it simply life has been crazy and writing had to take a back door so i am sorry. I will try to do better. For all of my new readers enjoy.oh yeah please forgive me i am with out a beta at the moment if any of you would like to do it just shoot me an email.

I started "you were kissing me so I thought...well why not and started kissing you back. I mean

I just got done telling you to treat me like a women and pushing you away seemed adolescent to me."

"So you kissed me back to prove your point" stated Remus The look in his kind blue eyes was

to much for me. I only caught the moment in his eyes for a second but that second was all it took

for me to kiss him again reached over and grabbed the back off his neck and pulled him closer.

My lips but a breath from his I whispered "no" and kissed for the second time.

He pulled back "what was that for?" I looked into his eyes and said boldly "because I like you"

"I know you like me" Tonks "but why did did you kiss me" Men they were so clueless " I like you

Remus as more then just a friend I like you, like women likes a man, thats why i kissed you."

Remus turned red and suddenly I felt very shy and looked down at the floor. Why wasn't he

saying anything I took a chance and glanced up. He was looking at me with a lost expression on

his face. I looked back down at the floor again and started to pick at a spot with my finger and

started to talk very quickly I could feel my face becoming redder by the minute.

"It's ok if you don't feel the same" I said with false cheer in my voice, "its not like I expect you

to like me back or anything, you asked me why I kissed you. So i decided to be honest. Can we

go back to just being friends and pretend this never happened." I jumped up quickly and walked

in to the kitchen "Would you like something tho drink?" I gasped as I was suddenly grabbed from

behind. He slowly turned me around to face him "what if I don't want to forget it he stared deep

in to my eyes and then brought his lips softly down on to mine. We kissed for minutes but it felt

like hours, we drew back for breath my head resting under his chin.

"What was that for?" I threw the words that he said earlier back at him. " because" he said so

softly I could barely hear him "I like you too, but I am to old for you too to poor, to dangerous. It

would never work, I wish it could Dora I really wish it could. "Well then if you knew all off this

why did you tell me you like me." "you were being honest with me so I thought I would do the

courtesy and return the favor. "but I don't care about those things Remus" I started he cut in "but I

do." and with those words and a caress of of his eyes, he walked to the door and said "I'm sorry

Tonks truly I am." and with those parting words he left my flat.

"I'm sorry to Remus." I said to the closed door. "because now that i know how you feel you don't

stand a chance. I want you and in the end I will make you mine, Remus you are a challenge but I

like a Challenge. Let the games begin ." I set down and started to plot, to get my Marauder I was

going to have to think like one and I was going to need some inside help. It was time to get my

dear cousin to help me out. After all who better to help me get my Marauder then a marauder.

Remus Lupin wasn't going to know what hit him.