Within a twilight when the cosmos flaunting itself with faraway asterisks blinking in patterns like impressive labels flashing on neon signs in pleasuring hours at downtown, and his effeminate colleague lit a notch of tobacco then blew out rings of leafy fumes while threatening to burn it on his turtleneck sweater, the effects of that unpredictable ingredient within the roll made his cognition sluggish, sluggish as if he was fluttering with the somnolent breezes in somewhere that cannot be located. What will come next when this steamy enthrallment fuse into the thin air like it has never been there? Confiscated from their cognizances, or did it turn invisible and trick them into thinking it had evanesced but actually still haunting around like a Phantasm of which they could not in the least escape from? Properly the latter one, like Him, indelible even when He could not be seen.
Master, please be the pains throbbing in my psyche.
Every inch on his frame was shackled with paralysis as if he was binded down by that silhouette jumping out from his reflection on the opaque wall. It restrained his movements with his wrists tightened in its hands and legs riveted between its thighs, and they stared at each other for a while realizing it was just the same old procedure of withstanding grudges towards the worthless past that held no meaning anymore. Its body was covered with scars interweaving one another like a spider web in which one cicatrix stood out as a familiar line where blood exuded from a slit and knitted an Endearing Suffix he wanted to vocalize out loud but could not. The sensations confused him immensely he tried to distract himself by wondering if there was a knife really sharp it would cut carve the commemoration of His existence deeply in his bones so a thousand years later when his cadaver has rotten such Memorial still remains within the trace of his parasitic subsistence.
If only this ostentatious corse is ever tolerable enough to store such Resplendence in it. Maybe if Hyacinth concentrated wholeheartedly in protecting such Glory in Him then with His generosity a candle would be put out to brighten this solemn mansion of his on the wuthering height. I don't know, I don't know anymore - that Prime of Yours I revere, it's too severe, my Lord, my Overlord, please salvage this crazy fervor within me.
So ardently he wished to depart his weakened consciousness within this delirium, under this oppressive gravity. Hold me. What was left for him in this loop of habitual eagerness? Fatigues and fatigues and fatigues one would rather die rested. Gently, ah, and help me lay down my burdens like this. Like we have never met, one cut through my neck and I'm gone before the sun ascends.
how could he pretend that they had never met when in his reverie the Lord's smile was so lonely like He almost cried? sometimes he felt it, but never happened. could not tell anymore. tried to fly up higher but fell. the firmament was so forlorn and when He spread His pinions to fly the cerulean ceiling of molecules scattering light was sliced to shades. i hear them summoning me down at the depth of hades 'your time is over now' and i wave at the boat that rows on the misty river the only object that severs the dark water, but before it comes somehow i remember You searching for me in another world therefore i wake up, yet the memory is not enough. the phantom is still here.
can You save me-save me-save me?
When his neurosis lied down on the limp weeds his solicitude suddenly r-a-n b-a-c-k t-o H-i-m and HisnameHisnameHisname kept echoing within the trance as a Hymn chanted by a fan-a-tic softly softly softly breathed breathed breathed. then the astringent-flavors-of-long-gone-childhood-he-begged-to-omit after His arrival in such instant of engrossment hopped-around-his-tongue like tastes-of-pOisOns only He could-cure with His-saccharine-deliciousness. it could be said that he resigned completely heresignedhisfutureandputitinHishands.
Master-Knives Master-Knives Master-Knives
i have been calling You like this.
possibly you wouldn't listen and if you do
perhaps you might want to laugh at it
Million Knives Million Knives Million Knives
i really want to be with you even though my life is fleeting
just believe me when i say i have no one else to devote to.
i've already lost everything
MililionMillionMillion
i still haven't known how you got that name
maybe i should learn that too
KnivesKnivesKnives
please don't forget my adoration for You.
