This fic now has a Beta, dino-dog83. Thanx go out to dino


JJ just stood there, shocked that they found out and couldn't help but think; 'Now it's only a matter of time before they figure out the reason that I wanted to keep quiet about my brother.'

The BAU members just looked at JJ with confusion in their eyes. "How did I not know bout this?" Was the main question running through the minds of the FBI family.

David, ever the father figure, stepped in front of JJ placing his hands on her shoulders, "Blondie?" He whispered. And that was all it took for JJ. She released the tears and let them fall from her eyes as she left the room. Reid stood and was going to go after her, but Dave stopped him. "She needs to be alone now," was all he said. Reid nodded in understanding and moved going back to the couch.

"Did anybody know?" Morgan asked after a painful silence. The others all confirmed what he'd suspected by saying 'No' or shaking there heads. "Why did she leave us in the dark about this?" Morgan said looking to his boss for direction.

Aaron looked out the door simply replied; "We all have our reasons."

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JJ stopped running when she got to the bathroom. Quickly locking the door to insure her privacy she crouched down on the floor and wept for what seemed like ages. "Now they know about you." She whispered as she clutched at her necklace. "It's only a matter of time before they know everything." She whispered aloud as she dropped her head in her hands as another memory from her past resurfaced.

**Flashback**

A younger sad JJ trudged into her house after watching the love of her life disappear from her life. She put one foot in front of the other as she went up the stairs to her room. As soon as she heard the click of the door locking in place she jumped onto her bed and pounded her fists into her pillow, her screams muffled by the soft cushion of feathers.

'Why does life have to be unfair? Why cant we be together?' These where a few of the thoughts running through her head as she sat up, not caring that she probably looked like crap from crying. Glancing at the necklace he'd given her put a smile on her face. She never knew he had this, instead believing it was buried with their mother.

"I guess I was wrong." Spoke Jen into the silence of her bedroom. Then breaking the calm her door opened up with a loud creak revealing her father. As he sat down JJ scurried away from him. Her back hitting the wall as she put her head in between her knees as sobs broke from her mouth.

"JJ, honey," spoke her father in a soft voice. "It's for the best for everybody." He paused looking for the right words. "You'll find somebody else who makes you fell like he did." At this, JJ's head snapped up she had hatred in her eyes.

"Don't say that!" She said through gritted teeth. "My heart belongs to him and his to me. Forever and always." Her father was about to say something but didn't get the chance as JJ continued now full of anger. "Get out, I HATE YOU!" She yelled before putting her head in her knees again allowing the tears to fall once more. JJ's father just quietly got up and left closing the door behind him.

JJ sat alone just rocking back and forth whispering 'Forever and Always' over and over and over again. Her hand on the necklace her beloved gave to her.

**End Flashback**

JJ was so consumed in her own world that she didn't notice the door to the small bathroom opening. So engrossed in her thoughts she didn't even notice that someone was beside her until she felt a hand snake up and down her back to calm her.

"You okay Jen?" JJ brought her head up at the question and blinked back some of the tears that had yet to fall.

"Britt?" JJ asked with a hint of uncertainty. The brown haired girl nodded as she sat closer to her friend. "What's wrong hon?" Brittany asked with sadness in her voice.

JJ said nothing instead she just fingered the black cross with the white rose around her neck. This action of course drew the attention of Brittany's eyes. As Brittany eyed the object, she thought back to the last time she saw it,

**Flashback**

It was the night before Mrs. Jareau had died. JJ and Brittany were both 13 at the time. The young teens were having a movie marathon night and and just getting everything ready. Since JJ was busy, Brittany walked up the stairs to check on Mrs. J. but as soon as she reached her destination she found something she wasn't expecting.

Kneeling on the floor near the nightstand was JJ's twin brother Anthony. His dirty blonde hair was tied back in a short loose ponytail as he talked to his mother. Brittany noticed that Mrs. J. didn't look well at all, perhaps worse than the last time she'd seen her. Her lips where blue and looked slightly cracked. A purple tinge was visible under her eyes showing just how tired the older woman was, which was to be expected since she hadn't gotten much sleep as of late. Not wanting to intrude Brittany just stood at the door listening to the conversation between mother and son.

"I love you Mommy." Anthony's soft voice cracking at the word Mommy.

"I love you to Anthony." Mrs. J. spoke her voice dry but sincere.

"I don't want you to go." Brittany heard Anthony tell his mother, his voice barely above a whisper now.
Brittany watched as Mrs. J. smile at her son before she strained her arms to work at taking off a necklace around her neck. Brittany immediately recognized it as the one Mrs. J. always wore it had a black cross with a white rose on it.

Handing over the necklace to her son she said; "Give this to the woman who makes you soar. Give it to your soul mate." Anthony nodded but remained quite as he took the offered necklace.

Deciding to make her presence knowing Brittany knocked before letting herself in. "Hey Mrs. J." she said pulling a chair up to the other side of the bed.

"Hello Brittany dear you are looking lovely as ever." She said. Brittany nodded a thank you before glancing over at Anthony who was still starting at his hand. His fist was clenched so tightly that his knuckles were turning white.

Before Brittany could say anything to the boy, who she considered a brother, she was interrupted by Jen's arrival and the announcement that the popcorn was ready.

On her way out Brittany placed a kiss on Mrs. J.'s cheek and left mother and son alone but not before seeing the look on Anthony's face that would haunt Brittany forever. The look on his face was unmistakable, it was the look of Revenge.

**End Flashback**

As Brittany sat staring at the necklace in JJ's fingers the memories washed over her. She'd always knew about them, she'd helped them with everything but what she didn't know was that he'd given her the necklace.

"I take it you're his soul mate as he's yours?" She asked her best friend. Receiving a nod from Jen in reply. Then without moving without even so much as looking she spoke just above a whisper. "They know I have a brother Britt." Brittany just stared thinking ahead thinking about what this could mean. "It's only a matter of time before they dig deeper and find out about us." JJ said this time looking up with tears flowing like waterfalls.

Brittany hugged her best friend and whispering in her ear; "We'll figure it out. We'll figure it out."


Before you go on reviewing what i know ur most likely going to do, i clearly stated in the summary thingy "inbetween lines incest", so ill just ignore any and all flames

-AJ