As soon as we parked I ran toward the forest and toward my special place. I didn't need to hunt as much as I needed to think and calm down. I sighed as I let the thoughts of the day enter my mind, causing hurt to replace all the anger that I have felt.

As soon as I reached the waterfall I slid down onto the damp, mossy ground and leaned against the nearby tree as I let tearless sobs shake my body. I mean why does everything have to be so hard? First it was the fact that unlike most people I am attracted to the same sex and had to put up with Emmett's stupid gay jokes for the last century and now its because I have fallen in love with a human.

"hey." I heard a voice whisper about a mile away from me and I sighed as I turned to face who was talking.

"Jasper go away." I muttered, burying my face into my arms and I felt a wave a calm as he sat beside of me and draped his arm across my shoulders and I instinctively leaned into his side.

"Darlin, Everyone is worried about you." he whispered and I sighed as I forced myself to look at him and shook my head.

"I can't believe all of this Jasper, I want to be friends with her but Edward is always..." I began however he stopped me by laughing and retorting

"A jack ass?"

I had to smile at this as Jasper slowly helped me to my feet before he added "just ignore him, you have the rest of us to back you up." he stated.

"Rosalie does not approve either." I pointed out as I followed him and he chuckled

"Actually she's just worried, as usual. Lets go back home, Esme and Carlisle are worried about you." he stated and I sighed.

"I can't face them yet. I need time to get myself together." I whisper before bolting away from him and forks.