A/N: Sorry I haven't updated in a while. I have so much on my plate right now that I don't have that much time to write. Well, I am back and I hope you like this next chapter. I have a few more story ideas but I won't work on those till I am finished or close to finished with Bella and the Cliff. Sorry that this isn't that long. So, here is the story after the usual.
Music: More by Usher
Disclaimer:
Edward: So… you're going to bring Bella back.
Me: Hmm… I don't know *singing Barbie Girl in my head*\
Edward: Ugh! Where did you learn your taste of music? Emmett? Alice?
Me: *sniff* No I learned it from you! *evil smile* I like any music but rap! Besides, Alice introduced me to this song. No say it or I will continue to sing Barbie Girl in my head.
Edward: She doesn't own Twilight and I love her… hey! Not fair Jerin! Come on!
Me: What? Bella isn't here and I stopped singing Barbie Girl in my head. *Pulls out CD player and plays Barbie Girl* I said I would stop singing it in my head, not that I wouldn't play it. MUHAHAHA!
Sorry. I couldn't help myself. Enjoy please!
PREVIOULY
FLASHBACK!
I opened my door to get out, but he grabbed my wrist lightly and held me there. I noticed again how hot his skin felt on mine.
"What is it, Jake?" I asked.
There's something I wanted to tell you, Bella… but I think it's going to sound kind of corny."
I sighed. This would be more of the same from the theater. "Go ahead."
"It's just that, I know how you're unhappy a lot. And, maybe it doesn't help anything, but I wanted you to know that I'm always here. I won't ever let you down- I promise that you can always count on me. Wow, that does sound corny. But you know that, right? That I would never, ever hurt you?" (NEW MOON: PAGE 217 & 218)
END OF FLASHBACK!
All I could think was, Jacob, you promised you would never hurt me. What happened? Then I felt myself floating away from my body.
BELLA POV:
Everything was black first. Then it started to get lighter and lighter till I could see. There were two paths. One overgrown with potholes, which would be impossible to travel. Then there was a path that was smooth all the way. But those weren't the only differences. At the end of the first path, there was music, dancing, and a banquet large enough for a king, whereas the end of the second one had suffering, darkness, and evil at the end. I started down the first path; wanting to leave that evil behind me. I kept tripping on the path I was taking. It was hard, but not impossible. But towards the end of the trip, I fell and cut my leg open. There was no greater pain than that. I wanted this misery to end. Then I remembered the only thing that could get me through this, the only thing that mattered.
Edward.
Edward. My dark angel. My love… life. He would never forgive me if I gave up now, when I came so far.
So I got unsteadily to my feet and limped forward. I could fall at any minute, but I had to do this for my Edward. Edward. The person who would live forever and love me forever. The man I would never see again.
The tears in my eyes did nothing to help me as I stumbled my way to a golden gate with people in white talking and singing. Once I got to the gate, my legs gave out. I would have hit my head on the ground if it weren't for four withered hands. I looked up to see Gran and Gramps.
"Gran? Gramps?" I asked in an unsteady voice that matched how I felt.
"Hello, Sweetheart," Gran said. "Oh, I love you so much. And look how much you've grown! Come on Sweetheart, let's go see the King to know for sure where you'll go." I could see the sadness in her eyes.
We walked through the giant, golden gate and towards three seats. The middle seat was the biggest, the one on his right was the second biggest, and the last one was the smallest. The middle seat was occupied by a man with a white beard, white robes, gold crown, and a serious expression on his face. The seat on his right held a man with a purple robe and a crown of thorns. The smallest seat held a man with a harp, white robes, and white wings. An angel. So that was God, Jesus, and Gabriel. Cool, so we were right. No cool, I was dead. I smiled and bowed down to God.
God looked at me and his expression softened a small amount. "Isabella -Bella- you weren't supposed to die today. You were to spend forever with Edward. They all -the Cullens- wondered if they had souls. But you, you, Bella, have always believed that they did have a chance at Heaven. You had the faith that none of them had. I thought I would complement you on your faith that is one of the strongest I have seen in this decade. You stuck to your faith no matter what you went through or what the others said. You would be here with me forever and I would love to keep my daughter with me, but Edward needs you. He won't ever move on and you two need each other. That was my plan. To have Edward be alone for a long time till he can appreciate what he was given and truly love her -you- for who you are. So… you're going back. I love you and I'll see you when the time comes."
Everything started to fade; I started to fade. I could feel myself going back to my body. There was one thing I needed to know before it was too late and I was back in my body.
"Wait! Do they have souls?" Then I could fight with Edward strongly when I was back. He couldn't deny it if it came straight from God himself.
He smiled at me. "Trust your heart. That will always guide you. Just believe in the impossible and it will come true."
I was back in my body after that . The pain was excruciating, but it was only in my heart. Everything else in my body felt strong and cold. When the pain stopped, I opened my eyes and saw an unfamiliar wall covered in CD's. Where am I?
A/N: I know, I'm mean to stop there. Well I don't know when I will write again because I am always really busy. Okay, some of you might not like this chapter because you may not believe in God, but I am a believer and will show God in this way and as many ways as I can. Please Review and tell me what you think. I promise the next chapter will be more on Bella and Edward. Well tell me what you think and I will try to update again soon. Ttyl!
~Jerin~
