Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha….that pleasure goes to Rumiko Takahashi. Sorry I haven't updated this story in a while. I've been very busy and have had trouble finding a job. I'll try to update this story and my other one when I can. So people bear with me ok. Anyway enjoy this chapter!

Both Sango and Miroku were at a lost of words. They stared at Kagome stunned to what their friend had endured. "I can't believe him….how could he do such a thing." Miroku said with discuss in his voice. "Plus the fact that he didn't even bother to…" Sango immediately stopped not wanting to hurt Kagome anymore. She looked at her sister and tears filled her eyes. "Kagome I so sorry I wasn't there to help you." She said. Kagome moved over to where Sango was sitting. "Its alright, there's nothing that you could have done to prevent it and there was nothing you could have done to stop me from leaving. I should have realized sooner that he didn't care for me at all but my ignorance and stubbornness is what blinded me from the truth." Kagome turned from the couple. "I didn't want to admit to myself and I guess that's why I let him do what he did. I wasn't strong enough to admit to my own weakness." Miroku walked over to her.

"Kagome you should blame yourself for everything. No one ever said that love was easy. You loved him because you did and you couldn't stop that." "No Miroku I could have and I should have. If I didn't let my feeling get out of control like they did, I wouldn't have felt so horrible about seeing Inuyasha with Kikyo. But no, I convinced myself that he actually cared for me when the truth was smack in my face. I acted stupid and childish thinking that he loved me and only me…when I should have realized what the harsh reality." Miroku bowed his head in defeat. "I'm sorry." He said.

Kagome turned and smiled at him. "Don't be. It's in that past and it can't be changed. I don't want you two to feel guilty about what happened to me. I'm sorry for laying my problems on you two." Kagome said with regret. "Don't be Kagome where here for you and always will." Miroku said while hugging her. "My husband is right Kagome; we will always be here for you when ever you need it. Lay your problems on us if it helps your stress." Sango said warmly. Kagome smiled. "Thank you both so much." Just as she was about to hug her sister a familiar form came through the doorway.

"Miroku, Sango there's something you need to…" He stopped suddenly when a familiar scent hit his nose. A wonderful scent that he hadn't smelled for almost eleven years. He looked to see a tall women standing in between his companions. He inhaled the scent again and tears began to form. "K-Kagome is that really you?" He asked quietly. "Hey kiddo did you miss me?" She said warmly. Without warning the fox demon had her in his arms. "Kagome its you, it's really you!" He cried. "Yes it's me Shippo, I've missed you so much.

Not wanting to let her go her, he removed his arms from her to look at the mother that left so long ago. "You're back! I knew you'd come back. I've missed you so much." He said. Kagome place a hand on his cheek. She took the time to explain to him why she had left him and the other behind and like Sango and Miroku, he was angered and saddened to what she had gone through. "How dare him! How dare he do something so low but then again that half breed never cared about anything except himself and the dead clay pot." He growled angrily. "We know Shippo but there is nothing we can do now." Shippo shot his head up. "Yes there is something we can do. That's what I came to tell you, that good for nothing mutt is heading this direction, and I say we giving what's coming to him."

As much as she wanted to kill him, Kagome knew that wouldn't remove the hurt and pain that was conflicted on her. "Shippo please I don't want a scene besides I sure that Kagome will handle Inuyasha herself when the time comes but that her choice and her choice alone." Sango said firmly. Groaning Shippo backed down. "Shippo my son I appreciate your concern but Sango is right I can handle Inuyasha myself. I'm not the same person he once new. I'll handle him when he gets here." She said. "Ok Kagome we understand but if he touches you in anyway I can't promise that I'll hold myself back." Shippo said. "I'm tough enough to challenge him now." Kagome smiled at her son. "He's definitely not a kid anymore." She said to herself. "I'm going to take a walk for a little bet to clear my head. I'll be back soon." Kagome said. With that she was gone from there site.

"Do you think Kagome went to confront Inuyasha head on?" Sango asked. "I don't know my love but I do know that Kagome is a lot stronger then she was and I'm sure she can handle him. But like Shippo said if he so much has tough Kagome again he'll regret it. Miroku said.

Meanwhile….Inuyasha was coming up to the village. He had wondered what would happen if he old comrades saw him. Would they be glad to see him or would they hate him. As he continued to walk along the path that lead him towards Miroku's home, he stopped dead in his tracks. He sniffed the air and his heart began to race. "It can't be!" he said to himself. He sniffed again and this time he knew for sure. "It's Kagome scent. Is she here or is my mind playing trick on me." He walked towards some wooden barrels.

"Kagome are you here somewhere." Kagome ducked to keep herself hidden from Inuyasha. As Inuyasha inched his way towards the barrels the sent of Kagome was getting stronger. He knew that she was there. "Kagome after all these years you finally came back too me." He thought to him. He hit the barrel and Kagome popped up. "Kagome is that you." Kagome hesitated and just looked at Inuyasha. "She came back she's really here. My lost love came back." He said to himself. He inched himself towards her. "Stay away from me Inuyasha." She warned. "Kagome are you still mad at me?" Kagome walked out of the way of the barrels. Inuyasha marveled at Kagome body. She had more curves to her body and bigger breasts. "Inuyasha I'll never forgive you for what you did to me. Plus I didn't come here to see you. I only came here to see my friends." Inuyasha was hurt by her words.

"Kagome I know your angry at me or far worst than that but I want you to know that I've never stopped thinking about you." He moved closer to her. "I've never stopped loving you." Kagome laughed. "Inuyasha will you stop lying to me. You never loved me you only loved that dead clay bitch. You even proved to me that you didn't love me by fucking that dead bitch." Kagome screamed. "I'm so sorry Kagome I never meant to hurt you like that honest." "Shut up words are cheap Inuyasha. Everything that you ever told me was a lie." "I'm not going to stay here and listen." With that to ran towards the well.

Inuyasha ran after Kagome. "No I'm not going to lose Kagome again. I'll make her understand that I love her and want to live with her." Kagome was close to the well until a big red and white figured jumped in front of her. "Kagome your not going anywhere until you understand the truth." Kagome growled at him in response. "What truth! That you're a pig and a bastard!

"You're not leaving until you understand what I have to say to you." He turned around and went toward the woods. Kagome took the chance to go towards the well until she heard a load rumbling sound. "To make sure that you don't leave, I'm going to block the well with this tree." Inuyasha roared. He slammed the tree into the well covering the entrance. He landed in front of her and then walked towards her. "I know that your very angry with me, but please just listen to me for once Kagome." Kagome just ignored him. "Kagome look at me." No response. "Kagome look at me Damnit." Inuyasha pulled her face to meet his. "Listen to me Kagome." He said again but this time more gently.

"Why should I listen to you? All you've ever done to me was lie and cheat on me Inuyasha. You say that you love me and then the next breath you take you near the clay pot again." "But I guess that was also my fault because I was stupid enough to think you had a heart. I was childish and stubborn to know better. I didn't want it to be true so I blocked the true out." Inuyasha stood in silence. How could she think that he didn't care for her. "Kagome that's not true. I've always loved you ever since you convinced me not to go to hell with Kikyo. You've always accepted me as a half-demon and a half-human. Kikyo only accepted my human side." Kagome just looked at him. "I finally understood that you were the only one for me Kagome not Kikyo." That night when you saw me I …I never forgave myself for what I did.

I killed Kikyo and made sure that she would never harm you or me again. When you left, I had dreams of you and dreamt that we were happy together and that we were raising a family. I want that dream to come true Kagome; I want you to be with me and to have a house full of pups."

Kagome laughed. "Do you honestly expect me to believe that crap you just said? You honestly think that I believe you? You are nothing but a user and a liar. You pretend to care but the truth is that you just want someone to pity you." Inuyasha just stood they not believe what he heard from Kagome's mouth. "It's the truth Kagome and I want you to believe me." Kagome just shook her head at him. "Well as sappy as that story is, I don't buy it for a minute. You have the gull to say that you love me and that you wanted to be with me….when it didn't take much to go back to that clay pot. Oh and lets not forget you plowing into her like your life depended on it. Oh yea Inuyasha you really love me.

She walked to the well and closed her eyes. "Kagome please, I'm not happy without you. I need you with me." He said pleading. Kagome began to glow a pale blue. Then the tree that was blocking the well began to glow as well. "Huh…"Inuyasha gasped. "I don't care if you are unhappy Inuyasha. After you betrayed me I never wanted to think of you ever." She growled. Inuyasha gasped and his heart shattered. "I never wanted to lay eyes on your pathetic form again." Inuyasha's eyes began to build up with tears. "Kagome I know that you're mad at me but I know you don't mean that. I know that you've always loved me."

Kagome smiled at Inuyasha with evil in it. The tree that had blocked the well lifted up from it and charged at Inuyasha. It hit him straight into his face breaking his nose. Kagome laughed. "Do you still think I don't mean it now Inuyasha?"

Inuyasha looked up at Kagome with a glimmer of tears forming in his eyes. "How could you Kagome? Do you really hate me that much?" Kagome looked at him. "Of course I do Inuyasha; you ruined my life, caused me so much pain, made me look like a weakling in front of everyone, and had sex with that fucking clay bitch." "Do you honestly expect me to just forget the past, forgive you, and fall in love with you all over again like an idiot? No I'm not going to waste anymore of my time or energy with you ever again." Inuyasha could only look at Kagome with sad eyes and wonder what she would say next.

"Please Kagome I never wanted to hurt you….you've got to believe me." Kagome looked at him as if he was mental. "Are you really that stupid Inuyasha, if you never wanted to hurt me then why did you rut with her?" Kagome asked. "Why did you have sex with her if you wanted to be with me?" Inuyasha looked away from her in shame. "ANSWER ME." She screamed. "Because I was in heat!" he whispered. Kagome walked over to him and grabbed him by his neck. "What did you say?" She demanded. Inuyasha gently touched her hand. "I said I was in heat. My demon mating season had began that night and I couldn't control it. When I go into that stage I can't control anything thing. My mind goes blank and my full demon side takes over. I was hoping that I would mate with you when it happened but it came to soon. You should know that because I'm a half demon I can't control my full demon side."

Kagome let go of his throat and looked at him. She remembered Koga telling her about the demons mating season and how hard it was for half demons. It was almost impossible for them to control their demons. If Inuyasha had been born a full demon he would have had a better chance of controlling the urge to mate. Plus she has seen Inuyasha go into his full demon form and not remembering anything. But why should she believe him after everything he's done to her.

She didn't know what to think. Could she really have jumped to the wrong conclusions or was this another trick from him. In many ways what he had said to her made a lot of sense. But on the other hand this could be some kind of lame excuse.

Inuyasha had his back towards her. It was true every word that came out of his mouth. He had gone into his mating season and lost control. Because Kikyo and Kagome looked alike it was hard so his demon to tell the difference. "Kagome I know what I said is hard for you to believe but what I said was the truth. I really and truly believed that it was you that I was making love too not Kikyo. If you don't believe me then I understand. I've hurt you greatly and for that I and truly sorry. I still love you Kagome and always will. I had your trust, friendship, and love but I abuse it. But I never wanted to hurt you. Maybe someday you'll forgive me.

With that the half demon left his love. Kagome stood there confused as ever. "What in the world was that about?" Kagome sat on the grass. "That idiot is trying to trick me again but if what he said is true and that he really was in heat then this whole mess was my fault." Kagome looked up into the sky. "I'm so confused."

So what do you think? What should Kagome do? Should she believe him and take him back or leave him high and dry?