First off, I want to thank the (I believe at last count) thirty people who have Favored/Alerted this story. I thought it was going to be a disaster o.O You people must be as nuts as me ........... Wait, that's not possible. (Sorry to break it to you - lol). Anyways, if you guys have an idea's, suggestions, or something like that, send me a message or post a comment. I do tend to run out of ideas .

Omg....... I had this already to upload, but I over wrote it here on Fan fic o.O My computer wouldn't let me Upload the last chapter, so I guess I thought I had posted this one already, and I just pasted it here . Stupid me.

Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation.

(Yes, I did decide to jump. Bite me.)

Shuichi took a deep breath as he looked over the ageing house before him. Fiddling with the hem of his blouse, he debated whether to go up to the door or just go home.

"Go Shu," Eiri said as he leaned on his car.

"I'm…scared…" Shuichi whispered, wrapping his arms around his chest.

Sighing, Eiri wrapped his arms around his lover's waist. "It's okay to be scared. You haven't seen them in almost six years. But…" he trailed off as his hands found the breasts on the small body. "If you don't, I'm going to start molesting you right here."

Shuichi's face went instantly red. Pulling forward, he grabbed onto the fence. "Guess the safest spot for me with that option is inside." Eiri nodded slowly. Taking a deep breath, he gave his novelist a hug. "Thank you for bringing me."

Once again Eiri wrapped his arms around the former singer. As he was about to say something, he noticed the door was opening. He waited till Shuichi's dad was on the porch to point it out.

"Yuki-san, what are you doing here?" he called out as the two lovers parted. Mr. Shindou looked over the girl with his son-in-law, and held back his rage.

Shuichi held his breath as he pushed over the gate and started walking up the path. "Dad…" he whispered once they were close.

"Shuichi….?" He nodded. Mr. Shindou wrapped his arms around his son, pulling his into a tight embrace. "You're home…." He whispered.

"Yeah…"

Pushing the door open, his Dad led the two inside. "Hunny, come quick," he called out. Shuichi watched as his Mom descended the stairs.

"Yes Dear?" she asked quietly. She paused, looking over Shuichi. "Who…?" Mr. Shindou just smiled. "My … Shuichi…?" she whispered.

"Hi Mom," he said as he wrapped his arms around her. He paused when he heard her start to cry. "Mom, don't cry…"

"My Shuichi is home…" she whispered. "You're home…"

"Yeah Mom," he smiled.

"How long can you stay for, Son?" He looked over his son, debating if that was the right thing to call him.

"Eiri said I can stay for the day… he wants me to go with to get the kids though."

"Why don't you get reacquainted with the house while your Mom starts making lunch?" Both nodded.

"I'll make some of your favorites. Go wash up."

Shuichi kissed his Mom's cheek and ran up the stairs. Mrs. Shindou hugged her husband, smiling. "Our son has become our daughter…" he said quietly.

"Just give him some time and he might explain it to us," she said as she set off for the kitchen.

Shuichi looked around the upstairs; remembering what each room was for. Opening a door, he stepped into his sister's old room. The walls had been stripped of everything that had been there, but the bed was still made.

Closing the door, he looked around. "If that was Maiko's room, that should be the bathroom… and this should be my old room," he said as he opened a door on the other side of the stairs. He froze when he walked in.

Years ago when he had come to visit his parents, his room was full of boxes for storage. But now, the room had two beds, an area to change babies, and a desk. Sitting on the larger of the two beds, he laid his head down. Closing is eyes, he took in all the scents he could, along with the memories of what happened in this very room.

It wasn't hard to remember what all had actually happened in this room. All the sleep over's he and Hiro had… the time Eiri had come to visit him when he was sick, and the wound up almosthaving sex. He laughed remembering the so many things that had happened when he was younger, but started laughing harder when he remember how he started to cry when Eiri tried to penetrate him. If it was the actual first time or not, he didn't remember.

Finally he stopped laughing and just held the pillow on his bed. Hearing footsteps, he opened his eyes. "Eiri?"

"Just checking on you; no one was hearing any footsteps and I wanted to make sure you didn't find a corner and start crying." When Shuichi didn't say anything, he took a seat on the bed next to him. "What?"

"Why are there beds?"

"The kids stayed here while I was looking for you. I would be gone for days at a time, so they came here."

"But…"

"We talked about it all. Finding you was more important than our petty fights," he said as he pulled Shuichi up. Shuichirested his head in the crook of Eiri's neck.

"I love you…" Eiri kissed his hair, but didn't reply. Instead, he lay on the bed, pulling around Shuichi with him. Closing his eyes, Shuichi dug deeper into hisf Eiri.

"Stop moving," Eiri ordered. Shuichi went stiff as a bored for a moment then smiled.


Shuichi slowly walked down the stairs. "Have a good nap?" his Mom asked as he walked into the kitchen.

"Yeah," he yawned. "Well, good until Eiri started chewing on my ear…" he said as he rubbed his left ear.

"Why don't you go back and wake him? Lunch is almost done," she said as she set some plates on the table.

"He's grouchy if you wake him…" he laughed as he went back up the stairs. "Eiri," he whispered as he walked into the room. "Wake up," he said, poking his husband in the back of the head.

"Stop it brat…"

"…" an idea popped in his head, as a devilish smile graced his face. "Wake up before I give you an erection," he said trying to hold his laughter back.

No reply.

Slowly, Shuichi began to nibble on Eiri's showing left ear. Chew on my ear, I'm gonna chew on yours,he thought, as he began licking where he bit. Eiri moved around slowly, smiling wide.

"Shuichi…."

Finally he stopped when he saw his loves eyes pop open. "Afternoon Eiri," Shuichi whispered.

"Brat…" he said as he started rubbing his erection. "Why the hell did you do that?" Smiling Shuichi just shrugged. "You had better take care of this…."

"After lunch, ok?" he darted out of the room before Eiri could say anything.

Eiri mumbled something, and headed into the bathroom.


All four sat at the table, eating silently. Shuichi was happily eating some of his favorite foods, even snatching things off Eiri's plate to see how he would react.

"So Shuichi," his Dad started, setting the chopsticks down. "When did you… you know…?"

Shuichi stared at him blankly, trying to figure out what he was talking about. Eiri looked from person to person. "What do you mean Dad?"

"Why do you…. Not easy for me to ask this question to my son."

"He wants to know when you got a chest."

Shuichi looked down at his body, as he set the chopsticks down. "It wasn't my choice…" he said slowly. "He did it to me…." Both parents looked at him confused. "He doesn't like boys, but he said I looked so much like a girl that he could turn me into one. I remember sitting in the operating chair naked… a light was in my eyes. Next thing I knew, I woke up in my room and I had bandages everywhere.

"By everywhere you mean…?"

Tears began falling from Shuichi's eyes. "There's nothing on my body to tell anyone I was born a guy… I'm just like Yoshiki but I didn't choose to have the surgeries."

"Who's Yoshiki…?"

"My old tutor's younger brother," Eiri said as he wrapped his arms around Shuichi. "Calm down…" he whispered.

"But I'll be me again… Eiri said he would stay with me forf the surgery's to regain my body."

Mrs. Shindou set her chopsticks down as well. "Are you sure you want to do that, Shuichi? The loss of the body you have now could cause you problems."

"I just want Eiri to love me," he cried.

Narrowing his eyes, Eiri looked down at his brat. "You want me to love you? The hell of kind of bull shit is that?" Shuichi looked up at Eiri with puffy red eyes. "There was never a time I stopped loving you, idiot."

"R-really?"

"What do you think? If I didn't love you, I wouldn't let you into my bed," he said in a mater a fact tone. Shuichi kissed Eiri's lips and smiled. "Now eat your lunch." Shuichi nodded as he continued to eat.

"Eiri, you should learn how to make this."

"And you should learn how to write good music." Shuichi laughed.

"How do you know I haven't gotten better?"

"Zero talent never gets better," Eiri said without even looking up.

Ok, that was fun – lol.

Ok, I'm sure a few of you are thinking "You missed something here". I actually didn't. I put everything where I wanted it ^^

See, rather than give you all the details of Shuichi getting away from Raji all at once, I'm going to give them bit by bit. Might sound crazy, but I can make this work o.O

Ohhh!! I think this was my best chapter yet . I read threw it once I re-posted it, and for seven typos. So I think I got them all..... Lol! No chance in hell that I got them all....

On to the next chapter!!