AN: So I stayed up pretty late rewriting half of this chapter. My computer decided to reboot on me before I had the chance to hit save and I lost a good chunk of my chapter. Really mad about that but I didn't want to keep you guys waiting too long for an update because I know how that feels. So here I am in the wee hours of the night finishing up this for all of you. Hope it doesn't suck too bad :)


Quinn's POV

I nervously knock on Rachel's door. I don't know why I'm so nervous. I just saw her 20 mins ago in glee. As she opens the door my heart races and I instantly smile. She's beautiful. "You're beautiful" I tell her and she give me a half smile. She tells me to come in and leads me to the living room where we sit down side by side. I look at her and the only thing I want to do is kiss her. I want to feel her soft lips on mine. I want to hear the little whimper she makes when I softly bite on her bottom lip. But I know that won't happen at least not now.

"Okay so what do you want to talk about now?" She says and I can hear the annoyance in her voice.

"I want to talk about us" I tell her and she sighs.

"How many more times do we have to talk in order for you to realize there is no us"

"There will always be an us" She shakes her head no which makes me a little angry. "I saw the look in your eyes the day I sang our song and the way you kissed me back, I know you still love me" I say to her.

"I never said I didn't love you. I do love you Quinn but you can't expect to just sing songs and bring me roses and everything will be okay again"

"I know" I tell her as I deflate. "I just wish you would forgive me so I can show you I would never hurt you ever again and so we can go back to how we used to be minus the hiding" I say as tears start to fall from my eyes. She brings her hand up and wipes them away which only makes me cry more.

"I do forgive you Quinn" I look at her and feel relieved. She forgives me. "But we can't go back, everything is different now" She adds. "Forgiveness is easy but trust, trust isn't something you can just get back and I don't trust you anymore" She tells me and it breaks my heart. "If I take you back right now I'm always going to be wondering what you're doing, who you're with. It wouldn't be in a healthy relationship"

"There has to be something I can do to gain your trust again. I don't want to lose you. I can't lose you" She doesn't say anything but I can tell she's having an inner battle with herself because she's biting her bottom lip. I grab her hands and look directly in her eyes. "Please Rachel. I'll do anything"

"Fine" She finally says. "Let's be friends"

"Friends?" I say a little confused.

"Yes friends. The only way I can start to trust you again is if we start all over. We need to build a friendship again" I smile and nod. I hate that we have to start all over but if this is what it take to get her back then I'm willing and ready to just be her friend.

"Okay let's be friends" We sit in silence for a few minutes before I speak up again. "I...umm...I feel like I should come clean about something"

"Like?"

"Like why Santana was mad at me"

"Don't" I look at her a little confused. "Whatever the reason was it's in the past. We're starting over?"

"I know but what if it comes up later on? If we're going to start all over I want to start with a clean slate" She nods and I know she understands. So I begin to tell her "I had a doctor's appointment a couple days ago and I invited Puck to come along. San was mad because she thought I was going behind your back but I swear I didn't mean for it to seem like that. I just felt bad for Puck. He wants to be apart of his kids life and I can't keep..."

"It's okay" She says before I can finish my sentence. "He's the father. He has every right to be there" I can see the hurt in her eyes. I know the mention of Puck and this baby still hurts her. It's always going to hurt her and I hate that. "How is the baby by the way?" She asks me and I'm a little taken back by the question. No one besides Puck has asked about the baby.

"Umm..she's good. The doctor said everything is looking good"

"It's a girl?"

"I don't know. I really hope so. I don't think I can handle a little Puck running around" She laughs which makes me laugh with her. As her laughter dies down she sighs and then looks at me.

"Since you came clean about something I feel like I should too" My heart begins to race. What could she possible come clean about? "I kissed someone" She tells me and I feel like someone just stabbed me in the heart but then it quickly dies and I all I feel is anger. "It didn't mean anything. It just sorta happened"

"It was whoever picked you and Santana up huh?" She nods yes.

"Angel" She says. Angel wait where have I heard that name before? "You remember the summer camp I went to this past year? Angel was there with me. I told you about her remember? I said she reminded me of Santana. Turns out they are cousins. Small world right?"

"Real small" I'm pissed and Rachel knows it because she frowns. "So are you two dating now?" I tell her dryly.

"No"

"You move on fast"

"I said we aren't dating we just kissed once. I was just trying to be honest with you" She says with a sigh. "If I knew you were going to react like this I wouldn't have said anything" She's right. I'm being an ass and overreacting. I have no right to act like this. My face softens.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I know you were just being honest"

"Just so you know I don't move on fast. I told you I still love you. I'm not ready to date anyone right now. She's just a friend" I smile but I'm not okay with this. After all this Angel girl is Santana's cousin. I know how the Lopez family works.

"As long as you love me"

"Please tell me you didn't just quote Justin Bieber" She says with a chuckle. I shrug and smile "You're such a dork Quinn" She playfully hits my arm and it's right then in there that I know everything is going to be okay.


Over the next month Quinn and Rachel worked on being friends again. The two hung out more during school and Quinn texted Rachel on a regular basis. Quinn also decided during this time to not only come out to her parents but also tell them she was pregnant. He father was furious and her mother just cried but after all was said and done they told her they loved her and would help her through all this. This surprised Quinn. She thought for sure she was going to be kicked out and disowned but her parents assured her they would not leave her side. When Quinn's three-month appointment came near she asked Rachel to come with her and Rachel agreed.

"Thanks for agreeing to come with me Rach" Quinn said as the two of them walked in the doctor's office.

"Not a problem"

"So...how are you?" Quinn asked as the two of them took a seat.

"Really?" Rachel said with a smile.

"Really what?"

"How am I? We just saw each other yesterday" Quinn laughed.

"I know but things could have changed since then"

"You're a weirdo but I'm fine"

"Hey Berry juice!" Santana said as she walked in the office. "Hey Quinn"

"Hey" Quinn said back. Quinn and Santana's friendship seemed to fade out ever since the blow out they had at Quinn's last doctor's appointment. They would interact with each other at school only because they had too but other than that they hardly talked.

"What are you doing here?" Rachel asked.

"Just got done helping my dad. Saw you two in the window thought I would say hey. I have to get going though. You still coming over tonight?"

"Of course"

"Alright see you later. Bye Quinn"

"Bye" Quinn said as she watch Santana leave. "So...you're going over to Santana's house tonight?"

"Yeah"

"That's cool" Rachel rolled her eyes.

"Is there a problem with that?"

"No. No. Just a little wierd I guess. I didn't know you two were like best friends now"

"We're not best friends. Angel lives with Santana so we do have a civil relationship with each other"

"Angel?" Quinn asked.

"Yeah Angel"

"I didn't know you were still talking to her"

"We're friends. Why wouldn't I talk to her?"

"I don't know. You and I..."

"Are also friends" Rachel said cutting Quinn off. "Don't do this Quinn. We've been really good lately"

"I'm not doing anything"

"Can we just drop this then? I'm just her friend. Nothing more"

"Okay fine"

"Ms. Fabray?" The nurse called out. Quinn got up and walked towards the nurse. Rachel shook her head as she got up and followed Quinn. "Alright girls have a seat in this room and the doctor will be in here shortly" The nurse said with a smile.

"I'm sorry" Quinn said. "It's just hard for me sometimes. It's like I have you but I don't have you" Rachel was about to say something but there was a knock on the door.

"Hello" The doctor said as she came in the room.

"Hi doctor Adams" Quinn said.

"Where's your handsome boyfriends of yours?" Doctor Adams asked.

"He's not my boyfriend but brought my girl...my friend Rachel with me. I hope that's okay"

"Absolutely. So how are you?"

"I'm good but I've been having some cramps lately. Is that good?"

"Cramps? Are you sure they're cramps?"

"Yeah I think"

"Are they painful? Do you have any bleeding?" The doctor asked.

"Not painful just really uncomfortable and no bleeding"

"Why haven't you said anything about them before?" Rachel asked really concerned.

"Because they come and go and they don't hurt that bad"

"But that's not good Quinn" Doctor Adams smiled.

"It's not good to have cramps but I wouldn't worry too much. When they become painful or when you start to have bleeding that's when you should come in right away. Alright let's have a look at your baby" Quinn laid back and pulled her shirt up a bit. The doctor set up the machine and then placed the wand on Quinn's stomach. "Alright look right there. That's your baby" The doctor pointed to the monitor.

"Omg Quinn" Rachel said as she intertwined her hand with Quinn's. Quinn smiled.

"Is it too soon to know the sex of the baby?" Quinn asked.

"A little. I can give you an accurate answer next month but right now it wouldn't be one hundred percent"

"But it's still possible?"

"Yes but don't you want to wait?" Quinn shook her head no. "Alright let me take a look" Doctor Adams looked back at the monitor. "From what I see now I think you might be having a...baby boy"

"Really?" Quinn said.

"Yes. Now let me snap a picture so you two can be on your way" Doctor Adams printed a picture and handed it to Quinn. "I'll see you next month"

"Thank you doctor" Quinn said as the doctor walked out of the room. "I'm having a boy"

"You're having a boy" Rachel repeated.

"How am I supposed to raise a boy?"

"The same way you raise a girl" Rachel said with a smile.

"I just wish I was having a baby girl" Rachel shrugged.

"Boy or girl you're going to be a great mom" Quinn smiled and the two made their way out the door.