A/N: I'm so bad with updating...but I'm trying to get better! Chapter 8 will be up straight after this one, and that will be the last pre-written chapter! Then I take over! Enjoy! :D
EPOV
I just sat there at my piano and just let everything out. I really did like Bella and I can tell because I have been acting different. But the question is; do I love her? I have been less mad at everyone. Really enjoying hanging back out with everyone. I can really tell that Alice has seen a difference in me. Well, I guess that everyone has seen it. But the question is; would Bella ever go for a guy like who I use to be. I thought that person was dead. But I only took Bella a few days to bring him back to life. I promised Bella that I would be her friend and only her friend. So I will do just that until I can come up with a way to show her that I really do want to be her and only her.
I start to press on the keys of the piano and I tune comes out. It just flowed right out. I have been stuck, not able to write for years, and here is Bella and I can write again. This song is a lullaby. It was soft and sweet. Just like Bella. That is what I am going to call it; Bella's lullaby.
BPOV
Here I am sitting in the back of Rosalie's car speeding down the highway on my way to the mall. Even though it is only open for a few more hours. Alice insists that we go. I guess that I could get a few things. I really need to update me Izzy wardrobe and get some more song writing paper.
"Alice why are we going to the mall anyway? It is only open for a few more hours."
"Yes I know but I really need to get some stuff for the sleep over. Jasper is going to be sleeping over and I need to get some stuff for our time and I am sure Rose wants to get some for Emmett. Plus you need to get some new clothes. You know step up your game when you are around my brother,"
"Alice we are only friends. I am not here to find a boyfriend. Yes that would be nice but I am not looking so if it happens that it happens. Ok."
"Yes whatever you say. But you are going to be there for what like a week then you are going to need some supplies. That is also why we are going. So please do not ruin my fun."
"Fine." All too soon we were at the mall.
Alice gets out of the car and drags me into the mall. Earning us a few looks from people.
We get into Victoria Secret. There really was no reason for me to be there. But Alice made me try some stuff on and insisted once again that I have to get them. I could not fight with her. One I was too tired and two you can't fight with her. It is not far but that is just Alice for you.
"Hey Alice I am going to go get a few things and better do it now right."
"Yes meet us in the food court in an hour and a half. Ok bye Bella."
So here I left the store and was off to the music store. When I walk in one of my songs was just ending. And that is when I hear some one talking about me. "So that was a hit from the famous Izzy Swan. But I the question is where is she now. I bet she finally realized that she was not that good and gave up her career. It just goes just goes to show you that anyone can be famous."I turn around to see Tanya, Lauran and Jessica talking right behind me.
Are you kidding me I was almost shot at. She just hates everything that there is to hate about me without actually knowing that it is me. But that I beside the point. I have worked very hard to be where I am at in my life.
"Oh Bella we didn't see you there. Did you just hear that song and I mean really they just let anyone sing now a days. "
"What do you mean I think that she is really good. I feel kind of bad for her. She was almost shot. So you have to feel a little bad for her right?"
"Are you kidding me she probably planned for that whole thing. You know to get the sympathy vote from people."
"Tanya you don't even know her so how would you know."
"Wow Bella why are you taking this so hard what are you like her biggest fan. I mean really get over it she is gone and I couldn't be more happy she was a sucky singer and a very bad actress."
"Right well I have to get going I just came in here to get some paper. And now that I have it I have some other errands to run. So you all have fun."
"Yea whatever. Wait you are staying with the Cullen's right." I just nodded my head. "Well can you tell Edward that I might stop by later. Thanks you're a doll."
Do I look like a messenger I think not. How dare she think that I staged the whole almost getting shot at think what a bitch. I would never do something like that I swear that once they get that creep then I am going to make people like her pay. I am a very good singer and I have won so many awards.
The next store was a clothing store I really need to update my other wardrobe. I really need to get back. I am really staring to like it here but this is not my world. I am not a normal girl. I really need some one to talk to.
APOV
"Ok Rose we have to get Bella and Edward together. We just have to get all of the stuff together."
You see I have a plan that will get them together. Yes it may take a little time but it will work my plans always work. You are just going to have wait and see what that plan is.
"Well let's go we have to get all of the stuff together and we only have like hour left."
"What only an hour let's get going. That is barley enough time."
BPOV
There was only an hour left so what was I going to do. While trying to figure that out my phone goes off. Without looking at my caller ID I pick up the phone.
"Hello?"
"Izzy darling how is everything? How are you?"
"As fine as I can be considering everything. Do you know when I am able to come back home."
"No honey. You need to make the best of it and from what I hear you have made some knew friends. Esme kids."
"How did you know that did she call you?"
"What no honey you father called and told me about it."
"Great so what is the real reason that you called is it to see if I have made any progress with the new song. Well I have not made any. There is just a lot of stuff going on here so I have not had a lot of time to write. And how would dad know he is not even here to see that I have made 4 new best friends and one new friend. Who knows he might become one of my best friends. So you know what I will work on the song when I get time. So leave it alone ok."
"That is not the reason I called. Ok do maybe it is part of the reason. But I also wanted to know if the Cullen kids know who you are? Does Esme remember you?"
"Yes mother Esme remembered who I was. The kids have no idea and I know that know one can know because that just puts me in more danger. But anyway I have to go. I am at the mall right now and I have to go and meet up with two of the Cullen kids." I hung up before she could say anything else.
It is always business with her I can never get a break and I mean ever. It is not that I don't love my mother I do I would just like her to be more of a mother than a manager.
Soon I was at the food court waiting for Rose and Alice only to realize that I had 45 minutes left so I went to get some clothes.
I picked out a total of one outfit and it was totally Izzy but with a hit of Bella in it. it was a bit of a different outfit. My image of Izzy was a bad girl. It was corset flowy kind of top and black pants and a leather jacket black boots. I gold studded leather bag. Once again it was very cute. Plus I can wear it when I ride me bike.
You see I have two very different styles. My Izzy stage style than my personal style.
Once I looked down at my watch I saw that I had all of five minutes left to get to get to the food court.
By the time that I got there Alice and Rose where waiting for me.
"Bella what took you soon long?"
"Alice you are always early leave the poor girl alone."
"Thanks Rose. Anyway are we ready to leave? I am getting really tired."
"Yes I have gotten all I have wanted too. Lets get home I want to see Jasper."
We walk out to the car and we were off to the Cullen's house.
EPOV
"The girls are on there way back. Rose just texted me." I heard Emmett yell.
Yes that means Bella is coming back. I can play her the new song I just wrote for her. Now the question is do I tell her how I feel. I better go ask the guys about this one.
"Jasper Emmett I need to ask you something!" just then I heard them running up the stairs.
"Yea man what is going on?" They ask at the same time.
"Well you both were right I might be in-love with Bella. But the only problem is I really don't know how to tell her. You guys have any ideas?"
"Well it is going to cost you my man." Emmett said.
"Thanks but I think I will just take the advice from Jasper."
"Do what you do best my man. I heard you playing earlier. Why don't you just play her a song and then just tell her."
"That is actually a very good idea. Thanks Jasper." I just heard a car door slam. "They are here."
"Edward man calm down. You need to be cool. Just tell her how you feel. "
"Yea you are right."
"Jasper get down here I need your help carrying in all of my bags plus I bought you some new stuff." Alice started to yell. "Edward get down here to Bella needs help with her stuff to."
"Fine we are coming down." I yelled back.
"Yea like you have much of a choice."
"Alice."
"Yo man that is my girlfriend."
"Yea my twin sister."
I walk down the stairs just as Bella was walking up. "Oh hey Bella."
"Hey Edward I really don't need the help o have all of my bags right here but I appreciate it thought."
"Great hey I want you to here this new song that I wrote."
"Really cool let me just go and put these things in my room. "
'Ok I will wait right here." It did not take her long to get back to me.
"Alright lets go I really want to here this." That just made me so happy to hear.
We get to my music room and I go right to the piano and just start to play her lullaby and when I get close to the end I can feel Bella staring right at me.
"So what did you think?"
"It was amazing. I have never heard anything like it."
"Really thanks. You inspired it."
"Really?"
"Yes and Bella there is something I wanted to tell you."
"Yes."
"Bella we have only known each other for a little while and in that time you have brought Alice and I closer together. You have changed me as well. I feel something very strong for you. Bella do you understand what I am trying to say to you?" she just shook her head no. "Bella I am saying that I love you and I want to be with you and only you."
She just looks at me.
"Bella this is a good time for you to say something."
"Edward I… I can't do this. I promised myself that I would never let this happen to me again."
"Bella what are you talking about?"
"My ex boyfriend he told me he loved me but then I caught him in bed with my cousin. That was not even a week later I told myself that I would never get hurt like that again." With that she got up and walked right out of my music room. Well that could have gone better.
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