Author: HatefulRodeo

Story: Recalled

Note: I will make my first attempt at writing bondage w/ slight masochistic & master/sub vibes. It is a bit graphic so if yaoi or any of the other things listed in my note aren't your cup of coffee hit the back button now please. You have been warned!

**Memory Appears Like This: False Memory

To ImperialMoonBeing; This chapter is for you! Thank you for being my sounding board and I hope I did your smutty thoughts justice! ;)

Disclaimer: I own nothing because if I did Sirius & Severus would have survived. Ginny would have been deceased leaving Harry free to live happily ever after w/ his beautiful uke Draco. Alas dear readers I don't own HP but JKR does. Meh so sad!

Previously:

Sirius shifted so his head was once again resting on Severus' chest. Severus brought his arm around to hug Sirius' shoulders. Their bodies pressed firmly together both men tiredly murmured their "Goodnights". And within 5 minutes they were both deep asleep, small smiles on each their faces.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*******Chapter 7*******~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

When Sirius woke he stretched out in a decidedly cat like manner, reaching out for his lover. Only to find Severus' side of the bed empty and cold. Sirius felt a bit disappointed to have not woken up with the man. He was cheered up when he glanced to the bedside table and saw a tray of food, being kept warm under a heating charm, and a note.

Sitting up against the headboard he brought the tray to his lap, picking up the note. Smiling brightly at the sweet written words before he murmured "beautiful" to the parchment, and watched it shift into a perfectly shaped Amaryllis flower. Sirius blushed when he recalled the meaning represented by the Amaryllis flower from his education in childhood. Amaryllis represented radiant beauty, the kind that emanates from an inner source and flowers outward.

Sirius felt his heart warm at Severus well thought out words and gift. The man may not be one for sugary spoken words but Sirius' knew he would be shown that Severus cared for him in other ways. The note and flower being one way or the way Severus always seemed to want to be touching him when they were together. Yes, Sirius could get used to this with no problem.

Sighing before he picked up his silverware, he began to eat his delicious breakfast. After finishing Sirius placed the tray back on the nightstand where it promptly disappeared. Sirius cast a quick Tempus, surprised to see it was 9:05 already. Sirius very rarely slept past 8 anymore.

Not wanting to overthink the reasons for this event, Sirius began to think of ways to show his lover he appreciated his thoughtful gesture. He knew from the note Severus would be back at 12 for lunch at then he had a double block free afterwards. A kinky idea came into Sirius mind, with a smile he continued to think on how he'd repay his lover for his kindness, and hopefully put to rest some thoughts that have been troubling Sirius lately, when Severus returned.

-Time Skip-

When Severus made his way into his quarters for lunch he came upon what looked like a freshly showered Sirius wearing his black silk dressing gown, that was not fastened closed. As Sirius got up and began to walk towards him the robe fell open, exposing his creamy pale skin and cock to Severus' onyx gaze. Severus feasted on the site of his lover; damp black curls laid wildly around that delicate face, grey eyes alight with happiness and those full pouty pink lips smiling at him. Yes, Sirius Black was a beautiful man and he was Severus'! Internally, he smirked smugly, feeling quite pleased with himself.

Sirius made his way to his already aroused potions master and grasped his hand leading him into the bedroom. Once they were at the side of the bed; Sirius began to strip him of his clothes, systematically placing kisses and licks to the exposed skin as it was revealed. Severus was definitely interested in where Sirius was going to take this and allowed his lover to continue his ministrations.

Not soon enough in Sirius' opinion Severus was stripped bare before him. God Sirius didn't think he'd ever tire of seeing his lover's body, which in his eyes was perfection. Sirius caught Severus' heated ebony eyes with his own lust filled grey orbs and shoved him onto the bed. "Lay on your side with your head propped up on the pillows, darling."

Severus quirked his eyebrow but did as Sirius asked and got comfortable on his side, with his head on the pillows. Sirius slipped into the bed, still wearing Severus' black robe, and arranged himself on his side facing Severus so their eyes met.

With a reassuring smile, Sirius accio'd Severus' wand, catching it only to hand it over to his lover. Sirius placed a quick kiss to those lips he was beginning to love before pulling his face back. Severus was looking more confused then ever so Sirius took pity on his lover and explained.

"I want you to use Legilimency on me." Severus looked like he was going to protest but Sirius cut him off; "Trust me Severus, you nor I will regret it." Sirius felt a trill of triumph when Severus nodded his agreement to Sirius' plan.

Before Sirius gave him the okay, he grabbed Severus' arm that was pressed to the bed tugging it so it was wrapped tightly around his semi-hard cock. Once that was accomplished he repeated the action with his hand, grasping Severus' hardened flesh in his hand, giving it a playful squeeze. Sirius nodded curtly, now that that they were prepared they could begin.

Sirius met Severus eyes once again and nodded his consent for Severus to enter his mind. Lifting his wand Severus placed the tip lightly to Sirius' temple and whispered "Legilimens". Sirius felt Severus slip gently into his mind and brought forward the false memory he'd created so Severus could see, feel and enjoy it.

Sirius felt Severus' arousal spike in his mind when they viewed the memory he'd put together. Sirius allowed himself to fall completely into the scene as he enjoyed the fantasy he'd created, wholeheartedly.

Severus entered Sirius' mind easily as he'd lowered his Occlumency shields to allow him easier entry. He looked around a bit until a memory, he knew to be false, began to play out in front of him. Arousal jerked through him at what he was seeing. Disregarding caution, Severus too allowed himself to sink into the false memory and enjoy the sensations both visually and physically.

-False Memory Begins-

Sirius was shackled spread eagle to his bed w/ leather cuffs around his wrists and ankles. Severus walked into the room completely nude, strolling slowly toward his little lover's bound form. Once he reached the bed he grasped the thin chain attached to leather cuff around Sirius' wrist and tugged. Taking a moment Severus scoped out his lover's body, dark eyes drifted downward until they landed on Sirius' hard, slender cock. Severus practically purred the words; "Already hard for me baby?"

Sirius stared hungrily at Severus with lust filled eyes, trying to plead through the ball gag placed inbetween his pouty, flushed pink lips. Severus shushed him quietly; "Now baby you know you misbehaved and you have to be punished."

Sirius whimpered at Severus' dark words that were dripping in sexual innuendo. Severus crawled onto the bed, kneeling closer to the top half of Sirius' bound form and brought his hand up to Sirius thick black hair grasping it tightly and tugging his head back. Sirius neck was arched back almost painfully in this position. Severus brought his lips to Sirius' ear and whispered forcefully "Now what am I to do with you? Hmmm?"

Sirius tried to move his head to look into Severus' eyes but Severus' hand didn't loosen its grip on his hair. Sirius moaned in frustration around the gag. Severus chuckled seeing his lover in such a state, liking it quite a bit. Sliding his fingers down Sirius' sensitive, quivering body he began to stroke teasingly up and down Sirius hard erection, before removing it completely. Severus' next words were like verbal sin to Sirius ears; "Seeing you like this Sirius is simply intoxicating, bound to my bed, gagged and spread out for me."

Sirius moaned as those wicked words were spoken, looking at Severus to see what would happen next. Releasing Sirius' hair he stroked his hand down his lover's beautifully sculpted face, caressing those high cheek bones caringly. Severus lifted his other hand to Sirius inner thigh stroking his soft, milky skin in wide circular patterns, his hand creeping higher on Sirius' smooth thigh.

Sirius threw his head back and moaned in pleasure as his lover stroked his exposed body. Feeling the hand stroking his face begin to move downward; caressing his neck, stopping to press a bit on the still sensitive area between his neck and shoulder, where the bitemark was located. Sirius hissed out in pained pleasure when his bitemark was pressed. That devilish hand migrated to his chest to pinch each of his nipples harshly.

Sirius felt the precum begin to dribble out of his slit, down his length and run down onto his balls.

Sirius gave a hard groan when Severus moved the hand stroking his upper thigh higher, palming and massaging his balls, sliding upward to wrap around his arousal. That wonderful hand began to pump his hard shaft in quick, sure strokes and before Sirius knew his release was approaching.

Severus had other ideas though as his stroking hand stopped and Sirius felt something slip snugly onto the base of his cock. Sirius eyes jerked open from their half opened state as he looked down his body to see a think black cock ring adorning his flushed erection.

Severus tutted, "Now, Now baby you didn't actually think I'd let you come so easily did you?" Sirius just stared at him pleading with his eyes to let him cum only to whimper when Severus shook his head slowly in the negative, a smug smirk on his lips.

Severus spoke again; "No Sirius your punishment will be to have your release denied until I feel you've learned your lesson and have apologized to my satisfaction. Until then you will not speak or cum. Understand?"

Sirius nodded his head to show he did in fact "Understand." Huffing slightly and petulantly rolling his eyes he resigned himself to Severus' punishment. A muffled yelp came from his gagged mouth as Severus' hand was firmly brought down on his inner thigh. "Sirius, baby you should really be more respectful. Now, do you understand your punishment?"

Sirius looked at Severus with wide eyes after Severus spanked his thigh. Sirius wanted to be insulted, indignant but he couldn't; not when his cock had twitched in masochistic interest after the slap. Blushing, he lowered his eyes submissively and nodded his head again to show he understood.

Smirking down at him, Severus rubbed the red skin of his inner thigh soothingly. As the hand that was torturing his nipples moved downward to massage the swell of his hip bones sending shivers up Sirius' spine and toward his already straining cock.

Moving from his hips, Severus ghosted his hand over Sirius red straining erection teasingly. Taunting him with pleasure with no hope of release, Sirius was breathing hard as if he ran a mile at a dead run.

Taking pity on him, Severus removed his hands from Sirius' body to rise from the bed, making his way to the wardrobe against the wall. Reaching in he pulled out a black leather paddle about the size of a large hairbrush and something else Sirius couldn't see.

Turning back toward the bed Severus waved his hand and Sirius was flipped onto his stomach, wrists now bound together with enough give for him to support himself so he wouldn't be suffocated with his head in the mattress and the leather bands now encircled his leg above his knee. The chains on his legs slowly began to pull upward and outward forcing Sirius' knees to bend and his legs to spread so his ass was thrust into the air.

Severus positioned himself behind Sirius, enjoying the view his lover was presenting him with. Sirius jerked when he felt the paddle skim over the soft skin on the back of his thighs before it moved upward to caress his pert ass cheeks. A whimper escaped Sirius as he thrusts backward, trying to touch Severus anyway he could.

A loud thwack and yelp from Sirius was heard throughout the room, as the paddle met the sensitive skin of his ass cheek. Only to be brought down on the other cheek in a hard smack. "That was for disobeying Sirius. You are not to have your pleasure indulged until I'm satisfied. Now you will remain still, Understood?"

Sirius was so highly strung from being denied his release and being spanked by that paddle was not helping him either. Sirius couldn't even process the words being spoken properly. Eventually, he nodded his head to show he'd heard Severus' words.

Sirius was shaking like a leaf in a hurricane, he honestly believed that it wouldn't be long until he passed out from this. Severus placed the paddle down as he slicked up a string that held 5 anal beads, the smallest the size of a gumball, the largest the size of golden snitch.

Placing the first bead against Sirius entrance, Severus pressed it in with his thumb. Sirius mewled and shuddered at the feeling of his tight opening being stretched before whimpering in slight pain when two more progressively larger beads were slid into his ass. Sirius squirmed a bit, the pressure was so intense in his groin due to the cock ring and now the sensations being brought to him by having the beads slid into him, rubbing enjoyably against his anal walls was becoming overwhelming. It took every ounce of his self control to not move.

Severus knew he had to finish this up quickly as Sirius really did look like he was close to blacking out; his skin was flushed, coated with a sheen of sweat, his heavy balls pulled tight to his body and the muscles in his legs were twitching from him not moving. Severus also knew if he were to look at Sirius' cock it would probably be purpling and swollen from the cock ring holding off his release.

Keeping this in mind he added the final, fourth ball slowly, forgoing the fifth for Sirius' sake. As the fourth ball was being pushed inside him, stretching him further than he had been by the other to balls, Sirius threw his head back in a strangled scream.

Sirius screamed through the gag as tears of frustration filled his his eyes and fell, as a torrent of sharp edged pleasure ripped through his already inundated body. Sirius would say whatever Severus wanted him to, he'd apologize for anything even if he hadn't done it. He'd confess to being Voldemort's reincarnation if it allowed him to cum.

Severus heard the strangled cry come from his lover's gagged mouth. He grabbed the handle attached to the end of the beads and pulled 2 out slowly before pushing them back in a bit faster. This slow process of fucking Sirius tight portal was kept up for about 5 minutes before Severus asked Sirius if he was ready to apologize? Sirius nodded after awhile to drunk off the vivid sensations that were slamming through his body.

Severus nodded and slowly pushed the beads back in, watching as each of the balls slid back in stretching that pucker before they disappeared into that tight heat, leaving Sirius' hole gaping for a second before it winked shut again. Severus felt his own cock give an interested jump at the sight of his lover's greedy hole accepting the beads so easily now. Once the beads were back inside Sirius ass; Severus told Sirius to make sure that he didn't push them out, Sirius nodded his head weakly in assent from where it rested on his joined wrists.

Severus shifted out from behind Sirius to crawl up the bed and kneel next to Sirius' face that was still resting on his wrists. Grasping and lifting Sirius' chin so he could see his face, Severus looked into those wet, frustrated, glazed grey eyes, the tear tracks running down his face, bringing his hand up Severus wiped them away.

The hand on Sirius face moved to caress his cheekbones, while the other slid behind his head to unclasp the gag allowing for Sirius to spit it out and work the sore muscles in his jaw. Severus' hand remained behind his head running it through Sirius' thick sweat soaked hair, soothing him a bit and allowing him to calm down slightly.

After awhile Severus' hand on the back of his head was removed and the hand that had moved to massage his aching jaw was slid down to cup his chin lightly. Looking into those gorgeous grey eyes, Severus asked "What do you have to say?"

Sirius' voice was hoarse when he spoke, "I'm sorry for everything Severus. Everything I've ever done to make you hate me or become angry with me. I wanted you to know I'm truly sorry from the bottom of my heart. I don't why you forgave me so easily but I'll do everything I can to make sure you never regret giving me this chance. You're a better man, a more forgiving man than me" After his words Sirius nuzzled his cheek and jaw into Severus' hand that was still cupping his face.

Severus continued to kneel in front of Sirius for awhile, processing the words his lover had spoken before he nodded his acceptance at his lover's sincere apology. Leaning forward to press a light kiss to Sirius tender, swollen red lips for moment before pulling back.

A small smirk came onto the Severus' handsome features "Tell me Sirius do you want to cum?"

Sirius nodded his head since his throat was to dry to speak without straining his voice. Severus made his way down the bed again, sliding his hand over the swell of Sirius ass cheeks. Sirius jumped a bit when he felt the anal beads being slowly removed, each bead breaching him brought a quiet mewl from his still sore mouth.

Once again Severus was enraptured at the sight before his eyes, watching those beads slide out of Sirius' arse. Severus could only imagine what it would feel like when it was his cock that was impaling Sirius, stretching him open as he thrust into that tight heat, pounding his prostate as Sirius screamed his name in ecstasy. Before long, much to Severus' dismay, all the beads had been pulled out and the strand tossed on the floor.

With a wave of Severus' hand the restraints holding Sirius to the bed were unfastened. Severus moved to lay down on his side with his head propped up on the pillows. Once he was positioned comfortably he beckoned for Sirius to join him. Sirius gingerly crawled up to the head of the bed trying not to let anything touch his painfully, throbbing length. Making it to Severus he laid himself down on his side and looked deep into Severus' beautiful dark eyes.

Severus grabbed Sirius' hand and wrapped it around his straining length, after Sirius had grasped his erection securely, he removed his hand. Severus caught Sirius' eyes again and thrust once into his hand. Sirius gazed back as his hand began to move, pumping Severus' stiff member in hard strokes, watching Severus' dark eyes cloud over further in lust and pleasure.

Sirius was so caught up in watching Severus come undone that he didn't notice the hand that was making its way towards his turgid length until the cock ring was removed in one strong tug.

Sirius threw his head back as a hoarse yell was pulled out of his tender mouth at the feeling of his length being free from that damned ring. When Severus grabbed his erection it was painful, Sirius had to stop himself from pulling away from Severus' hand, but after a few gentle caresses and strokes the pleasure slowly returned.

Both men lay there, staring into the others eyes, jerking the other off. Sirius knew he wouldn't last long at all, not at this rate. He had been denied his release for too long to even think about holding it off again. He began to thrust his hips shallowly, fucking Severus' hand until the little ball of pleasure in his stomach exploded causing Sirius' face to scrunch up in pleasure as he bit his lower lip, head tilting back in relief, his grey eyes slid shut, enjoying the feeling of finally reaching his orgasm. Sirius' whole body shook from the force of his release, as he came in thick pulses of his essence with a quiet moan, staining Severus' hand and the blankets. Severus pumped him slowly a few more times until he felt Sirius' cock soften and he removed his soiled hand.

Severus was close and when he saw Sirius' face contort in the ecstasy of his release, he couldn't hold on any longer. Severus was shoved over the edge into oblivion. Thrusting hard into Sirius hand one last time as his eyes squeezed shut and his body froze, a pleasurable wave crashed over him. Severus came silently in impressive spurts of cum, that covered Sirius' now shaking hand, the blankets and even managed to reach Sirius' chest.

Severus took Sirius' lightly shaking form in his arms, holding him tightly and placed gentle kisses on his lips. Sirius looked up with a small happy smile; "You have to go back now, darling."

And with those words Severus felt himself being pushed gently out of Sirius' mind. Severus closed his eyes, trying to order his thoughts in regards to the words of apology Sirius had spoken in the false memory and tried to control his breathing which he noticed was erratic. When he had regained his equilibrium, anytime you perform Legilimency on a high level for an extended period you tend to get dizzy and disoriented. When his breathing was under control and his thoughts in order, he came to the decision to discuss the apology w/ Sirius when the opportunity arose.

Opening his eyes he focused in on the smoky grey eyes directly in frontof him. Severus shifted a bit and felt something sticky on his hand and brought it to his face as Sirius chuckled. "We came here too, just like we did in the false memory." Severus nodded his head before glancing down at the their heaving, sweat coated forms and true to Sirius' words both of their cocks were soft and seed was covering both their hands and the blankets.

Severus flicked his wand that was still in his grasp and waved it to remove the cum and sweat from their bodies, Sirius' robe and the bed.

Sirius nervously cleared his throat causing Severus to lift his head and stare him straight in the eye. "Did you enjoy it?" Severus let a smile grace his face; "It was brilliant. I've never used Legilimency for anything like that." Sirius beamed and leaned foward to place a kiss to Severus' lips.

When Sirius pulled back from the kiss, his stomach gave a loud rumble. Severus realized he hadn't eaten since breakfast, casting a tempus he saw it was 12:25, no wonder they were both hungry. Severus stood from the bed and made his way over to Sirius; grasping his hand, he pulled Sirius gently to get him to slide out of the bed and stand up. Once Sirius was upright Severus wrapped his strong arms around Sirius' slender waist, bringing his nose to nuzzle Sirius' sweet smelling hair.

Sirius revelled in the embrace, placing his head on his favorite spot on Severus' chest as his arms rested around Severus' neck. Another rumble from Sirius' tummy had them seperating with amused smiles on both their faces. Severus stepped back to put on another one of his sleeping robes as Sirius tied the sash on his.

Once they were redressed or in Sirius' case covered, Severus once again took Sirius' hand and brought him to the dining room. Calling Tippy to him Severus ordered their lunch of turkey sandwiches, chips and tea. Both men were content to wait quietly for the food to come and once it did they ate hungrily.

Once the food was eaten and cleared, Severus placed his larger hand over Sirius' and looked him in the eyes. Sirius saw concern and confusion there and he nervously wondered what Severus wanted to say. Sensing Sirius' runaway thoughts Severus spoke; "Why in your false memory did you think you deserved to be punished for something you've already apologized for and I've already forgiven?"

Looking down Sirius collected his thoughts, breathing in a deep breath, he brought his head back up. "It's been on my mind lately. How you seem to have forgiven me so easily. But I realized maybe it isn't that you've forgiven me; maybe it's that I haven't forgiven myself. I thought it would help me, and maybe even you, get past our not so pleasant shared history just a little bit more. Maybe if I subjected myself to a situation where I was at your mercy it would absolve some of the guilt I feel. I don't know it's hard to explain. But that's how the scenario you experienced in the false memory came about. I just know I'm grateful for the chance to be with you and I hope you know that."

After his candid response, Sirius just watched Severus' face. He saw the wheels turning in that brilliant mind through those dark eyes. Nodding to himself Severus refocused on Sirius, "I can understand your reluctance to believe that I could let it all go and have a relationship with you. But you must understand Sirius when I said I forgave you, I meant it. Don't ever doubt that again. However, if experiencing that false memory together helped you absolve some if not of your guilt, and believe that I have truly forgiven you then I'm pleased. I have no regrets in choosing to give you a chance. Not to mention it was an incredibly erotic experience. So I must thank you for that."

Sirius nodded his head in grateful acceptance of Severus' sincere words. He fidgetted a bit and blushed before asking, "Could we do what we did in the memory in real life? Not the apologizing bit but all the other stuff? If I'm honest with you it has been one of my secret fantasies for a long time."

Severus' eyes widened comically as his jaw worked seemingly trying to find the right words. Finally, "I would be agreeable to experimenting with you again, baby." Sirius blushed darkly at the way Severus purred out the petname, just like he had in the false memory.

Severus suggested they move to the sitting room so they could relax and he could get started on grading the essays that had been turned in today. Nodding, Sirius followed the man, grabbing a book that looked interesting off the shelf he made his way back to the couch where Severus was already seated.

Laying down on his back and placing his head on Severus' thigh he opened his book and began to read. They sat like that until Severus shifted and began putting the graded papers in order. Sirius rose, stretching his arms and back. Severus stood and placed the papers on his desk in the corner before making his way back to Sirius.

"I have to get to my next class. Will you be here when I get back?" Severus asked. Sirius smiled before shaking his head; "No I have some papers to look over that have to be filed with Gringotts soon, so I have to start working on them. But I wouldn't mind seeing you again Friday night, you could spend the night and we could go to The Borrow together for the Order party on Saturday."

Severus nodded and leaned forward wrapping his arm around Sirius' waist and cupping his cheek w/ his free hand. Severus then pressed his lips to Sirius' in a sweet, slow kiss. It was just a press of lips but it felt like so much more to Sirius. He melted into it wrapping his arms around Severus' shoulders as he stroked his back tenderly. Breaking away Severus gave him on more peck before he went to his bedroom to get redressed.

Sirius was finishing the chapter in the book he was reading and glanced up to see Severus in all his terrifying, dungeon bat glory come stalking out of the bedroom. Sirius chuckled, "You know the more I know you. The more I think the greasy, scary bat of the dungeons is a carefully thought out act."

Severus smirked at him mischievously; "Perhaps" was all the man said. Sirius rolled his eyes, the man it seemed would always be a slight mystery. Shrugging and letting it go Sirius stood again to bid his lover goodbye.

A quick kiss was exchanged as they agreed that 8 on Friday would be great and they'd see each other then. Sirius watched Severus' retreating back as he made his way to the portrait, signature black robes billowing of course. Once, he was out the portrait Sirius sat back down to finish the chapter in his book.

10 minutes later he was strolling out of Severus' quarters feeling pretty damn happy about life. He'd had his thoughts put to rest in regards to his insecurity about Severus' sincerity when he granted him forgiveness and indirectly their relationship. He made his way to Minerva's office quickly, making his way up the spiraling stairs, he knocked and pushed the door open when he heard Minerva call; "Come in".

Sirius smiled, gave Minerva a polite greeting as he made his way swiftly to the fireplace. Hoping to avoid the inquiry he knew he would face if he stopped. Sirius heard Minerva's voice call his name and Sirius turned his head smiling apologetically at the woman. "Sorry Minerva. Next time I see you we'll have a chat. I'm just running late for something that is very important. Speak to you soon."

By the time the last words left his lips he'd already made it into the fireplace, reaching out and grabbing the floo powder from the pot on the table, he stepped in quickly and turned throwing down the powder and calling for Number 12. The last thing he saw before he was whisked away was Minerva looking at him with incredulous amusement, as she laughed.

Popping out of his fireplace at home he called for Kreacher and asked him to bring him a cup of tea to his study. He wasn't lying! He really did have to get on with looking at those papers from Gringotts. Sirius made his way to his room to slip out of his old clothes, he donned a comfy, soft robe and slippers.

Comfort assured he made his way to his office to begin the process of weeding through 30 pages of business documents. The joys of being the Head of House! At least he had Friday and Saturday with his lover to look forward to. Shaking himself out of his thoughts of Severus, he sat down in his chair, sipping his tea and letting himself become absorbed in the financial jargon in front of him.

Good Lord that was hard to write and make it all come together. Anyway I hope you enjoyed it.

I'm not 100% sure how Legilimency works and what it's limits are, I've read some fics that have used the same premise I have. Just not for a sexual encounter, that I'm aware of. But you get my drift. Even if you can't do this I'm going to.

Also, if someone is wondering when Severus comes back from the memory and notices they have both orgasmed. They did not recreate what was going on in the false memory in reality. They simply were very involved in the memory and when their respective memory doppleganger came so did they. Sirius believed this is what would happen so he positioned them that way before they started as to negate any random semen from flying where it shouldn't. Okay I'm laughing my ass off! But seriously any questions?

Also, the whole Sirius wondering why Severus could forgive him so easily thing was starting to be a bit angsty to me so I decided to nip it in the ass here and now. And what better way than this?

All mistakes are mine so apologies in advance if you find any.

Like it? Don't like it? I hope you do. Any constructive criticism is welcome as well as gratuitous arse kissing! : )